@spacebug03 Where Is The Fic. Gimme It.

i forgot i had this in my drafts for like 4 months haha here u guys go (the 5 ppl in the zim fandom or whatever)

i headcanon that they keep brawling all the way into their 30′s and beyond lmao welcome 2 my twisted mind. Dib’s beeper is going off bc he has a meeting in 45 seconds.

zim isnt as much into destroying stuff, he just makes up contraptions to get dib out of the dungeons to hang out fight for dominance over the earth. Gir is having fun looking for shooting stars. 

I just saw Into the Spiderverse... this movie is just amazing. However, now all I can imagine for every spideypool fic is hot mess!peter parker and his voice. Like I can't even picture any of the other incarnations now, I'm so in love lmao I really hope we get some awesome fanart and fanfic from our community using this version of peter, it'd be so much fun!

Also, if we ever get that spideypool movie we all want, I want it in this animation style. There is so much more that gets communicated through it than live action can. That and it's just so engaging!!

..... and I just love that Spidey Bells song, I friggin' died at "i have a degree in biochemical engineering" I just... sigh... I wanna go back and see it again lol

jealous!? 

I Can't Get Enough of the Crypt Scene

I love the crypt scene for so many reasons.  My favorite line though is: "It's me."   The way he says it implies that he knows that he's special to Cas.  "Hey!  It's me!  The guy you're in love with you have a profound bond with!"  (Though with less enthusiasm and more angst than I wrote).  He's admitting that there's a connection between them there with those two words.   Then he cements it with the "We're family.  We need you.  I need you."  The "we're family" brings Cas into the personal rather than the practical.  He's family, not a tool.  "We need you" brings Sam into the equation.  Sam and Dean need Cas on a personal level.  Then "I need you" denotes Deans affection for Cas on a personal level.  This reiteration means that Deans affections for Cas are different than the ones that Sam has which is basically a confession that he returns Cas' feelings. But I always get hung up on the "It's me" because it shows that he's aware of how Cas views him :3   I hope we get a reversal this season!!!  It would be beautiful!! 

Super sucky when you've been on T for almost 5 years, have had top surgery, and even dress and style masculine but your voice is still so high pitched and effeminate that everyone who meets you thinks you're just butch femme instead of male

Lmao I can't even be that mad, how would they know?

part 2 of this 

run down - Dib used the only power source he had (his phone) to save Zim’s life within those 10 minutes- scavenging any resources he could within Zim’s dead and dark base. 

Am I just going to be feminine forever or something?

Hey all, I wrote some months ago about my concerns over lack of results while on testosterone. Giving an update here and to check back and see if anyone has any new input because I'm trying to stay patient and positive, but it's mega frustrating to be about 2 yrs on T and still be misgendered as female by the general public. :( Especially when I get referred to as "young lady" and my cis female coworkers get misgendered as "young boy." They don't look like boys at all, like they have long pretty hair and wear make up (they aren't very curvy or big chested but still), I don't get it. It sucks for all of us.

I have about 4 hairs on my chin and the barest of hints of fuzz on my upper lip. Granted, my brpther also has a hard time growing facial hair too so I'm not super surprised. My voice, while less chipmunk, is still very feminine. I still have a "soft" looking face and very feminine body (curvy with hips). My clit is still pretty tiny and I am STILL getting my period.

My endocrinologist has no idea why I'm still getting my period. Saw a gynocologist and she doesn't know. So now I have an IUD in to help with it, and while it helps with the amount of blood, I am STILL menstruating and I've had it in for almost half a year now. I've had tons of ultrasounds and they all come back normal. All of my bloodwork comes back low estrogen and high testosterone, but I'm not seeing hardly any effects.

I'm hopefully getting top surgery done within the next year so maybe that will help me not be misgendered so much... and then maybe I'll get around to finally ripping out my uterus and stuff.

So, consensus? Maybe I'm just always going to be feminine no matter what I do. I'll make peace with it if that's what it's going to be, but I really want to be at least recognizable...

Am I just being impatient? Is something wrong or is this just going to be who I am? Should I consult my endo about it some more? Anyone else have these results?

I'll stop whining/ranting now.

two doodles for the next chapters of my fics

the first one is for the next chapter of Galaxy Days and the second one is for the next chapter of ‘A Moment’ yes im procrastinating

Alt Zadr day 3: angst  wherin Zim causes himself irreparable PAK damage and leaves Dib all alone  @alt-zadr-b1tch3z