When Milena confessed to Kafka and said to him, “I love you,” Kafka then said: "She said 'I love you,' so I went out into the street, because the sky in my room was not enough for me to fly."
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then danced like a devil upon my dead body and left me for dust storms to bury me; Do you think you obliterated my identity? or that you've erased my history and beliefs! In vain you try…No Death There is for a rebel I’m like The Resurrection; one day I shall be, Like Jesus I'm coming back with strength, from every storm I shall gather my parts, I'll come as the oldest rebellious lover, I'll come with the mightiest of the greatest revolutions, A man from the Ditch I am, I must return !
Poem by : Muhathil Alsqor
Jean-Léon Gérôme - The Carpet Merchant
Jean Leon Gerome - Pelt Merchant of Cairo
Frederick Arthur Bridgman - An Afternoon in Algiers
Osman Hamdi Bey - Islam Priest Reading Qura'an
John Frederick Lewis - The Midday Meal, Cairo
Ludwig Deutsch - The Tribute
Frederick Arthur Bridgman - The Messenger, 1879
Jean-Léon Gérôme - The Harem in the Kiosk, 1870
Frederick Arthur Bridgman - In The Souk, Tunis (1874)
Jean-Léon Gérôme - Prayer in the Mosque
John Frederick Lewis - The Kibab Shop
Frederick Arthur Bridgman - Return from the Festival, Algiers
Frederick Arthur Bridgman - Young Woman On A Terrace
John Frederick Lewis - The Harem 1841
Ludwig Deutsch - The Qanun Player
Rudolf Ernst - The Carpet Seller
Martinus Rørbye - outside the Kilic Ali Pasha Mosque
Léon-Auguste-Adolphe Belly - Pilgrims going to Mecca
Amedeo Simonetti - The Rug Merchant
Eugène Fromentin - Windstorm
Jean Leon Gerome - The Whirling Dervish
Giulio Rosati - The Dance
Jean Discart - The Pottery Studio Tangiers
Osman Hamdi Bey - Young Woman Reading
On the first night,
You will feel that this night will not pass,
and that the night is unusually dark,
Silence has become an unbearable noise,
your bed is a cemetery, your cover is a shroud,
your heart is moaning, your mind is struggling,
and your tears are a flame,
The noises on the street will piss you off, your brother's jokes will piss you off, your mother's insistence will agitate you, the food is tasteless, and the water is salty, you will notice how small your room is, and that these four walls are not enough to accommodate all this mess...I mean the one inside you. You will feel that you are all alone.
My advise
Do not resort to anyone!
On the first night specifically, don’t reach out to anyone. and don’t sleep early, this is where the surrender begins. don‘t say " I'm fine " when you're broken, and stop yourself from looking into old messages, they don’t mean anything. Don't listen to any songs, because that's a trap! And don‘t take any medicine because that kind of pain cannot be numbed. feel and live your pain in silence, alone in a room or by the sea.
Most importantly…by yourself.
- Farid Emara
I HAVE NO POWER
"I have no power to change you or explain your ways Never believe a man can change a woman Those men are pretenders who think that they created woman from one of their ribs, A woman does not emerge from a man's ribs, not ever! it is he who emerges from her womb, like a fish rising from depths of water
and like streams that branch away from a river It's he who circles the sun of her eyes and imagines he is fixed in place.."
- Nizar Qabbani
Don't hint, say it like a thunderbolt.
What was mine: my yesterday. What will be mine: the distant tomorrow, and the return of the wandering soul as if nothing had happened. A slight cut in the arm of the absurd present, History mocks its victims and its heroes, It glances at them in passing and goes on. So i tell you ; This sea is mine. The fresh air is mine. And my name, though i mispronounce it over the grave, is mine. As for me, filled with every reason to departure, I am not mine. I am not mine. I am not mine.
| Mahmoud Darwish
يقولونَ إني كالبدرِ بَهجةً وأنَّ الجمالَ بوجهيَ ارتَسما
يحيطُ بي المدحُ مثلَ الهَواءِ ولكنَّ ذاتي تُرددُ: "لا" نَسَما
يأتونَ خاطبينَ، وبالعَينِ شَوقُ كأنّي كنزٌ على الدربِ مُبتَغى
وأسمعُ ألفاظَ ثَناءٍ تُقالُ كأنّي لؤلؤةٌ لا تُضاهى سَنا
ولكنَّ نفسي – غريبةُ دربي – كأنّي ظِلٌّ بلا نَورِه اتّقَدا
كأنَّ المرآةَ تُخفي حقيقتي وتُظهرُ وجهاً غريبًا عني بدا
فهل في المرايا كَذبٌ خَفيٌّ؟ أمِ العيبُ في العينِ إذ لم تَرَ الصَفا؟
أجيبوا سؤالاً سَكنَّي طويلاً لماذا الجمالُ إذا لم يُصدَّقا؟
what have you left for us beside destruction?
distortions of our history and a crippled nation,
who made you masters?
who made you our masters when we were born free?
who replaced history?
who changed the title?
who increased our pain?
who divided us?
you are worse than traitorous spies
No more obedience to you after today, no more.
- Adel the freeman
اللون البرتقالي والغروب الحبل والانتحار الزجاج والجرح المحيط والغرق الخريف والوداع المرآة و أنا النوافذ و التحديق اليد والتلويح من بعيد الطريق ولقاء الصدفة
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