Before it was Dazai being a cute man whore, now he's just gay.
I offer some doodles
You know, sometimes I struggle to call myself disabled. And itâs not because I think the word âdisabledâ is inherently negative or demeaning. (Iâve long since grown out of that mindset.)
Really, half the time I feel like, âwell, I can still hold my own in hearing spaces! I donât even use aids! I donât have it that bad. Iâm not disabled enough.â
But even so, if Iâm not focusing hard on the person speaking to me, I probably wont be able to understand them.
If a room has background noise, or if someone is standing on my left side, hearing them will basically be impossible.
If people arenât right in front of me they really have to project or else I wonât be able to understand a word they say.
It takes so much energy every day to make sure Iâm hearing and understanding everything around me.
I am disabled.
Yet general society has pushed the narrative that disabled people cannot function ever. To truly count as disabled, you must always be cared for. You must always be in a wheelchair. You must always have aids. If your struggle isnât immediately obvious, are you really disabled?
And thatâs bullshit to me. Because all it leads to is being infantilized, looked down upon, and scrutinized endlessly. Itâs especially bad for those who are neurodivergent or otherwise mentally disabled.
We shouldnât have to live like that. We shouldnât have to justify and prove our suffering to everyone we meet so we can get the accommodations we need. We shouldnât have to be looked down upon for being disabled.
Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.
At this point the only way Chuuya can get Dazai to actually acknowledge the ex part is if he manages to get that man to sign divorce papers.
Dazai will not sign them. Obviously.
wish i could go missing for a little bit and no one would freak out and then i could come back and they'd be like "did you have fun going missing" and i'd be like "yeah, thanks" and then i could do that every couple of months or so and it wouldn't be a big deal
I just read that Donald Trump and his circus took down a website called reproductiverights.gov
This was a website to help women learn about their reproductive rights in the US and to find health care.
This is absolutely disgusting so Iâll share in this post some resources in case you need them:
https://www.plannedparenthood.org/learn
they/them (I am a minor!!) Welcome to my personal blog where I mostly yap about BSD right now⌠I also like writing, world building, and media analysis tho!
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