I Want A Diagnosis. Not To Recover N Get The Needed Help But To Feel Validated About My Struggles

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i feel like the "jirai lifestyle" is more like a "jirai mentality" cuz its not really like a full on lifestyle n more like a mindset somewhat

What life would you have? I mean, what kind of future do you want, the one where you actually live and are happy. What makes you happy? I'm kinda interested in what you'll say. I have no idea what you will say.

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im not really interested in a future where ill be "happy" or some dream come true of a reality. i dont want anything to do with life. i want. to die.

I feel like a dick saying this but do you even care I sent you an ask? Send you two yesterday and not one has showed up. I understand you might be busy so I'm sorry. Are you busy or just ignoring me? Sorry again. Do you even like me? Sorry for asking so many questions. You probably don't give a fuck about me.

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its ok i get it. not entirely cuz you can never truly 100% understand someones feelings. but enough to get the point. ure not mean or need to apologize for feeling and thinking this way. altho im not ignoring u or anything i just sometimes cant grasp the energy to even open tumblr... like i rlly appreciate all the asks uve sent including this one tbh!! :33

n ofc i like u (/p obv) n gaf!! otherwise i wouldve instantly blocked u like i always do to ppl ^_^

Quick question!! Whats an fp? I see the term used a loott but idk what it means.. Thanx in advance

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