My FUCKING HEART DUDE
Why why......... 😭😭😭😭😭. But I also need more.
powerless saiki realizing for the first time how terrifying it is to never know for sure if people are being genuine or not. he can't even take a good guess because, with his powers spoiling him all his life, he never developed the social skills to tell. he has so much trouble even meeting people's eyes.
so, he develops even worse trust issues and somehow even more severe social anxiety. (which is awful for him because he already had that with his powers and a lot of it was CAUSED BY his powers, so he thought that maybe this would help calm it down. not only did it not get rid of it in the first place because surprise, kusuo, its a disorder you have thatll never go away, but it also ended up making it WORSE? what. the fuck.)
anyway, he starts avoiding everyone in his life because of this. he was already fearful of them betraying him one day even with his powers (cat tank situation amplified this to hell too..) so now he is absolutely terrified and so insecure and convinced that theyre all gonna turn on him someday and he wont know !! what if they all secretly start hating him and talk badly about him together behind his back ?? especially now that his awful social skills are on full display, how could he think they would LIKE him ?? nah, hes out.
all his friends are so confused because there was such a quick switch and it was seemingly totally random, he just suddenly started acting weird one day and now hes just avoiding them all? he jumps every time they even try to come up to him and will literally just turn around and run off, thats so concerning ?? what happened ??
Y'all I've made more I'm going insane
Much cat saiki k
And another quick thing
MODZY HERE!: SAIKI KUSUO~~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR, TSUDERE PSYCHIC!!
^ BIRTHDAY ART. ^ CHIBI DOODLE
NO ONE WILL EVER MAKE ME HATE YOU SAIKI KUSUO
MODZY LOVES YALLS REBLOGS BTW :3 <33
(someone ask questions haha)
This is amazing!!!!!
And I absolutely need to pull this shit with someone @punk-starz2011 @quiet-queer143 so I'm gonna
when i was in middle/early high school my best friend and i ran an entire RP universe through a complicated network of over 100 fake facebook accounts working in real time, characters fighting in the chat with each other and causing drama on the feed and relationship statuses changing and updating profile pics and everything, different browsers on the same computer logged onto different accounts and running the whole thing like a real time grand strategy game we had documents we had charts we had relationship maps we had character arcs and we were so good with making it seem legit we were in it for the realism and it was just the two of us doing this, and at our school for mentally ill kids everyone else was 14 and doing drugs and getting pregnant and getting suspended for knifing each other in the parking lot but we just minded our own and 100+ fake people's business and stayed out of trouble and let me just say. facebook's rules nowadays would never let any of that fly and that's the greatest tragedy of all we could never pulled any of that off now but 2012 was a different beast. you had to have been there
The best post so glad for it to have graced my dash
Me: *Removes my cat from my lap to do something else.*
My cat: Father is…evil? Father is unyielding? Father is incapable of love? I am running away. I am packing my little rucksack and going out to explore the world as a lone vagabond. I can no longer thrive in this household.
I can't choose each one of my socials has a different name
It really is nice how obviously fond Elphaba is of Glinda right off the bat in the movie, with What Is This Feeling showcasing how much Elphaba enjoys their little feud. For the first time in her life, someone's judging her for her, rather than her skin or her magic. Glinda doesn't give a shit that she's green, she's mad that Elphaba's taste in clothes and decor clash so severely with her own! She doesn't care that Elphaba could accidentally kill her if she got too angry, she's too busy being upset that Elphaba keeps minorly inconveniencing her! How refreshing that would be, to meet the most annoying person in the world and discover that her own narcissism has caused her to be the only person who sees you for who you really are. Of course Elphaba would take the hat seriously as a gift -- has anyone other than Dulciebear ever gifted her anything? Of course she would gamble her own self-confidence at the Ozdust -- at worst, Glinda's ego is so massive that she would never allow her mortal enemy to be the butt of someone else's joke. And in the best case, well, Glinda recognizes how important she is to the one person that she knows has no one. The only one who gets her, the only one who has ever understood her, standoffish and rude the way a stray cat is before it finally follows you indoors.
It's a real shame this story couldn't be anything other than a tragedy, huh?
I feel we talk about signs of abuse from the victims standpoint but not from the abusers standpoint. In order to stop emotional abuse and recognize when we engage in unhealthy behaviors I made this list.
Do you react to important people in your life by ignoring them completely and not acknowledging their presence? Especially if they do something you don’t like?
Do you feel that your partner/friends/family members are the cause of your bad moods or frustration?
Does your partner/etc “do things the wrong way”?
Do criticize your partner/etc for being unreliable or a bad person?
Do you feel you have to constantly overlook your partners flaws in order to be around them?
Are you frequently accused of being “moody” or “hard to please”?
Do your partners complain that “nothing they do is good enough?
Do your partners appear to avoid you when you are angry or upset rather then comfort you?
Do you negatively comment on their intelligence or appearence? Either in private or in front of others.
Do you blame them when someone goes wrong?
Do you ever use phrases like “I could just hit you right now” or “I”m so mad I could punch something”?
Do you ever punch walls/throw things in front of your partner/etc?
Do you leave during fights and not inform of where you are going and when you will be back?
Do you behave the same alone with your partner that you do if you were in front of your friends or in public?
Have you frequently accused your partner of being too sensitive?
How often is your partner praised and complimented by yourself?
Do you think your partner spends too much time with friends and family?
Do you feel your partners friends and family are trying to drive you apart?
Do you actively comfort your partner when they are upset or angry even if you don’t really understand why they feel the way they do?
If your partner brings up a behavior that bothers them do you respond by discussing how to change it or do you respond defensively?
Do you have difficulty apologizing?
All of these things are abuse tactics. Obviously even the healthiest of us will do these sometimes but if any one becomes a regular habit that’s when the problem starts.
When saiki see a bug
Nico di anglo runs Into a weeping angel and gets sent back in time the first thing he does is try to find his sister
I make little drawings and stuff and whatever I like at the moment
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