So I’ve been thinking a lot about the popularity of Matt as a character, which is something that is met with a lot of ??? by those in the fandom who aren’t matt/mello shippers or generally don’t like the second arc of DN (which is… reasonable in and of itself but not something I’m gonna get into atm). And I think that most of the Matt love comes from an initial love of/identification with Mello. Mello on his own is kind of a tough sell - he’s a vain, selfish, manipulative, murdering asshole - he’s insecure, gaudy, self-loathing, and can’t control his emotions. Which, like other than the murder part, there’s a lot going on here to see myself in, whether I want to or not. And that’s where Matt comes in.
Ohba made Matt specifically to give someone for Mello to bounce dialogue off of, and though I’m sure this was done as a throw-away thing, Matt as a sounding board for Mello as a character is something that extends into fandom as well. I’d say that it was that tiny act of establishing Matt as a Wammy’s kid in HtR13 that really did it though, as it establishes a past between the two and mobilizes a dozen drawable conclusions about their relationship. Suddenly we have this character who canonically knows Mello from childhood, and thus can be understood to readily know what a crap person Mello is, but chooses to be a part of Mello’s life/weirdo anti-kira operation even after all these years. Is this loyalty? Friendship? Love? Boredom? Who is this ride-or-die kid in a stupid furry vest?? Whatever way you spin it, Matt is a character who puts up with Mello and his bullshit, and coupled with the blank slate of knowing literally nothing else about him, he’s the perfect projection ground for wish fulfillment/validation. Mello represents a lot aspects we hate about ourselves (don’t even get me started on the queer coding) but Matt redeems him. Matt as established in fanon (and squint-and-you’ll-miss-it in canon) says you’re still lovable! You are worth sticking by and coming home to! Mello’s kind of scary to identify so fiercely with but Matt makes it safer and softer and draws the poison from it.
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what if i just never took my medication again
i love that minoru canonically pissed the shinigami king off so badly he had to add a new rule to the death note just to kill him and stop people from copying him.
it’s so funny to think about all those weird rules just being written in because some humans were just determined to do stupid shit. like who decided to misspell someone’s name in the death note four times to give them immunity to it. who did that enough for the king to lose it and kill them. i want to meet that character
Tobina... toe.. bean.. a...
reupload because tumblr hates me and i hate tumblr grrrr grrrrr why are u so mean to me grrrrrrr ( they’re flirting )
basically
taking antipsychotics is just parkinsons simulator
ignore the way half of these are mello & matt
(I’m so crazy about them they are the only thing in my head)
nobody actually cares. they just want you to take your meds and shut up.
most overused DN fandom joke?
I'll take this line... and REPEAT it
The death note disease got me. i love you matt and mello. i love you mellodramattic. they have my whole soul.
yeah
Hi. I like death note and creepypasta. Occasionally use this blog as a diary of sorts as well.
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