Me To, And It Does Seem Fun /hj

"we shouldn't normalize writing about rape, age gap, or other illegal things!"

Then we should normalize not writing stuff about murder, child abuse, etc.

"that's different-"

No it's not! murder is illegal, so is stuff like child abuse, so we shouldn't talk about it and put it in any type of Media.

"I'm just saying that because that type of media could make people think that stuff is okay irl!"

Then ban all horror movies. I mean really don't want people going on murder springs, do we?

"but-"

We should also get rid of violent video games. Because we don't want real people to get violent. Right?

"..."

Do you hear yourself buddy? If people like watching horror movies that doesn't make them support murder, That's the same if people like reading about rape does it mean that they support actual rape.

I'm out this bitch ✌🏾 (I'm also tired as shit! So excuse my wording..)

᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼ trans hellenistic

᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼ a transid for all those who identify as being hellenistic (whether nationality or religion) altought they bodily arent ᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼᲼

designed by me

Cw: talk of trauma + trauma dysphoria + kinda long lol

I did not feel comfortable reblogging this person at all.

- Melody[host]

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[This is more tri-harmed thing at first but I do bring up, full trans-harmed things like no trauma at all.

Also these feelings I'm talking about is for me and not for everyone]

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I actually want to feel this /srs /gen

I'm already traumatized but it isn't enough? People always and will forever undermine my [cis]trauma, and my [cis]trauma is already unseen or not as important and I've internalized this for so long that words of reassurment doesn't help.

My dysphoria gets to me so bad and if this is the only way to be valid is to live ashamed, uncomfortable, emotionally unstable and with nightmares I would do it, no questions asked, the only way I can be valid if I go through my trans-trauma.

But also identifying as my trans-trauma is kinda euphoric because if not all then most trans things are valid.

Also, not all people's trauma responses is like this, that's stereotypical responses[not saying if you have stereotypical responses you're invalid, you are completely valid <3], there a different responses to trauma.

Also I would feel special if I did go through my trans-trauma.

And then people with absolute NO trauma, maybe not all but I know some of them just want trauma because it's the only way for them to be seen or heard because people make trauma a competition and badges.

So if you actually feel that strongly about this, then let's go to the root issue and stop the glamorization of trauma, stop saying one trauma is worse then the other, stop making people feel special for their trauma, stop blaming people for feeling like they need more trauma as a result of trauma and then already invalid feeling people seeing other people get seen and heard while their unseen especially if they dont have a 'normal/big trauma/'everyone has it''/mainstream trauma, make ALL trauma seen, stop it all <3

But you won't. and you'll continue blaming it on rq's and transx's even though most of the time their trying to cope from society's doings.

And since you and most people won't try to stop or spread awareness to the main root of this all + it's already too far in how society and people see trauma/not normalized/not seen trauma for it to be reversed, transharmed people will always and will continue to use these labels to cope, for fun, and ect.

And you'll continue blaming them when it's not their faults.

[Also reminder not all transharmed's feel this wayz this is just my take on it]

- Melody [host]

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[Off topic/short talk about my tri-harmed-ness]

Also I might just refer all my cis-harmed ids as trans-harmed ids, idk why but it makes me feel better, when I don't refer it as my cis-trauma, makes me feel normal or something, like I said before I have contradictory feeling and in contradictory to myself lol (-ω-｡).

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imaginid / imagid

when one identifies as transid due to their fantasies, but doesn't plan on transitioning/doesn't identify with it in real life. for example if someone was imaginikidnapped, they would only be kidnapped in their fantasies, but not irl.

I hate my dad and I want him to trip down a flight of stairs. /srs

my twitter feed is full of people trying to cancel ao3??? Someone was like "Oh so they allow pedophilia fanfictions but not my cooking recipes!"

...yeah. its a fanfiction archive.

I even saw "they delete free Palestine posts!!"

BECAUSE ITS A FANFICTION ARCHIVE. NOT A SOCIAL MEDIA.

fictional reliance disorder (FRD)

> when one is heavily impacted by or heavily reliant on works of fiction. this includes;

holding views or beliefs that are mainly present in fiction/mainly based in fiction.

having unrealistic expectations of certain experiences.

relying heavily on works of fiction to function or prefering to interact with fiction over reality.

experiencing confusion or upsetness when something turns out different from the media they consume.

maladaptive daydreaming, if not daydreaming is still prevelant.

have an interest in creative arts such as drawing or writing.

˗ˏˋʚ My Transids ɞˎˊ˗

Trans id: ( some of these are to cope )

Trans plural, Trans Japanese, Trans pure, trans Ill, Trans-cat called, trans desired, trans service dog, trans bjd, trans s3x worker, trans p0rn⭐️,trans lovesick, trans succubus, trans pink hair, trans pink skin, trans achy, trans trans male/ftm, trans 2000s, trans Christian, trans shape shifter, trans harmed, trans r4ped/m0l3st3d, trans an0r3x1c + bv11mi4, trans, trans yandere, trans magical girl, trans s3x, trans tic, trans depressed, trans ptsd, trans backstop, trans more abvs3d, trans more childhood tr4uma, trans physically abvse, trans backstory, trans pansexual, trans lesbian, trans severe sh scars, trans immortal, trans dating, trans fangs, trans c$a victim, trans s3xual abvuse victim of any kind, trans angel, trans Russian, trans German, trans npd.

Tri id:

Tri autistic, tri-delusional, tri stutter, tri harmed, tri s3xual trauma, tri stalker, tri smoker, tri adored, tri obsessed, tri-r4p3 bait.

Cis id:

Cis-online grxxmed, cis-freak, cis-impure, cis-indesirable, cis-parasocial, ciswhite, cis-physically abvsed, cis verbally abvsed, ect.

Permas:

Perma-smiley, perma-silly, perma scared, perma traumatized, perma scared of death, perma bandages, perma hospital, perma heart broken, perma annoying, perma angel

Age things: chrono 16 - I mostly identify as 16 and will refer to myself as 16, perma teen, perma tween, perma 16, perma 18, perma young, perma kid, perma infant, perma toddler, perma 8-9

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My Little brother sucks, he's actually blackmailing me, I said something about Jeffrey Dean Morgan(my p/o)

And it was a joke, and now my two sisters, my older sister boyfriend and my little won't let it go and keeps on joking about it and now he's saying either I give him a dollar and he won't tell my dad or he tells my dad which I STRICTLY don't want to know what I said

I hate this, they’re making me have negative connotations about Jeffrey Dean Morgan and its genuinely hurting my mental health,

Jeffrey Dean Morgan is one of my safe place/haven, and their taking it away from me /srs

Update:

I'm blackmailing him back next time i see him, cause I know things he doesn't want dad to know , ty to my older sister for helping with this conclusion

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had to make a new discord account for certain reasons. made a radqueer server.