It’s Always “why Did You Sacrifice Yourself And Leave Me Behind” And Never How Was The Sacrifice

Just realized I got groomed so I’m taking a break for a while

I read a lot of sskk fics and one of my favorite Atsushi moods is him having gay as fuck thoughts during inappropriate situations. Like yes your mans does look hot while he's suffering BUT ATSUSHI BBY worry first horny later.

Boxed

(Dazai probably had something to do with it)

bsd oc and also bram

(suffering the clear and obvious ramifications of my voluntary actions) once again god torments me for no purpose but sick amusement

this lowk me and the concept of akutagawa on a white dress

I do find it funny to think about how Atsushi has used a gun, once during that first encounter with Akutugawa.

And than never again.

Man just decided well that didn't work, never doing it again.

Because I find it so much more funnier to think Atsushi can and does know how to use a gun.

He just doesn't see the point of using it.

at some point rashomon literally can't hurt atsushi even if akutagawa attacks becuz akutagawa eventually grows to be unable to hurt atsushi even if he wont admit it

she also can't hurt gin, but she's never been able to hurt gin

Sometimes I forget that Akutagawa's relationship with Dazai isn't THAT simple. While he may search for his approval, since he respects him, probably Aku dislikes him to some extent too. It's no just blind worshipping. And well, it's perfectly understandable.

Was just scrolling to get myself to wake up for school and this is how I find out? This is how I get spoiled? AND THEY STILL EXPECT ME TO GO TO SCHOOL AFTERWARDS?!?