Why I Think History Is Repeating Itself Once Again With The French Revolution. So As You All Remember

Sasuke Fanfic: My Baby

Summary: Sasuke had always been uncaring about his life and body. He was always the first to jump to self-sacrifice or even stab himself during a mission when things got too hard. Sasuke's behavior worried Kakashi to no end. He saw his younger self in that boy and he knew exactly what his younger self tried to do. TW: attempted su!cide and $h!

Chapter One: Sasuke hadn't shown up to a get-together the team was having about a mission. They waited for hours to see if he would turn up but nothing. Kakashi’s worries grew by the minute no matter how calm he looked on the outside. Naruto had been annoyed at the start and just wanted to get going, but with time, he became worried for his teammate. Kakashi knew Naruto would never admit his worries but he saw the boy tapping his foot and slowly complaining less. Sakura was chewing on the inside of her cheek, a nervous habit she had that Kakashi never failed to notice. It was way past the meeting time and Sakura convinced Kakashi to check Sasuke's home. They all walked there together but Kakashi made the kids stay in the front yard just in case. Kakashi knocked on the door, but there was no answer. He could've kept knocking, but he worried about what would happen if he wasted more time. He slowly opened this old wooden door to Sasuke’s home. It was pitch black inside, the black-out curtains on the windows not helping. Kakashi flicked on the light and was met with the very thing he had been fearing. Sasuke's body was lying on the bed in a pool of blood. Kakashi scrambled over and pulled the boy's body to his. He felt Sasuke's cold pale skin under his trembling fingertips. He checked Sasuke's pulse, he was alive. Kakashi let out a breath he didn't know he was holding in. Blood trickled from the corner of Sasuke's mouth, staining his porcelain skin. He cradled Sasuke's body in his arms and pressed him close to his chest so he could hear the boy's breathing, reassuring himself he was alive. The older ninja stood and jogged out the door. Sakura and Naruto were still standing outside. They both froze when they saw Kakashi holding a bloody and lifeless Sasuke."What happened!?" Naruto screamed, "Is Sasuke alright!?" Sakura followed up."There's no time to explain! We have to get him help!" Kakashi didn't stop running, only once glancing behind him and seeing his students running after him, panic evident on their faces. Waiting for Sasuke in the hospital was terrifying. Sakura was crying in the seat beside him as he rubbed her back to try and calm her. Naruto was up and angrily pacing around the waiting room; he was crying, too. Kakashi hadn't told them what Sasuke tried to do yet, he didn't want to make it worse. He'd tell them after Sasuke woke up. After what felt like centuries a nurse came out to inform the team that Sasuke was stable and call Kakashi back to talk. The nurse explained to Kakashi that Sasuke had overdosed and they had also found deep scratches and cuts littering his body. Kakashi kept calm the entire conversation, but inside, he felt his heart break with every word.

I wrote this late at night and didn't really revise it. Please let me know if you'd like more chapter!

One of my first drawings of Simon from Lord of the Flies. I'm still kind of proud of it even though it's old bc it was my first time drawing this angle

Gender is difficult

Whenever I ponder my gender because I find it confusing there's always a road block I hit. Being a girl is so deeply rooted in my life. I've always been very vocal about my opinions on sexism, plus being female effects my life and self so much. I don't really know how to describe it any better than this. Right now I just use any/all pronouns because I really don't know or care what pronouns people use, but at the same time I get so happy when someone uses he or they instead of she. I don't really know, gender is confusing and I needed to rant.

Jan 6th insurrectionists tried to violently overthrow the US government - beating and killing officers of the law in the process. Not one was charged with terrorism.

Dylan Roof killed 9 black people attending church because he wanted to start a race war. Not charged with terrorism.

Mass murders slaughter scores of CHILDREN in the US on the daily. Not charged with terrorism.

But kill ONE POS CEO under investigation for insider trading, who has probably killed scores of people with a waive of a pen and a cashing of a big bonus check and - TERRORISM.

Get the living fuck out of here. Not only is America a piece of shit country, it's also an oligarchy, and we need to admit it already. 🖕🏼🖕🏼🖕🏼

My OC, Rosemary

I'm proud of the face but not of the rest of the drawing 😭

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Lord of the Flies doodles

The bottom drawing of the last one is a WIP of Simon

I drew these during my math class

Quotes from Schoolgirl by Osamu Dazai

"As I begin to realize from various experiences in my life just how enormous our instincts are and how powerless we are against the force that drives us, sometimes I think I might lose my mind." (Pg 46

"The body had no connection to my mind, it developed on its own accord, which was unbearable and bewildering. It made me miserable that I was rapidly becoming an adult and that I was unable to do anything about it." (Pg 85)

"The body had no connection to my mind, it developed on its own accord, which was unbearable and bewildering. It made me miserable that I was rapidly becoming an adult and that I was unable to do anything about it." (Pg 85)

Death Shall Wait for You, My Darling

Summary: The concept of death is terrifying to many, but to Rosemary and Ruby, death is just a part of life. Both live their lives without fear of death until one day, they both discover something they can't leave behind in life... each other.

WLW, where one is a pirate and the other is terminally ill and the pirate will do anything for her.

Chapter One: Ruby walked home lazily from the market as she passed the rundown, dirty streets of Potter's Field. It was a lonely and insignificant town that the town wasn't even recognized on most maps, but that made it the perfect hideout for people who didn't want to be significant. Ruby had originally only planned to stay in the little town to keep a low profile after a not-particularly legal adventure out at sea, but she had met Rosemary, or just Mary is what she called her. She became extremely attached, and after she learned that Rosemary was likely to die young because of an unknown illness, she decided to stay in the town so she didn't have to be away from her. A sudden clatter of noises broke her train of thought. She turned her head towards the source to see two men bothering a young blonde girl. Ruby didn't have time to intervene properly because she had to get home to Mary, so she threw a rock at one of the guys' heads. Even with only one eye, she was still a good shot and knocked the man out. The other man looked down at his passed-out partner and then at Ruby. The man let go of the girl and began to yell at Ruby, but she quickly shut him up with another rock. That rock was sharper because the man seemed to be bleeding. The blonde girl was bewildered and looked between Ruby and the men for a few minutes before running to Ruby and hugging her."Thank you so much, Ma'am!" the girl exclaimed as Ruby pried the crying young one off her waist."Yeah, yeah, no problem, kid," Ruby responded dryly while still trying to get the girl off her. The young girl finally released her and held out a paper to Ruby."This is what those two men had been attacking me over. I don't know what it is, but it seems useful. You can have it as a thank you for helping me!" She took the paper from the girl and shoved it in her pocket before walking off. The girl called after her, "Thank you again, ma'am!"Ruby opened the door to her and Mary's small cottage and was greeted by the lovely sight of Rosemary in the kitchen toiling away at something. She had her back turned and hadn't heard her come home, so Ruby took the moment to watch her. She was leaning on the counter for balance with her cane off to the side. Her strawberry blonde curls bounced as she moved. The sunlight from the window made her look heavenly as it shined down on her. Ruby walked into the kitchen and placed the items she had been sent to retrieve, down on the counter. The noise alerted Mary, she quickly turned around."Oh! I didn't know you were home. Welcome back. Did you get everything?""Yeah, I got everything. I even threw rocks at two guys on the way home,""... You what?" Rosemary had turned to face Ruby, making eye contact with her, which Ruby hated. "Uhh, in my defense it was to save this random little girl they were harassing," Ruby started her quick defense and avoided eye contact with the taller woman. "Oh, I don't care then. They got what they deserved," Mary stated and then promptly went back to being calm and messing with something on the counter again."Love where your Morals are at," Ruby commented in a slightly snarky tone before letting herself fall on the couch behind her."Your morals are much more skewered, so I don't want to hear it," Mary stated, leaving no room for argument. Ruby only grunted with her face buried into the couch below in a half-hearted agreement.

I already have more written that I can post if anyone likes this! It's also available on AO3 and Wattpad!