Back To Putting In The Hard Work, Mapped Some Of My Parts!

uriel i wish i hated you. i wish i could not still have some form of love for you.

Why did you stop caring this time??

a loud playlist to rival the noise in my head

HOLY FUCK POSEIDON AND DIONYSUS BLESSED ME. got wine drunk on the beach and took a swim :D happy happy beach girl

by the grace of the Gods, may I get through this moment.

the only way out will always be through.

feeling lots of feelings this morning. been running as fast as possible away from them through stupid literature and escapist fantasies. i miss the people i used to have. idk why they all left after i became a better person. why like me back when i was cruel and mean?

it doesn’t make sense. my life doesn’t make sense. it never does and it’s so fucking frustrating.

pink bath, pink wine, pink vape, pink girl

it’s like a race to see if my heart rate or the carcinogens will kill me first lollll