the way i see blake looking back at me in the mirror and i can’t even be bothered to care right now.
oh the things i wish i could tell him LMFAO
i miss you. i love you. i want you here and it hurts that you aren't.
everything about me is dark, but when i color- i always do it in rainbow. maybe there’s light in me somewhere.
uriel i wish i hated you. i wish i could not still have some form of love for you.
i’m processing some tough stuff, i might post excerpts from the journals i have from them,, idk what to do everything feels like static
TW: brief mention of SA and physical assault
lmfao
mmmm bacteria lab specimens, yummy :D
I MADE A FRIEND!! i’m going to try my hardest to resist the bpd urge to put all of my eggs into one basket and stop interacting with other potential friends,, but he seems super cool and nice and reminds me of michael in some ways but idkkkk
i tried to see if anyone from my past wanted to be friends n no one did, so onwards we march 🫡
may the gods bless this new friend and hopefully he sticks around!!
✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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