a shitty attempt at poetry, i should stick to long-form
the realization that if Uriel was smart he would in fact know about this account, but i don’t think he cares that much to silently stalk me so for now i think i’m safe??
being abandoned by my two fps, im going to throw up. killing myself 😙✌️
so far i’ve slept for 16 hours and i’ve had extremely vivid dreams and nightmares. is this normal after emdr???? like wtf???
i’ve been doing this positivity crystal spread under my pillow for the past two days and i’ve been having SUCH better mornings!! here’s the info for anyone who wants it!
citrine
amethyst
sunstone
rose quartz
carnelian
i just put them in a little bag in my pillowcase and sleep near them all night. in the morning i put them on a selenite charging plate (you could also use a window sill but i prefer selenite) and let them stay there until i’m ready to put them back under my pillow to go to sleep!!
sad sad girl, smoking to lana all on her lonesome
i stg this shit is just Big Puppy Disorder. like wag wag wag my tail over this new friend, he is so nice and he is so nice to me and i want to be his puppy and make him happy too :3
i’m like some braindead golden retriever wtf is going on.
i just want time to stop, i want some weed and for life to wait until i can catch up. but it cant, and it could take me years to figure it all out, and i have to be sober against my own will.
I have found a writing that i truly think all hellenic polytheists should be required to read.
I was so moved that I had to write a thank you email immediately after I had processed everything.
These hardships of life were a gift, Lord Zeus is not a vengeful God who hates humanity (Though i’m sure those Zeus devotees out there already knew this)
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If you want to read my takeaways please do read below the email I sent. This piece was truly inspiring and insightful.
This too shall pass but like holy fuck
✩ 21 ✩ bpd, bipolar, & cptsd diagnosed ✩ helpol ✩ “Freedom is a length of rope. God wants you to hang yourself with it.”
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