I Have Found A Writing That I Truly Think All Hellenic Polytheists Should Be Required To Read.

all i can do is pray, so i do. but god does this hurt.

curiosity the cat strikes yet again. god i hate everything

i just wish to be perceived as gentle and kind. that’s it, that is truly all i want.

it hurts to know this will never be.

tired and full of void

feeling like diane from bojack horseman when she got medicated and lost her ability to write the gritty shit.

i don’t think anyone actually cares about me, i wish someone did. i wish things could just be enough, but there is a void inside my rib cage. and the thing is that no one gets it, there is no one around me anymore who actually understands because i just push everyone until they can’t handle me anymore. i want to not be here anymore.

imagine like actually being appreciated lmfao

i’m processing some tough stuff, i might post excerpts from the journals i have from them,, idk what to do everything feels like static