So Far I’ve Slept For 16 Hours And I’ve Had Extremely Vivid Dreams And Nightmares. Is This Normal

i’m processing some tough stuff, i might post excerpts from the journals i have from them,, idk what to do everything feels like static

i say this shit and literally a day later am doing not very well at all. god i hate the constant shifts and mood swings

it’s 5am and i’m listening to the birds chirping, i hear my breath, and the soft indie music that always is coming from my phone. i note that there is pink in the sunrise this morning and that i do not dread the day ahead of me like i have for my entire life.

the work is noticeable sometimes, proper therapy and medication pays off.

every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

back to putting in the hard work, mapped some of my parts!

ugh i’m bored, need a new fp to obsess over to keep shit interesting. 🙄

missing you michael, i want to reach out to tell you i still cared so deeply for you. but i can’t, you don’t want that. so i won’t. just know that i miss you and that i’m sorry my emotions run so deep.

i wish i wasn’t like this. i’m sorry that i cant stop missing you. i wish you gave me a chance to make things right.

pink bath, pink wine, pink vape, pink girl

i give up on caring about people

having a personality disorder is so ridiculous. like girl the abandonment hasn’t happened just yet, CHILL OUT !!!