Possessive Brujay? I think it would be interesting if they were both equally possessive in their own (toxic) ways.
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after jason's resurrection, something changes between them. when bruce finally gets him back, he swears never to lose him again. he can't go through it againāthe guilt, the grief, the loss.
bruce becomes possessive, but he hides it behind a mask of concern. he tells himself it's for jason's safety, that jason needs him, which makes it easier to push away the guilt of his behavior.
it starts with bruce hovering over him, always watching. he had always been controlling, but it's different now. more intense. bruce isn't just concerned about jason's safety; he's fixated on keeping him safe.
whenever jason talks to someone else, there's a dark look in bruce's eyes, a possessive flash, like jason is something to be guarded. and bruce always knows where jason is, like he's tracking his every move.
every time jason tries to go off-grid or leave gotham for a while, bruce is already there, making sure he never strays too far from the cityātoo far from him.
he shows up unannounced at jason's apartment, keeps critical information from him, brings him into the batcave for medical check-ups even when jason feels fine.
bruce even subtly sabotages jason's relationships, wanting him for himself. as jason tries to reconnect with the family, things mysteriously fall apart. texts go unanswered, calls get ignored.
and the most fucked up part is that jason doesn't care about any of that.
because his need for bruce's attention runs deeper. he craves his approval and hates how much he needs it. he wants to be the only one bruce sees, the only one bruce cares about.
jason goes out of his way to provoke himāflaunting his independence as red hood, breaking rules, taking reckless risksājust to see bruce react, to feel that warm flash of anger, that possessive rage that tells him bruce still wants him, still cares.
the more bruce tries to control jason, the more he pushes back. jason wants to see how far bruce will go to keep him. jason thrives on it.
then, one night, after an argument gets too heated, it just happens. it's rough, desperate, all of the tension and the need to own each other, poured into that moment. the next morning, they don't talk about it, don't even look at each other any differently.
but it keeps happening.
every time their bodies crash together, it's like a power struggle, but jason knows exactly what he's doing. he pushes, provokes, teases, waiting for bruce to snap, and stop holding back. jason knows, after everything that's happened, he shouldn't like it this much. he should hate giving up control, hate letting bruce have that power over him.
but he doesn't.
instead, he loves it. he loves the way it feels when everything is in bruce's hands, when bruce pins him down and takes what he wants, when he shows jason who is in control. it only makes him want bruce more. jason lets him have that control, because he likes feeling bruce's power.
the risks keep getting bigger, more dangerous, almost suicidal. jason stepping into enemy territory without backup, defying direct orders, putting himself in harms way on purpose, just to see if bruce will save him in time.
and bruce always does.
every fight is a test, every argument a challenge, and bruce rises to it every time. jason gets a rush whenever he successfully pulls bruce out of his controlled world, every time he sees that mask crack and the raw, possessive want underneath is exposed. he thrives on being the one thing bruce canāt control.
bruce wants to control him, to own him, and jason lets him think he canāuntil the next time he pushes back.
but there are times when jason hates how much he likes it. but the thought never lasts longānot when bruce's attention feels so good, not when his hands are on him, claiming him.
it's intoxicatingāa twisted game. jason pushes and bruce pulls, and neither of them wants to stop it. their equal possessiveness and obsession feed off each other, and they're insatiable.
ok but does Bucky ever but Steve in thigh-high or knee-high heeled boots, when he's dressing him up?
Pls imagine Steve in these bootsĀ or something like them.
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Jasonās alcohol tolerance is exactly 0.09%, which Dick knows. Which is the primary reason he roped his siblings into playing a drinking game.
At most, Steph, who likes to think sheās fluent in Jason, ā or Batboys with repressed emotions, at least, ā anticipated the following:
Angry shouting, maybe some swear words God definetly didnāt approve of, trying to fist fight Alfredās plants, painting the Batmobile pink, and the works.
She definitely didnāt expect a ruby cheeked Jason to cry in Bruceās lap.
āWhat the fuck are we gonna do if we donāt know eachother in the next life, huh?!ā
Tim piped up with an a nerdy rant, ā technically, if life were to reinvent itself into another existence, itād simply be an alternative universe being created, ā but Jason simply throws his shoe at him.
Bruce, much to Damianās pride, doesnāt look shaken in the slightest. If he can handle his mother, he can handle everything,
āSweetheart, I really think thatās not going to happen, thought,ā he assures him with gentle conviction.
āBut weāre not gonna know eachother! What the FUCK. I want to be your son in every life. Iām gonna kill God.ā
āPlease donāt kill God.ā
āWeāre Jewish, what do we care?!ā
āJay,ā Bruce promised, āI would find you in every universe.ā
That was supposed to make Jason feel better, not make him cry harder. But itās cute Bruce tried, Dick thinks.
He still grounds all of them for paining the Batmobile, thought.
obsessed with like, Jason who absolutely refuses to reconcile with the bats. he wants no part in that family and will not talk to them under any circumstances. but he's legally dead with no friends and sometimes he gets sick of being completely by himself and wants to have company. so.
Bruce: hey Alfred have you seen my-
*comes into kitchen to see Alfred calmly preparing dinner while Jason Todd, Killer Red Hood, silently does paperwork while sat on the corner of the kitchen counter*
Bruce:
Bruce: uh-
Tim, doing homework at the table: don't mention it. if you acknowledge him he'll leave. he just likes being around people sometimes.
the bats have to start treating him like a stray cat, letting him go to them and acting completely unbothered by his presence because if they even make eye contact with Jason he'll jump out the window and they 1. won't see him for a month and 2. will start to see a lot more murders cropping up around gotham.
eventually it gets to the point where Dick will come to dinner to see the rest of the family wordlessly ignoring the brick shithouse of a man who is just sat on the floor of the dining area reading a book and he has to just. take a breath and pretend Jason isn't there. calmly stepping around him without acknowledging him. Alfred will silently place a plate of food by the guys elbow while speaking to Damian about school. When they decide to move from the table to the tv room for a movie night none of them can even look around when they hear him eventually follow just to sit in the corner of this room instead.
Bruce: I'm concerned, this is abnormal for Jason. what if he's been drugged with something? or he's trying to gain sensitive information?
Damian: actually he used to do this a lot after he came out of the Lazarus pit. he liked to sit in and watch me train, and occasionally we'd find him sat by grandfathers feet while he ran meetings. Mother says it's important to let him settle, because it's likely that he's simply craving human intimacy on his own terms for once.
Bruce, crying: oh
Jason still refuses to say a word to any of them unless it's in costume, and even then it's the same old 'i'm not your son! i'm not one of you! fuck off!' shtick like normal. they just have to accept him sneaking into the house every now and then too.
one time Tim needs Red Hoods info on a case he's working and since Jason's been sat on the floor against the wall of the bat cave for the past 45 minutes just. staring into space and vibing. he risks sliding the file across the floor towards him before pointedly turning back to the batcomputer, the info he needs marked clearly. five minutes later it's wordlessly slid back, info filled out and Jason refusing to acknowledge Tim's existence again. it's the only way he'll communicate with them.
after a while it gets to the point where Jason will straight up go to bludhaven and break into Dicks apartment just to silently sit in the corner of the room and Be Around A Familiar Person. Tim comes back from his lunch brake at WE to find him sat on the edge of his desk, working through a case. They work in silence for the rest of the day and when Tim leaves Jason just follows. They get a batburger together but the second Tim slips up and asks how his day was he's off like a shot. Damian regularly eats lunch at school on the roof while Jason plays mario kart on a DSI next to him. Batman will be 4 hours into a solo stake out when civilian Jason will silently slide up next to him with a crossword. they never talk. Jason still makes it clear that he's pissed at Bruce. Bruce doesn't know what else to do but let him be and hope eventually, with enough time, things will progress even further.
Dick, whispering so Jason won't pick up on the fact that he's being perceived: are you sure this is normal
Damian: is anything about any of us normal
Tim: he's got a point. at least we know Jason's watching us. I did this shit all the time before I was Robin, and none of you ever noticed me.
Dick:
Tim: sometimes its comforting to be in the same room as people you're familiar with, even if you can't handle interacting with them.
Dick, crying: ok
I headcanon that Ichigo can smile like Unohana, but he just doesn't do that, because he's scowling and irritated often, but not cold-like angered or raged.
Trully angered Ichigo is cooooold and quiet, but the most terrifiyng part begins when he *smiles*
And when Urahara aka mad-scientist-extraordinaire decided to see how far he can make Ichigo angry-
He saw in every detail how the scowl slowly faded and watched in crippling horror how the edges smoothed and the softest, sweetest smile he's ever seen appeared on Ichigo's face.
The shudder ran down his spine when Ichigo proceeded to say in the gentlest way possible:
"I'll plug out your spine and hang you on it in three, two-"
And then no one saw Urahara for the whole week.
Dick is kind of a big brother who knows what effect he has on his siblings's friends, and he never misses an opportunity to make himself look even cooler in their eyes. But Jason? Oh, Jason has no idea that people even consider him pretty and interesting.
It pisses his siblings even more.
Jason, on his bike, with the most insane face card: Hey, Replacement, hop on. We have work to do.
Kon, twirling his hair: Is your brother, like... free?
Bernard: Yeah, on Friday
Tim, with his eye twitching: I will kill you.
Jason, absolutely unaware of what is going on: ??? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO
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Jon, waving enthusiastically at Jason, who passes by kitchen: Jason is so cool!
Damian: ...
Jon: And kind!
Damian: Calling Todd kind is definitely a choice.
Jon: But he read me a bedtime story the last time I was staying here š
Damian, frowning: ...
(Damian, later that day: Why did you read bedtime story to Jon and not me.)
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Jason: Why Tim's and Damian's friends keep fucking glaring at me? Or stumble when I am around? What tf am I doing wrong?
Dick, trying to hide his laughter: Eh, no idea
Bruce, absentmindedly: I, actually, have the same problem when I am around other people
Alfred, amused: No DNA test required, that's for sure
Jason had started to notice that Bruce's gaze lingered sometimesājust a second too long. At first, he brushed it off as coincidence, that it held no deeper meaning. It wasnāt abnormal to sometimes stare while your mind was drifting off. But the glances kept happening. It had been quite late at night in the Batcave, and they were the last ones there, running through some data side by side, keeping it surprisingly civil. As they talked, Jason noticed Bruceās eyes driftānot to the screen, but to him. Bruceās gaze slid from Jasonās eyes, over the line of his jaw, to the curve of his lips, then back to the monitor. And once Jason noticed, it was impossible to ignore. It wasnāt just the glances; whenever Jason stood a little too close, Bruce would tense. It was barely noticeable, but easy to catch with a perceptive eye. Intrigued, Jason began testing the boundaries, seeing how far he could push before Bruce would finally tell him to stop. It started innocently enough. Just a casual touch here and there, or leaning in a bit closer than necessary. Each time, Bruce would tense, his eyes lingering before something like frustration would cross his normally stoic face. But Bruce would never acknowledge itāhe never said a word. Jason was finding it harder to resist pushing even further, wondering just how much Bruce would allow.
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Bruce sat by the edge of the couch, arm leaning against the armrest, newspaper in hand. The lamps were off and the only source of light came from the warmth of the fireplace. Its flames casted shadows across the room, occasionally making a comforting cracking sound.
Jason stood at the doorway, watching the way Bruce's eyes would scan over the articles, pretending to read, like he wasnāt drowning in his own thoughts as usual.
Without announcing himself, Jason sauntered into the room, making his way toward the couch. He could feel the warmth from the fireplace brush against his skin as he passed it, his long shadow making Bruce glance up from the paper.
He didnāt say a word as he flopped down onto the sofa, sprawling out lazily. He stretched his legs out, brushing against Bruceās thigh as he shifted to get comfortable. Jason felt Bruce stiffen, informing him that he had the older manās attention. He carelessly reached for a book on the coffee table, his arm extending as his shirt pulled up with the motion, exposing a sliver of his midriff.
Jason retracted back into the couch, book in hand, leaning comfortably against the cushions. His shirt was still ridden up, and when his eyes flicked sideways, he noticed how Bruceās gaze was locked on his exposed skin. Jason didnāt move to adjust it, he simply flipped open the book as if he hadnāt noticed and it was all an accident.
Bruce shifted, just slightly, the paper crinkling in his hands. Jason sprawled out further, one arm resting sluggishly against the back of the couch, his legs extending along the length of the couch. His calf brushed against Bruceās knee this time. Bruce lifted the newspaper, blocking Jason from view, but it didnāt stop Jason from feeling the way his body stiffened again.
He wasnāt interested in the book at all, his eyes just glossing over the words. With a casual sigh, he let his head roll back against the armrest, his shirt riding up even higher. The fabric of his t-shirt barely covered his stomach now, exposing the sharp lines of his lower abdomen to the warm light of the fire.
The sound of Jasonās exaggerated sigh seemed to catch Bruceās attention, the newspaper lowering just a fraction. Jason angled his head slightly, peering under the book in his hand, and his eyes locked with Bruceās. Neither of them said a word. Jason watched as the shadows danced across Bruceās face and his furrowed brow.
He saw Bruceās eyes briefly flick down toward his exposed skin again, the muscles in his jaw slightly tightening, barely visible. Jason let his attention drift back to the book, but the sentences were nothing but an uninteresting blur in the background.
He glanced over to Bruce again, catching him staring.
Bruce snapped the newspaper shut with a sharp crackle, then stood abruptly. His movements seemed stiff, off. āI⦠need to check something in the cave,ā he muttered, his excuse half-hearted and weak, like even he wasnāt convinced by it.
He didnāt look at Jason as he turned on his heel, leaving the room with quick steps. Jason let out an amused breath, his lips curving into a full smirk as he watched Bruce leave. He could still feel the tension lingering in the room.
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Jason stood in the training room, muscles tense and ready, waiting for Bruce.
Bruce entered, focused as ever. He offered no small talk, not even a greeting. He went straight to business.
āReady?ā he asked.
Jason smirked, giving him a lazy nod. āAlways.ā
They soon fell into the familiar rhythm of their sparring. They had done this countless times before. But after a while, Jasonās tactic shifted. He began moving closer than he needed, dragging his body just a bit too intimately against Bruceās with every dodge and strike.
Each time their bodies connected, Jason made sure Bruce felt every inch of skin, every press of muscle. It was subtle at first, like there was a reasonable explanation behind it.
Jason threw a punch, aiming for Bruceās side. But he quickly caught his arm with fingers tightening around Jasonās wrist. The impact made them step closer, their chests nearly touching. Jason glanced upward, looking at Bruce through his dark lashes, his breath brushing against Bruceās jaw.
Bruce froze. His gaze dropped, landing on Jasonās lips for just the briefest of moments, and the air between them felt electric. But then suddenly, Bruce let go, stepping back. The movements were a little too sharp, like he was trying to create distance both physically and from his own thoughts. But the tension still lingered, thick like smoke.
Jason wasnāt going to give him that space, though.
Bruce looked almost rattled, clearly still unfocused. So, without warning, Jason surged forward. Bruce blocked his attack, but Jason didnāt stop. He pressed harder, his strikes swift, strong, determined. He ducked under Bruceās counterattack, slipping past him, and then sweeping his legs out from under him.
Bruceās back hit the mat with a solid thud, but Jason wasnāt going to give him a chance to recover. In an instant, he straddled Bruce, knees planted firmly on either side of his hips, pinning him down to the ground.
Jason leaned in, his face inches from Bruceās, their heavy breaths mingling. āSeems like I got you this time,ā he murmured with a teasing smirk playing at the edges of his lips.
Bruce said nothing, just stared up at him, his chest rising and falling rapidly.
Jason shifted slightly in his lap, and he could feel Bruce stiffen underneath his weight. There was something darker flickering across his eyes, something Jason wanted to investigate further. He shifted again, pressing down more firmly, his body aligning perfectly against Bruceās.
He could see Bruce grinding his teeth together. And then his hands moved, gripping Jasonās thighs, fingers digging into him. In one swift motion, he shoved Jason off, rolling them over until he was standing.
āStop playing around,ā he muttered, sounding rougher than usual.
Jason chuckled at that as he sprawled out on the mat, unbothered. āIs that what weāre doing?ā
Bruce didnāt reply, but Jason got up to his feet again and they began sparring. Punches were thrown and blocked in quick succession, but Jason wasnāt playing fair. He continued to push closer whenever he had a chance and each time, without fail, Bruce would be thrown off by it. It was almost unnoticeable, but Jason knew him well enough.
As they moved, the fight grew more intense and suddenly Jason found himself being spun around, slammed chest-first into the wall. Bruceās body pressed against him from behind, one hand firmly between his shoulder blades, and the other wrapped around Jasonās wrist, holding it above his head.
Bruce had him pinned and Jason didnāt resist. He glanced over his shoulder, the smirk back on his lips. Bruceās grip was firm, his body flush against Jasonās, trapping him completely.
Jason leaned back into the warm, steady body behind him. āGetting a little rough, arenāt we?ā he teased.
For a brief second, Bruceās grip on Jasonās wrist tightened as he seemed to tense. His breath hitched, almost imperceptibly, but Jason had noticed it, felt it. But just as fast, Bruceās hands released him.
He stepped back, his face was unreadable and his movements seemed a bit stiff.
āWeāre done,ā he muttered, turning his back and walking toward the exit.
Jasonās smirk lingered as he watched Bruce leave and pretend like everything was still normal.
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Jason pulled off his gloves and threw them onto the bench with a heavy sigh. It had been a long night, one that had left everyone involved worn out. His body was still buzzing with the aftermath of the adrenaline. Bruce was a few feet away, unbuckling his utility belt in silence, face as expressionless as ever.
Jason peeled off the top of his suit, letting the armored material fall to the floor. He removed the shirt afterwards, tossing it next to the gloves. His muscles were slightly aching after tiresome fighting, the sweat on his upper body glistening slightly in the harsh light of the cave.
Jason bent down to remove his boots. The subtle scent of sweat and leather filled the air, mixing with the slight metallic tang of blood from earlier wounds, and Bruceās expensive cologne.
Jason glanced over, catching Bruceās gaze lingering on him for just a moment too long before he quickly averted his eyes, focusing on removing the rest of his gear. There was a tension in Bruceās shoulders, and he was doing that thing again where he pretended everything was normal, and Jasonās behavior was nothing out of the ordinary.
āYou still owe for that back there, you know,ā he said playfully, mostly to fill the silence.
Bruce grunted in response, a noncommittal sound that did nothing to contribute to the conversation. He seemed focused on his own suit, but his movements had slowed down.
Jason saw his opening. He moved closer, his fingers reaching for the clasps of Bruceās suit before he began working them free.
Bruce froze, his head snapping up to look at Jason, eyes narrowing. āWhat are you doing?ā
Jason didnāt flinch, didnāt stop. His lips twitched into a smirk as he worked the last clasp free. āWhat does it look like? Iām helping you out.ā
He gripped Bruceās gauntlets and tugged them off, letting them fall to the floor with a low thud. Jason reached for Bruceās cape next. His arms slid around Bruceās neck, fingers easily working the fastener that held it in place. Jason leaned in close, his bare chest brushing against Bruceās hand and lower arm.
The shift in his posture was obvious; his body was taut and he turned his head away from Jason. But he was still rooted to the ground, eyes fixed on the wall as if he was determined not to acknowledge how close Jason was, how their skin was touching.
The cape came off, pooling below Bruceās feet.
āIāve got it from here,ā he muttered and turned abruptly to leave, like he always did.
Jason had grown quite fond of the game they were playing.
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The Batfamily had gathered around the long table in the cave, discussing the nightās mission in detail. Jason had agreed to assist them, now sitting at the far end by the table. Tim and Dick were currently talking over each other, and Jason wasnāt really listening to them.
Bruce was standing next to him, at the head of the table, telling them to quiet down and barking orders as usual.
Jason leaned further back into the chair as his legs stretched out under the table. His elbow rested on the table, with his thumb supporting his chin and the middle and index fingers pressed gently against his lips and nose, seemingly uninterested in the meeting.
His attention lay elsewhere.
Slowly, carefully, he let his leg brush against Bruce. The touch left no room to question whether or not it had been an accident. He let it linger. And Bruce stilled for the slightest second, a flicker of awareness passing over his handsome features before he quickly regained his composure.
But Jason wasnāt done.
Bruce was in the middle of giving instructions to Tim when Jason shifted again, this time allowing his knee to press against Bruceās leg.
Bruceās voice faltered for just a moment, the flow of his words slightly halting. But he refused to acknowledge it, kept his eyes ahead. He quickly cleared his throat, trying to continue. āTim, I need you toāā
Jason shifted his knee again, rubbing it deliberately against Bruceās upper leg. He felt him tense immediately, stumbling on the words. āToāuh⦠to monitor the surveillanceāfootageā¦ā
Jason smirked, partially hidden behind his hand. āYou okay there, Bruce?ā
He received no answer to that, instead, Bruce pressed on with whatever he was talking about. āā¦and cross-check it with the logs Oracle has provided.ā
The others nodded along, caught up in the debriefing. Bruce sat down on the chair behind him, probably thinking it would help him regain control of the situation. That was a big mistake. Because his reaction only fuelled Jasonās confidence, only spurred him on to push further, and explore where the boundaries lay. To see when Bruce would finally acknowledge him, to stop pretending nothing was going on.
Jason shifted a little, letting his fingers lightly brush against Bruceās thigh. He felt Bruce tense immediately at the touch and heard the slight hitch in his breath. But still, he did nothing, didnāt even look at Jason. He kept his concentration on the others, jaw tight, eyes narrowing just a fraction.
His fingers continued to trace a subtle, slow line along Bruceās thigh. Barbara was talking in the background, agreeing with whatever Dick had been saying, and Bruce nodded along, clearly trying his best to stay focused.
He let his hand slowly slide higher, and thatās when he felt itāthe unmistakable hardness under the fabric of Bruceās pants. Jason sucked in a breath by the surprise. He couldnāt deny the thrill, the way his heart picked up its pace. And Bruce could pretend all he wanted, but the proof was right there. He found this just as thrilling as Jason did.
Jasonās hand inched just a bit closer, fingers brushing over the bulge. Bruceās entire body stiffened, the tension in his shoulders so taut it could snap at any given moment.
And then suddenly, Bruceās hand shot under the table, grabbing Jasonās wrist, gripping it tight enough to hurt. Jason glanced up at him, watching the way Bruce tried so hard to keep his composure and focus on Timās yapping in the background. Bruce didnāt meet his eyes, his jaw clenched as his fingers tightened around Jasonās wrist, preventing him from moving any further.
Bruce didnāt say anything, instead, he just squeezed his wrist harder as a silent warning. Jasonās eyes gleamed with amusement as he leaned back slightly, letting his hand fall away. Bruce still refused to look at him.
The rest of the group continued to plan the mission, but Jasonās thoughts were far away, wondering how long Bruce could go on without acknowledging whatever this thing was between them.Ā
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The mission hadnāt gone according to plan at all, in fact, it had gone sideways fairly quickly. It left the Batfamily stranded in one of their backup safehouses. The place was cramped with barely functional amenities. They had crashed in whatever space they could find.
Jason had ended up sharing a small bed with Dick, but every time he started to drift off, Dick would roll over, nudging Jason further and further toward the edge of the bed. He was tired and sore, and after a while, his patience wore thin.
With a frustrated sigh, he got up and left the room to find somewhere else to sleep. But every corner he checked was already taken, filled with the sound of quiet breathing or snoring. The wood boards under his feet creaked wearily as he made his way down the dark hallway. He stopped outside of Bruceās door. Of course he had his own room.
āScrew it,ā he muttered under his breath, pushing the door open.
Moonlight slanted through the moth-eaten blinds, casting a faint glow across the room. Bruce was lying on his back with his eyes closed, breathing evenly. Jason padded over to the bed and without overthinking it, he carefully lay down on the other side. The bed shifted slightly under his weight, and Bruceās breathing changed just enough to show he was awake too.
They lay in silence, staring up at the dark ceiling. Even after a long mission, Bruce still managed to smell good.
Jason was too exhausted to pick up his usual teasing, even if now would have been the perfect moment. And somehow, the air felt different. Maybe it was the rawness of his body after the mission, or the quiet of this isolated safehouseāit felt like they were somewhere completely else, almost like in a dream.
After a long stretch of silence, Jason turned his head, just slightly, to check if Bruce had fallen asleep. But Bruce was already looking at him, the faint glimmer of moonlight catching in his blue eyes. His expression was unreadable, and the atmosphere between them felt thick in a way it never had before.
For the first time since this whole thing began, Jason didnāt dare to push it any further. Bruce didnāt look away, he held Jasonās gaze. The way Bruce looked at him made his heartbeat quicken and suddenly, he didnāt feel as bold anymore. His confidence wavered under Bruceās steady, dark eyes. There was something so calm about it, yet intense enough to make him feel bare, exposed.
For a few long, quiet moments, neither of them moved, their breaths almost in sync at this point.
But then suddenly, in one slow, careful movement, Bruce leaned in. His body shifted slightly closer, closing the small gap between them. Jasonās breath caught, his pulse drumming in his ears, and he found himself frozen in place. Heād been teasing, pushingāeven fantasizing about thisābut heād never truly expected Bruce to actually do something about it. Now, with him leaning closer, his presence invading Jasonās sensesāit felt surreal.
The faint warmth of Bruceās exhale ghosted over his skin, making his skin tingle, his pulse racing. Then Bruceās lips brushed against his, softly at firstāalmost like testing the waters. Yet it was enough to send a sudden jolt of electricity through Jasonās nerves. It was only when Bruce leaned in a fraction closer, lips pressing more firmly against his, that Jason felt his mind start to unravel, his nerves catching fire.
But soon Bruce deepened the kiss with a quiet confidence, like this was nothing but another skill heād mastered. It was like Bruce knew exactly how to kiss him, drawing sensations out of Jason he hadnāt even known he could feel, making his mind go entirely blank. Heād kissed before, sure, but nothing had ever left him this breathless, this affected.
He didnāt know how long they stayed like that, kissing lazily as if nothing else existed outside of this room, but eventually, they drew apart. Neither of them said a word. Bruce lay back down, eyes fixed on the ceiling. Jason mirrored the movement, feeling slightly dazed and more relaxed than before, finally able to drift into sleep.
When he woke, though, Bruce was already gone. Jason wasnāt surprised. He got up and stepped into the hallway, hearing soft voices drifting from the kitchen. As he made his way toward them, he saw some of the members awake, talking over coffee. Bruce was standing by the window, already dressed, hands in his pockets, his expression as unreadable as ever.
Bruce looked up when Jason entered, their eyes meeting for a split second. There was no hint of acknowledgement from last night in his gaze. He simply greeted him with nothing more than a curt nod.
Jason felt a flicker of something unwantedādisappointment, frustrationābut he buried it deep, slipping into a mask of indifference. He joined the others, leaning against the counter, forcing himself not to glance in Bruceās direction.
Jason found himself wondering how, in a game heād thought he controlled, Bruce had so quietly taken over, leaving him feeling unsure and strangely exposed.
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i've been occasionally writing this when i wanted to write more FUN and not so serious scenes! fyi i'll probably take a break from writing since dragon age veilguard is released tomorrow! but let me know if you'd like me to continue this, and i might need to pause dragon age lmao. (literally all it takes is for one person to say pls do this š„ŗ and i'll drop everything for you cause i love validation and people telling me what to do (jk) (or am i?))