I Don’t Need A Normal Appearance.

I got a little frustrated today since I wasn’t loosing any weight for the past days and ate a normal calorie and didn’t p/urge afterward, but went to a short walk. Hopefully when I restrict again from tomorrow I’ll see some changes 🤞

binge tip

If you have a strong urge to binge, open the camera and hit record, stay like that until the urge goes away. You can tell what is triggering you into binging or simply stare at the camera. But don't end the video until you don't want to binge anymore.

I'm sure you won't want to record urself eating like a pig 🤗💋.

Got back to 50kg -_-

Should I end it or what?

This is literally how I’ll look like in bikinis this summer.

I don’t have a problem with people seeing my posts and I highly encourage them unfollow and block my account if one : they are getting harmed by seeing them and two : if they interpret it the wrong way ( the way it had not been intended). I was only calling myself dumb and I don’t even know you nor have I seen your scars to even want to judge you for them and since you took this so personally you may want to think more about what the real issue is that caused your reaction and feeling like you are being attacked rather than just ignoring it since it seems irrelevant for you what my post had to say.

Stop cutting yourself pls! It’s not pretty nor aesthetic -_-

You are gonna regret it later, as I myself did. Now I have to see what my dumbass teenage self did every day and I hate that.

I have to answer why I have those scars every time I meet a new person and honestly I feel ashamed.

It is not a pretty look to have those damn stupid scars as an adult. They are gonna think less about you and nothing you do is gonna change how they gonna perceive you as a person.

I just don’t want any other person feel the same way I did and I still do.

this might be bad but i dont really feel hungry anymore its more just my brain wanting food, like its not really a physical sensation

anyone feel like this isn’t even serious? like yes it is one of the most deadliest mental illnesses but i genuinely cannot take myself seriously crying over eating a certain amount of cals like shut up omg ur so dramatic 😭😭i feel like it’s my 3d brain and rational brain fighting for who’s gonna win (3d of course)

fat girls become sickly skinny girls

collage by yours truly <3

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