3ating D1sorder - Blog Posts

I was supposed to fast today but my mom made me breakfast. She’s making me eat with her so the most I can do is say I’m not that hungry and eat at least half.

I’m probably gonna throw the rest out.

When I actually hear my stomach>>>>

3 MONTHS FROM NOW, YOU WILL THANK YOURSELF

Wieiad

Finially can sorta do this after sm f@sts 🙏

Also tw calorie counting and restricting!!

Small orange - 45 - 50 cals

Red bull pink edition - 10 cals

(I love the pink ones sm and it matches my nic lmaoo)

Fiber one brownie and almond milk (1/3 cup) - 80

Protein shake - 160 (BOMB BTW)

Omg I dipped the fiber one brownie in the almond milk bc lowky they be dry af and UFKHKFGH SO GOOD and super low cal treat definitely recommend if anyone wants too try

Also rant but I got my sister on the brownies lmao she absolutely loves them and she's helping me convince my dad to get more >:D

This was saved as a draft from Friday ended up overeating too 1,100 after sm0k!ng with freinds💀🙏

Introo <33

Just call me Ace, I'm 16 and currently obsessed with BSD, Little nightmares, and Sky. This is a vent account / 3at!ng D!is0rder blog but absolutely not Pr0 @n@.

I'll probably post when I can and maybe some wieiad since I keep seeing them and they seem fun too make but I'm a little unsure otherwise tho I'll probably just be ranting on here <3

Stats

Height: 5'4 / 162 cm

Sw: 127 lbs / 57 kg

Cw: 103 lbs / 46 kg

Gw: 95-90 lbs / 43-40 kg (undecided)

when you like all the cool grunge guy stuff so now there's only coquette girly stuff left 🙁💔

Being skinny is a wonderful thing! Why would you ruin it just for one more bite?

i hate food

but not in a way of just being picky or sum shit like just thinking about food makes me wanna throw up my insides out, when i eat i feel so dirty as if i rolled around in dirt. I despise it idk how ppl enjoy it

oh to look like this

cw: mentions of sex below cut

She makes me feel so beautiful, i always imagined being intimate would be ruined by the way my body looks but she embraces my body for the way it is, she finds ways to appreciate it in a way that i feel perfectly unique. with her, it seems obvious, of course i love her perfect body, of course its uniqueness is the best part of her. but the idea that she could feel the same way still baffles me. i love her so much

i think i believe in some kind if higher power, its not like, god, or anything like that. recently ive just been noticing that things are happening that align perfectly with my goals and my needs. like, at work, i had to do a job and i needed a certain number of things to do it and i grabbed the perfect amount first try?!?

(tw ed mentioned under cut)

or, like today, i was going to skip lunch but as i was leaving the house my friend asked me if i wanted some of the curry her mum made and its like. okay, maybe the universe wants me to eat today?!?

tw: ed mentioned

met my younger self for coffee today...

she said, "we're still not skinny?"

"we've got something so much better than that, love"

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.

Food cravings....

Tonight I'm craving a chicken sandwhich and with bread and I can't have one 😩. This makes me so sad 😞

THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID

(get it? The uhhh the .. the biggest friend is HARDER, get it?)

st4rv1ng might be hard but being the biggest friend is harder.

VERY unpopular opinion : it's so easy to restrict or too fast when you're busy

I for one was doing math and history/geography stuff for I don't know how long and literally forgot to eat for 3 DAYS 3 FUCKING DAYS

Uhhuhm anyway I lost liek 7 FUCKING POUNDS IN 3 FUCKING DAYS

*Keeps composure cuz she's a lady* uhum

I started seeing titty bone is ghat even a thing like the cell in which the organs are in prisoned (it legit looks like prison bars ) (don't ask how I know)

AND AND GUESS WHAT. I DIDNT LOOSE TITTY FAT WOOOHOOOOOOOO

I HAVE TITTY AND IM SKINNY

YO BITCH IS SLIM THICK AHAHAH

Again I stopped caring about food like 3 months ago and lost approximately 12kg so

in conclusion :keep yo ahh busy ho

No I'M harder

#cleanupaisleMYPANTS

st4rving is hard, but being f4t is harder.

Unpopular opinion: I would rather have a belly and no waist than a flat stomach and wide ribcage

Literally my life is beaches every single night messy buns and Christmas lights literally my life

the day i get to 115lbs im going to have the craziest shopping spree ever. if i could just never eat again.

legspo to kick off this fast

tips for hiding an4 from your family? ☀️

maybe I should try those online di3ts over a week or two so at least I'm not entirely wasting my time not actively loosing ☀️

what would I be without di3t coke ?☀️

i miss june 24 when 100kc4lz felt too much, now i completly lost track of restr1cti°ns ☀️

I admire b!itches with an0r3r!@ athl3t1c4 cuz wdym you have the strength and motivation to manage both your restr!cti0n results and your gym results ☀️

i bought new jeans and they make my legs look so much skinnier ☀️

I’ve fasted today and I feel like I’m winning.

I wanted to get on here and just thank all of y’all for 150 followers. I love you all so much, you’re so sweet and amazing and awesome. Even though this community is built around the unwell, I’ve met some of the nicest people on here, so just once more, thank you!

I live for ts ^

(Not my photo)

(Also they’re only ten calories?How??)

I’ve actually been so inactive

Thinspo