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Omfg I think after eating like I did in march and the restriction I’m in this month I’m lwk getting the high again and it feels amazing
I think I’m officially back on that grind 350 cals for all of today
March absolutely sucked. Praying for an angelic Ana April.
(Wishing you all one as well)
No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.
I hate everything right now. It feels like my body was made to hold fat. I can’t lose anything anymore. I’m literally so done.
(Not my photo)