You Are Smarter Than You Feel And You Know More Than You Think.

15.03.2025

Didn't do much today— just attended my live class on which I have yet to make notes on. Will probably do stuff for school if I have any left b4 I head to bed . Just so tired lol :(

Anyways,

MWAAA

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Hey

Your blog is really pretty!

And i'm also a 12th grader preparing for the NEET exam

I'm trying to find people like myself so that I stay motivated to study lol

Moots?

HIIIIIII <33

Tysm 🥹🫶🏼 and its a pleasure to meet you !! *curtsies*

Yes yes and yes !! Lets keep each other motivated lol ^^

I guess I really need to make a permanent comeback this time. Because the stone in the chest is growing heavier and heavier and I don’t think I would be able to tolerate it. I need to persist to survive.

10.05.2025

Day (30/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Bio record

Eng notes (it was 6 pages long of qna ugh)

Math hw

My hands are frkn DED I tell you. I can't write no more—

Omg we are done with the 30 DOP challenge with @moonlight-n-moondust @mistrisen @pxasee @kookiepixel @astra-wberry (I'm sorry if I left anyone out !)

I haven't been as consistent as I'd like to but I had a nice time :) tysm everyone !! Nice work <33

Hwaiting ✊🏻 ✊🏻

13.03.2025 (thu)

Update: Finally got through Chem Lecture 1 (it took me almost three hours—why am I like this?? T-T) and barely started Lecture 2 before I got so damn sleepy. Thought, "Let me just rest my head for a sec" and BOOM—I was out. Ended up napping for an hour before my mom woke me up for dinner.

Still half-asleep, so I’m just gonna crash for the night. I’m trying not to be too hard on myself, but I’m also not about to let myself off the hook completely, yk? Gotta find that middle ground.

I kept replaying the explanation for the numericals, and by the third time, I basically just byhearted it. Not exactly the plan, but oh well. Not giving up though—I'll figure it out eventually.

Thinking of starting daily recap posts—what I actually managed to do and to-do lists for the next few days or even a week. Maybe writing it all down will keep me a little more accountable.

And omg, my sleep schedule is beyond saving at this point. It’s pure chaos. Probably gonna sleep in tomorrow to repay some of this sleep debt because, honestly, I need to sort this out before it gets worse :)

BYENNN~~ (kinda like bye + then— a lil smn I made up lol)

MWAHH

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07.05.2025 (wed)

Day (28/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈ 1:10 hrs

Just my live lec :(

16.03.2025 (sun)

Studied a lil bit b4 guests came over, so couldn't do the stuff as planned but I had a nice time, so ;)

Stuff I did ~~

• studied/revised lec 2

• almost finished watching lec 3 (10 minutes left lol it was time for iftar)

• done with about half of lec 3 notes (literally can't write any notes while watching the lec cuz I'll end up missing everything and will have to rewatch that part. So I watch it once and understand the material and kind of watch it for the 2nd time for the the notes)

• complete pending eng notes I was supposed to do yesterday lol

I thought to doing some other stuff as well after the guests were gone but it's 11:30 pm and I am BEAT or beet ?

Have a math test tmrw for which I'll just flip through the notes cuz the stuff ain't that hard. Don't think I'm gonna try and study b4 school cuz I love sleep too much lol ^^

BYEEENNNNN

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Gonna try n pressure the tr to move the speech thing as a class cuz no one prepared shi lol. Tbh I don't think she's gonna conduct it cuz we're kinda behind on portions but then again ... So fingers crossed 🤞🏻.

Gonna do chem notes tmrw After school or smn cuz I ain't got time and there's too much. But like honestly wth is wrong with everyone assigning work like we only have their specific subject to study for—

Gonna watch a one shot for math and chem. Cram phy after that. And Cram bio in the morning with phy again.Pray for me AHHH

04.05.2025 (sun)

Day (25/30) DOP COLLAB CHALLENGE

Ypt hrs ≈

There was no offline school today because of NEET (I have only a year left AHHHHH), but we did have online classes.

They started at 9, and I woke up at 9:05—but thankfully class actually began at 9:10. The teachers were struggling with the online setup and it totally took me back to COVID times lol.

Anyway, class ended around 12:40-ish, after which I procrastinated, cleaned my room (which was an absolute pig’s pen for the past week or so), ironed my uniform, and did other random stuff. I still haven’t even broomed my room yet—planning to do that tomorrow.

It’s almost 7 pm rn and these are the things I've still yet to do will have to end up pulling an all nighter just when I was planning to get my sleep schedule fixed wtf.

They gave us so much work just because we had Sunday, which wasn’t even technically off. Watch me as I die?

Also I’m most stressed about the speaking test in English which they count towards our internal marks so AHHHH.

Bio - test on reproductive health

Bio - record

Bio - notes +diagrams

Chem - haloalkanes and arenes test

Chem - notes

Phy - test on current and electricity

Math - relations and functions test

Math - hw

Eng - Speech

Thank you to everyone who got me to a 100 likes! 😭