i reflected on myself a lot today
ive come to the realization that i am a walking contradiction
if i just thought before i spoke i would save myself so much stress
"just think before you speak," i tell myself
how can i think before speaking if i have nothing in my brain to think with
i have never had a thought before in my life
everyday is empty thoughts and meaningless talk
i am not here
i havent been for a while
i want to just be with someone.
to just hold hands in silence and feel each others presence.
to just stare into each others eyes and understand what the others saying without having to say a word.
to be comfortable in the silence.
simply just because we dont need to fill it.
to just be beings by ourselves with each other.
to just be us.
~ s.c.
how often do you contemplate the existence, use, and categorization of time?
wow uhh probably not a lot 😂 maybe ive contemplated the existence of time a couple of times in the past but i can't think of a time recently that i have
i used the word time a lot just now does that count ? 😂
@lysscomplicated
Feeling kinda weird and ashamed looking at all my old posts. Not sure if it's because I don't know if I'm that same person anymore, or if it's because I'm just getting too good at burying my feelings.
Oh well, I just took a shot LOL. About to take another one because I'm bored, and why not?
(P.S. If anyone's willing to be friends or at least have a friendly chat about mutual interests, I'm down. Not in a sad-and-I-want-to-trauma-dump- kinda way. I just want a friend, TBH.)
trying to work on my book after not looking at it all day and my furbaby wont leave me alone 🥹🥹
(its hard to reach the keys 😄)
youll be able to find books and movies and music that change your life until the day you die. that's pretty good
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i was sick for the past few days and i guess i tried to write during those days.
coming back to my open doc and being like "who tf wrote this"
gotta love how the final scene of you rather pointedly asked whether there's a broader societal problem that creates men like joe goldberg and allows them to abuse with impunity, and then you go into the you netflix tag on this webbed site and it's just wall to wall joe x reader fanfic and gifs of him being recontextualised as sexy
My own blog about my thoughts and feelings, or just if I'm feeling goofy 🤪. I'm 22, my pronouns are she/her and I want to make friends!
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