পড়াশোনার জগৎ এর সাথে বাস্তব জগৎ মিলাতে

শেষ পর্যন্ত মানুষ যাকে ভালো বলে ভালো সেই হয়। people crave for popularity. People crave for good.

I don't know why I can't focus on my goal. Why can't i become like others?

আপনার কথা যদি শোনার মতো কেউ না থাকে তাহলে লিখে রাখার চেষ্টা করতে পারেন।

Paper has more patience than people - Anna Frank

Felt cute to post from Sadman Sadik

I don't know how much of a change is consistent. However, we learn to adapt to it unknowingly. Today is April 1. I was waiting for this day thinking "How do I write seven creatives in Bangla exam that day?" And ya I am writing now at 4 am!

  It feels quite thrilling to face a strange challenge, but it is difficult for me to imagine the dire consequences. When people feel a lot of pain, they feel it later. Today, life may seem easy in the face of such a big change, but waiting for the feeling when it itself will seem helpless.

To me, quarantine is not something uncomfortable. I'm accustomed to stay home. So ,maybe I don't understand the change. This time in the house is used in many ways by effective people . I am already inefficient in this regard. So I am more inclined to waste this time. Maybe I'll try but fail.but I do not fear failure.rather I'm afraid of change. I did not think it was so difficult to take responsibility for my life as a follower of the eighteen. I thought the taste of freedom is not too bitter. But alas, living in a house and capturing a strange liberty, I never dreamed it would be so difficult. I don't like the digital age, I'm not that smart. So I do not know if everything becomes normal, can I be normal.I do not know where my world will stand. Those who can still keep themselves normal at this time may be superhuman. However, I do not know why the change always seems awful to only me.

Give me time. I know how to adapt. :)

Criticisms are unfair and so are praises.

Me: That time, I utter a word when I think I am ready for it. 

Inner Me: That time, I (try to) utter a word when I think I am ready for it. but still does not work -_-

I know one day, the morning will not be like it.

Myself 1: I got all the maths of conics wrong when i was given to do. I am right now crying.

Myself 2: Remember the day when you did the maths.

Myself 1: Ummm....

Myself 2: Then how do u expect u will do correct maths? Did u memorise the maths? Or..

Myself 1: 😡 i diddd not memorise.

Myself 2: thenwhat? You wanted to solve the maths at Once?

Myself 1:ya.

Myself 2: Ok, then i think for problem solving you didn’t get sufficient time. Remember, HSC is not a place for problem solving. Ahhh, you have to memorise the maths repeatedly! Otherwise you can't get the maths correct.

Myself 1: i thought i could solve maths correctly. I believed myself. Now how will I cover all those things?!?

Myself 2. Wanna get 95+/100 in HSC.

Myself 1: ya.

Myself 2. Stop arguing, and memorise MATHS😠 Right now!

Same problem, so rebloging is a must

Most of my classmates I heard are so much organised that their revision done more than 3/4 and i am here sitting nt knowing where I am actaully good at . At this pace i don't even know if I know anything at all. And the worst is that when someone calls me or asks me about studies they either say I can do well without working hard or I am so organised that I have done revision a lot earlier. They just assume . And they just brushes off saying oh.you.are.talent. the truth is that when I say I haven't read anything it means that yes I didn't becz i failed to control my overthinking mind.

I think we, human being,are too much serious about everything. We aren’t habituated to the environments which are not beside us. We want the things to be perfect, to be in our side. We are serious about what people say about us,what people think about us. In summary, we want to be right to us, to our friends and family. But i think if something seems right, correct, that's wrong somewhere. Really, everything does not need to be correct anyway. We also need to do mistakes. We also have to learn from them. We need to be SILLY. For these extra fear of being correct and perfect, our creative thinking is getting ruined. We don't want to think newly, we don't want to create new things because of the fear of being wrong. I am not saying don't care people. But don't place yourself at the top or at the down of all. You also have power to think from different perspective. Why will you accept all things encountered in your life? If you accept things,you have to know reasons. It can be happened that the laws you are reading now will be changed in near future as like Einstein showed over Newton. I think this life is silly. We are gonna die. So, extra tensions of being wrong are meaningless. Keep your senses on, New things are happening in the world. GRASP THEM!

“If you do not find yourself a galaxy, it is not so bad to find yourself a star.”

It's true.