My Tiny Collection Of Books.

#Biology challenge

I already made a list to read botany and Zoology .

1 hour everyday.

3 days botany

3 days Zoology

1 day review :)

Me: That time, I utter a word when I think I am ready for it. 

Inner Me: That time, I (try to) utter a word when I think I am ready for it. but still does not work -_-

কথায় বলে ‘মাঘের শীতে বাঘে পালায়’। ‘মাঘ’ হাড়কাঁপানো শীতের মাস। ‘মাঘ’ নিয়ে কবিগুরু রবীন্দ্রনাথ ঠাকুর লিখেছেন, ‘পুরানো শীত পাতা-ঝরা, তারে এমন নূতন করা/মাঘ মরিল ফাগুন হয়ে খেয়ে ফুলের মার গো’; ‘শীতের বনে কোন সে কঠিন আসবে ব’লে/শিউলিগুলি ভয়ে মলিন বনে কোলে’। কবি অমিয় চক্রবর্তী ‘মাঘ’ নিয়ে লিখেছেন ‘মাঘ সংক্রান্তির রাতে’ নামে কবিতা। এ কবিতায় তিনি লিখেছেন, ‘হে পাবক, অনন্ত নক্ষত্রবীথি তুমি, অন্ধকারে/তোমার পবিত্র অগ্নিজ্বলে/অমাময়ী নিশি যদি সৃজনের শেষ কথা হয়/আর তার প্রতিবিম্ব হয় যদি মানব-হৃদয়’...।

I wish it were "মাঘ মাস".

Same problem, so rebloging is a must

Most of my classmates I heard are so much organised that their revision done more than 3/4 and i am here sitting nt knowing where I am actaully good at . At this pace i don't even know if I know anything at all. And the worst is that when someone calls me or asks me about studies they either say I can do well without working hard or I am so organised that I have done revision a lot earlier. They just assume . And they just brushes off saying oh.you.are.talent. the truth is that when I say I haven't read anything it means that yes I didn't becz i failed to control my overthinking mind.

Exact presentation of my Daily life. An empty notebook, an open pen and a head phone. A girl is sitting with lots of writing in her head but struggle to write one word in notebook. I am getting voidness everywhere in my life..

Language is really very hard things to learn. In these 17 years after birth, I could not learn neither Bangla nor English well. Even in these days, I struggle with the meaning of every words. English is a foreign language. So, it's natural we will be weak (though we were learning it for 13 years. I mourn for the energy to learn English i gave in the wrong way). But in case of Bangla too, i always stuck in the meanings. Firstly, words have different meaning in different areas. Ok, this problem can be solved in some extent by defining a standard meaning. But later the most struggling factor comes, how the people are taking the words and definitions from their perspective. Maybe I am using a word which I am using from my perspective but whom I am telling, he/she is getting the meaning from his/her perspective. This results in misunderstanding. Oh! How to deal with it! And this modern era has made it more critical because of virtual medias. In face to face talking, we can get some hints by seeing expressions, eye movement and face recognitions. But in social media, chatting platform, the problem become worse. Most of the people don't want to change their prospective. They always think from their way. Yeah, maybe they learnt to see the word from another vision. To cope with this world, i think it's more important to try to understand what is going on and then to react. Then it comes what does 'understanding' mean? I think it means to change own perspective. Understanding an idea means to think the idea from different dimensions, to question the idea from different dimensions and it's a continuous process. I know i will not be effective in my communication overnight. I don't want to do so. Just what I want is people will not react suddenly after hearing or seeing something, it's necessary to change the way to see and then to react. If it is possible, then it's important to try to think what others are saying, why they are saying and how will you take that in. I wish I could understand the world better.

I would rather successfully fail than unsuccessfully succeed.

Week 1 review :

The week was slightly productive (30-40%). And from the perspective of study, i started to get the way how to study. I failed to perfectly complete all goals. But perfection does not come in one day :)

Thanks to Dr. Laurie Santos for changing my life.

How it feels when someone thinks that you belong a personality which you know you hate most?