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when you know a word in english but not your native language
when there’s no english equivalent to a word from your native language and vice versa
accidentally switching between your native language and english in a sentence
hearing someone speak your native language when you’re on vacation on some weird ass country
Haruka was an Uzumaki through and through. But her emotions- those were the overwhelmingly strong emotions of an Uchiha.
So, what I've written down so far:
Supernatural beings, ghosts and monsters, gods and guardians and everything humans believe in, all exist on another plane on this earth parallel to ours, which interacts with ours and yet is unseen by the gaze of a mere human.
The beings are birthed into existence, by the belief of a human that this being exists.
Their existence is fuelled by the belief of humans and by the emotions the humans feel towards them. They all have emotions they thrive on.
There exists a simple rule as to how strong one of these beings is. The amount of humans that believe in it, the strength of emotion they feels towards it and the time a human spent believing in it are all factors which determine the strength of their soul and the power stored in it.
Of course there are different kinds of fuels for the strength of these beings.
Take for example, gods and deities. These beings thrive on love. The stronger the love for them, the stronger they are. The longer a human has loved them, the stronger they are.
Or take for example, the nightmares, the monsters hidden under the beds and in the closets of children. These monsters thrive on fear and horror. The stronger the fear of the monster, the stronger it is. And the longer it can gorge itself on that fear, the stronger it is as well.
And then, of course, the only beings who diverge from this rule, the nonentities.
Beings who are not born of belief, but called into existence by the most desperate calls of help from a human. When a human, at their breaking point, reaches out to the cosmos with their fractured soul, reaches out for anything, everything and the nothing out of pure desperation. And no being on the planes of this earth answers their cry for help.
That is when a nonentity is born into being.
They are born as white wisps, at the core of their soul the need to help, fix and protect and the call of the one who birthed them. Their form takes shape as time goes by and as they answer more and more pleas.
Their first act on earth is to vanquish what brought their bearer to their breaking point. In this they have no choice.
After the act they may regret it, for mayhaps it was a fundamentally and morally wrong thing to do and their bearer was truly at fault.
Take for example, a lover who has dedicated their whole life to their partner. And this partner grows weary of their unhealthy dedication bordering on obsession and breaks their heart. This brings the lover to their breaking point, for their partner was their whole life. And their love and dedication turns into betrayal, anger, desperation and a thirst for revenge.
And so, a nonentity is brought into existence and they vanquish what brought their bearer such pain. And after, the being realises it erased a human, whose soul was clean.
The existence of a nonentity is not one of joy. The cries of the desperate echo in their soul. They feel their grief, pain and despair.
After their birth act, they continue their mission of following the cries of help, lest the screams in their soul drive them mad.
But after this first act they can choose on which cry to act on and avoid harming the innocent.
But their existence will always be one of pain, guilt and blame.
They are glitches in the system. Not born of it and yet part of it. Outside of the natural order.
I apologize for any grammatical, vocabulary or pacing errors, I only wrote it down quickly and read it over once
Ex Machina au where the ai is tsukki :3c or just any au where Tsukki is an extremely clever ai/android bc I love death and dying
You’re welcome
I’m not going to say goodbye because I’m not ready to accept that what we had is really over. Even though our love was toxic, I cannot seem to rid of the posion that still remains in my strung out heart.
reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m socially exhausted - i don’t have the time right now - i don’t know how to reply - i have a bad memory and got distracted - i’m having a depressive episode and don’t have the energy to socialise
not reasons i haven’t replied back:
- i’m ignoring you just because - i hate you - i’m fed up with you - i don’t want to be your friend anymore
We were angels, who began to love
Our wings charred as we hated,
Our voices sang as we enjoyed,
And our souls were torn as we suffered
I'm an artist in more ways than one. Ao3+Ffnet: Sara2o2. Wpad: Sara1o1. Germany. Cis-female. Born '01. Sexuality: pan, I guess. Currently into: HQ's fics about Miya Twins, Inarizaki as a whole, MSBJ as a whole
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