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My dear Friend moved to another state, so this is for her…

I’m not going to say goodbye because I’m not ready to accept that what we had is really over. Even though our love was toxic, I cannot seem to rid of the posion that still remains in my strung out heart.

Sacred Love

I once found my great love,

You wished her death and she died.

I wanted to follow her,

Crash myself into death,

but was stopped

and broke at the loss.

I screamed at you in despair

and pushed you away from me again and again,

We have quarreled

yelled at another, blamed,

kicked another, scratched,

and provided another comfort.

You have given me support when I threatened to tip over,

you caught me when I fell without feeling,

And when it was already too late,

I realized

I’ve drowned,

and you’ve brought me back.

Friends for ever?

Weren’t we meant to be together,

like for forever.

What happened,

that could break this friendship,

tear it apart,

like it was out of paper.

I know we’ve made mistakes,

but can’t they be repaired?

Can’t they be forgiven?

Can’t they be forgotten?

It looks like,

they can’t.

But please!

Be smart!

Don’t forget me!

Come back!

I don’t want to die lonely.

Without you by my side.

deep Love

Every day I see your expressive eyes lossen

and every day it rips my heart apart

How you cover yourself in silence,

your heart freezes,

Thorns covering your feelings,

as you hide behind your wall.

It wrecks me, to see you suffering,

having to listening to you every night when you scream,

Flee in my arms,

I’ll protect you from the looks,

envelope you with cotton wool,

so that only I can gaze at your precious soul.

broken love

Our love for each other was great

How is it possible that it broke?

Didn’t you always say we were soul mates?

Didn’t you promise me never to leave me?

You’ve broken your promises with your leaving,

Torn my soul apart with your words,

Set my heart on fire with your look,

And trampled on it, when you turned your back on me

And what now?

Now you come crawling back,

Kneel down before me,

And beg for forgiveness

But you’ve hurt me too much to could forgive you,

You’ve broken me too much to even acknowledge you with a glance.

Fallen Angels

We were angels, who began to love

Our wings charred as we hated,

Our voices sang as we enjoyed,

And our souls were torn as we suffered

Devine love

I was an angel, who didn’t break even one rule,

But then I looked into your big blue eyes,

and I broke the biggest rule: I lost my heart to you

I fell from the wast sky and you caught me,

And as I wanted to die, because of my destiny,

You kissed me, and everything was alright

Bulletproof

I always fell, and gave up

But I've got enough of being weak,

I'll stand up and be strong,

Be full of fire and bulletproof.

I don’t want to be photographed, don’t want other people to see me, for I am weak, I was strong for too long, I broke

Drug

You're like a drug, like this cigarette in my hand

My personal little drug,

but every time I draw my cigarette,

my lungs hurt,

that's what my love to you feels like