He/Him, Transmasc Dyke, 19yo A personal blog of mine to document my journey on testosterone, plus other shenanigans:))
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what do you mean elon musk did a nazi salute on live tv at the united states presidential inauguration twice and is now erasing the evidence off the internet by replacing the footage with the crowd cheering instead?
would be a shame if people reblogged this, wouldn’t it?
Reminder for when he “saves” it. He was the one who wanted this, and now he gets to be the hero and win favour with young constituents. Don’t give him the credit for fixing his own problem.
DAMN this shit is GOOD
Three notes and I read Unholyverse
Ah man six notes guess I gotta read it now
Three notes and I read Unholyverse
since it’s a scary time to be trans: refuge restrooms is an app which maps gender-neutral/single-stall restrooms. it’s community-mapped, so it’s possible you might be the first person to log the restroom locations, but hopefully it’ll help some people.
please reblog this post if you’ve got trans followers. stay safe.
is this ok
I miss ray toro.
Shout out to Aldi and World Market for being the two grocery stores I can exist in without feeling like I’m constantly being surveiled:))
tiktok stunt haha funny. please talk about the ice raids
ICE raids happening in Chicago on Tuesday January 21st. Get organized and get prepared.
"No one can love you until you love yourself" is like the worst possible way of articulating "if you don't respect and value yourself, it's very easy to become attracted to people who don't treat you right and then justify their mistreatment, so be careful."
T Journey Journal Entry #4
Days since start: 12
Almost two weeks into T and I’ve gotten my first period. And lemme tell you this, HOLY FUCK. For the first time in my LIFE my period is manageable. Like I’m talking no cramps, no headaches, such a light flow I can use the smallest pads available, and I didn’t even realize it started bc for the first day there was no blood in my boxers or anything!! I’m staying on this shit for this and this alone what the hell-
Other than that and a little bit more of being an ✨oily boi✨, haven’t seen anything else. Actually, it has gotten more difficult to talk in my regular register, like I’ve had to drop my voice so it doesn’t hurt, so maybe that’s my voice starting to drop naturally? I don’t know, part of me feels like it’s too early to tell((:
Still no luck in finding a job but I’m a little less anxious about it now. Think it’s bc I went out to the club last night and like, interacted with people:)) I also might be hanging out with friends tomorrow so that’s cool:D
Texas is still the only state in the USA that has clinics with comprehensive Healthcare for intersex people btw. All yall "let's abandon Texas and Florida" bitches don't have half the backbone of queers living in those states fighting for queer rights
Racism isn’t saying an uncomfortable word. Racism is every news media reporting on the individual lives of the 33 adult settler hostages to be released in Phase 1, and not one mention of the 100+ Palestinians, 25 of whom are children, that Israel has murdered since announcing the ceasefire. They’ll try to kill as many as they can before Sunday.
“tik tok is brainrot I’m glad it’s getting deleted” YOU are ignoring an early warning sign of fascism bc silly dances and asmr annoys u. tik tok ban is a part of a MUCH bigger bill that indicates any foreign app, if deemed a threat, can be banned if the owner does not sell it. aka the government is mad bc they cannot censor & their capitalist puppet masters are mad they aren’t making money from it. and if ur ok w that……hm
Reminder that every TERF supports mutilation of intersex children, it is inherent to their ideology.
a list of the vetted fundraisers i got on my askbox, listed in alphabetical order
1990lela — gfm
abedallhferwana1 — gfm
abujaradfamilyfromgaz — gfm
ahmed-almeshal — gfm
aiamaher2 — gfm
ayo0osh — gfm
etafpalestine — gfm
fadoo-1992 — gfm
familyrantise2003 — gfm
hadeelali3 — gfm
haneenalbrqouni — gfm
hazem55 — gfm
kisirahaf — gfm
krispynutmaker — gfm
mahmoidjesy — gfm
mariaamismaeel1122 — gfm
marwanasla — gfm
mohammed-family — gfm
mohammedayyads-blog — gfm
msbfamily — gfm
noor-yashour — gfm
omarfamily2 — gfm
omarmohammed2018 — gfm
reallyoptimisticface — gfm
reem-reem-0 — gfm
rehabsh1 — chuffed
savehillesfamilly25 — gfm
savemohammedalkhaldi — chuffed
shareeffamily — gfm
siraj-s4 — gfm
swimmingblazenut — gfm
teenagebreadwitch — gfm
youseffamily3 — gfm
walafamily-94 — chuffed
wejdan21 — gfm
Since the declaration of the ceasefire agreement the Israeli army committed many massacres in Gaza killing at least 82 civilians and injuring many others.
We still need your voices against these criminals. We need your support to alleviate our suffering. Support us here.
Honestly I don’t think I’ll ever get my mom and stepdad’s logic of “when we were 15 we were paying the rent for our family’s house so why are you at 19 not working a corporate job”? And then at the same time growing up they’d talk ab how hard they worked so that my siblings and I would never know poverty. And are suprised??? We don’t have poverty level survival skills?? Suprise suprise the kids you raised in suburbia who are only used to paying car insurance and gas are not ready to budget for living alone 6 months after graduating high school.
Like seriously it took me actually interacting with other people my age and who are older than me to realize that being 19 and still living with your parents isn’t a bad/shameful thing. And that’s honestly sad. And this isn’t to say they didn’t struggle, they absolutely did, but why do I have to struggle too?? Why do they think the only way you’re supposed to learn finances is being on the brink of homelessness????
"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have
some of the most dangerous people in the queer community are literally women. terfs and radfems are cis women. this is a lie terfs and radfems are selling you so nobody calls them out for being dangerous and abusive. women are not inherently safer to be around. don't coddle and suck up to terfs like this. it's not helping trans women to do this. you're not helping anyone but terfs and radfems.
directory of black families who have been displaced by the la fires and are asking for donations.
T Journey Journal Entry #3
Time Since Start: 5 days
Oily. I am nothing but oily. Like at this point I better be careful before the US tries to invaide me for “freedom”((: Usually if my mental health gets bad I know I can go one day without a shower and my hair and skin will feel fine. But now? I’m not sure that’s possible. There’s so much oil on my skin and face and hair that I’m sure later down the line I’ll have to shower twice a day. Not in the sense that I’m complaining by any means, I knew this was gonna happen I just didn’t know it would be the first thing to happen on T. Haven’t noticed much else besides continuing to feel more awake and all that. Although, have been waaaaay hungrier as of late, much to the detriment of the ingridient house Mamá and Mr. Tennessee have cultivated((:
Speaking of, hopefully talking about Mamá won’t be a part of every entry, but it does remind me of a comment she made at Christmas. Mamá being herself means Christmas is usually filled with more practical gifts, socks, chones, so on so forth, and one of those gifts were shampoo and conditioner. It’s a brand that works well for my hair but she threw in a comment about how my younger sister (who got the same type of shampoo/conditioner) and I had “gross oily hair”. Kinda threw me for a loop bc I’ve never heard her talk ab any of us like that. She meant it as a joke or throwaway comment but that was just, uncalled for.
Figured I’d use this blog to document my T journey, no reason I shouldn’t
Time since start: 3 days
Only a few days in and the only noticeable differences are an increase in energy and much, much oilier skin. Usually I can go a day without washing my face, I don’t think that’s the case anymore. Strangely, I’ve worn skirts more since I’ve started T than I ever have. Maybe it’s the subconscious of “I’m finally a dude I can do whatever I want”
I haven’t gotten any snide remarks from Mamá or anyone else since the whole “you’re irresponsable for starting T w/o having a job” lecture the day I got the gel. I’ll have a job soon, I’ve applied to a place my friend works and I’ll call them soon, as well as a second place where I know the manager. The sooner I can be out of here the better, especially since they’re kicking me out May 1st.
The gel smells like sanitizer
Me realizing I’ll be starting testosterone literally today:
Me when I realize that I’ll look like my dad: