Hey;)

How to see through the illusion of memories? I can't seem to drop them

You don’t need to force them to go away, just don’t identify with them when you see them and they naturally fall away from your awareness. Identification is always a choice.

You are already invincible, invisible, indescribable, with no life, no personality, no thoughts, and no anxiety.

You see a body, thoughts arise and you call it “me” and “my thoughts” (because people told you it was you) but where is the “me” who is thinking this? What even is a “me”?

(Notice how thoughts cease when you search for the “me” 🫢)

You could say you are the brain but what is keeping the brain alive? There has to be something prior to neuronal activity. Be THAT and throw away the sense of “I” which is the root of all suffering.

I used to think “I” was the highest state, but problems can exist where there is an “I”. If there is no “I” there is no “I have __” or “I am __” that is the start of all trouble 🙄.

https://www.tumblr.com/seraphic555/754775301735727104/how-to-see-through-the-illusion-of-memories-i?source=share

What does identification means? How do I identify? Could you give some examples?

For example right now when you see memories you think “those are MY memories.” Instead, just see them as belonging to no one, because there is already no one here for them to belong to. The person you think you are is just another thought.

Memory Creates Misery.

The only reason you seem to be limited is because you believe you are. If your entire life everyone around you told you that you were a limitless omnipotent being you would have no limits right now. Without memory there is no doubt, no fear, and no desire. Right now, ask yourself “Who am I without my memories?” Without memories there is no “reference” for what you can and cannot do. If you shed all memories there’s no “Oh yeah I can’t perform miracles because I’ve never been able to or society told me I can’t.” But memories are like a mirage in the desert, you look closely and realize they aren’t real just like any other thought. Last night I was watching my mind freak out because of wanting survival of the body, it brought up past memories as a reference point as to why the body was ill, and projecting a future of running out of money to pay for medication. Then this morning I woke up feeling different, in a dreamlike state, and I got the epiphany that memory is the root of all limitations. Anyway I started to play around with the idea of having no memories, and the invisible chains seemed to fall away. When doubtful feelings come up I see that it’s just a feeling, and each moment is a new moment so there’s no need to rely on the past. The whole world is like a dream now and I can’t wait for you all to experience this.

When you have a life, you have to do something with it.

When you are life, what do you have to do?

It is simply unfolding.

~ Mooji

hii!! so, i really understand nd! the only thing im stuck on is how to deal with intense emotions, because it messes the character up so much, like when "I" start feeling insecure, and worrying and it just feels so painful and distressing and yeah... any "tips" ? thx :)

Insecurities are caused by what we think other people will think of us, but that is all a creation of the mind. Remember that your insecurities and worries are only in the mind, not in reality. Come back to reality (which says nothing), come back to the present moment.

Stop saying something is “out of your control” (a rant)

If you really believe that you’re God and the entire world is inside of you how can you look at a situation and say “oh yeah some things are just out of my control I can only change SOME things.” When will you understand that the ENTIRE WORLD is your “personal life” and you are CONSTANTLY in control whether you like it or not? I’m sorry but there is no such thing as “their reality” in your awareness it’s a delusion. Your crush, your friends, your family, your neighbors, famous people are all just assumptions in your mind they literally hold no power over reality.

Back in late 2023 and part of 2024 I was obsessed with non duality Tumblr. I was convinced that things were just out of my control and I was an “ego” that had to shed my sense of self in order to gain control to become “one with God”. Oh wait… there’s no difference between the ego and God since God is everything. 🙄 Anyway I noticed that during this time whatever I “believed in” kept getting reflected back to me and then I was like “huh maybe I’m already manifesting and there’s nothing I have to become in order to manifest.”

Later in 2024 I began to experiment with the law of assumption (with more determination this time). I was taking an English class so I manifested straight A’s in that class and I was honestly shocked by my own power. I was the best writer in that entire class and improved significantly by the end of it. My next big manifestation was going to see one of my favorite bands even tho everyone was saying they wouldn’t take me. Now I had actually said last year I was going to go to that concert no matter what (idk why but I had such a strong resolve for this specific thing) but later my mom said I shouldn’t and couldn’t go for various reasons and I was so upset 😭 even my bday felt like a drag. (But she was just reflecting my own doubts.) I got fed up and I told myself I have no choice but to go to the concert which was the day after my bday (2/22 😉).

Whenever someone told me I wouldn’t be able to go I would internally say “yeah sure buddy 🙄”. My sibling was making up their mind on whether or not to take me (cuz they didn’t rly wanna go at first) and I just kept telling myself I had NO CHOICE but to go and guess what? 😏 They texted me saying they would take me and it felt surreal when I got there tbh. Now you may be thinking “Seraphic it’s just a concert” but it meant a lot to me bc one of the band members is very special to me.

There were also more general things I intentionally manifested but with those things I wasn’t really even trying bc it was kind of a “no brainer” assumption if you know what I mean. Moral of the story is trust yourself everything will work out because everything is already turning out the way you say it will you don’t even have to believe it.

Non-dual rizz be like:

You’re my favorite illusion

You’re my favorite expression of “. “

You’re my everything and nothing

Hey!

I'm really sorry deep into this that I got lost...

Sometimes I understand everything but then next moment I gave into those doubts 🙂...

But then next moment I read that I'm not even giving in, it's all appearance

So I'm letting these empty appearances doubt myself and always be dependent on others 😭

I don't want to

Don’t take this too seriously or look into it too much all you need to know is that you are Brahman and all “things” are illusions. Doubts, too. Take a break if you need to