Earlier I Was Feeling Anxious While Out In Public And I Silently Asked Myself “who Is Anxious?” And

Desire holds up the facade of separation and otherness. It is in fact Brahman desiring Brahman. You desiring you.

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If you don't mind I wanna know how this seemingly reality works ik all this is illusion but my awareness behind it is controlling it right even if it doesn't feel so?? Whatever I decide happens but how are we deciding those things that it seems like we have no control over

Well you give consciousness life because when the body is seemingly unconscious you don’t experience anything. You are aware OF things in your consciousness, awareness doesn’t control it. It is something beyond both awareness and consciousness that is in control, called Brahman or the Supreme Reality but it is actually you. You believed thoughts that say you’re not in control so now not being in control is what you expect. Like if you’re a lucid dreamer you expect to be in control of your lucid dreams and that’s why you are.

You are already invincible, invisible, indescribable, with no life, no personality, no thoughts, and no anxiety.

You see a body, thoughts arise and you call it “me” and “my thoughts” (because people told you it was you) but where is the “me” who is thinking this? What even is a “me”?

(Notice how thoughts cease when you search for the “me” 🫢)

You could say you are the brain but what is keeping the brain alive? There has to be something prior to neuronal activity. Be THAT and throw away the sense of “I” which is the root of all suffering.

I used to think “I” was the highest state, but problems can exist where there is an “I”. If there is no “I” there is no “I have __” or “I am __” that is the start of all trouble 🙄.

Classical philosophical advaita Vedanta

Stop saying something is “out of your control” (a rant)

If you really believe that you’re God and the entire world is inside of you how can you look at a situation and say “oh yeah some things are just out of my control I can only change SOME things.” When will you understand that the ENTIRE WORLD is your “personal life” and you are CONSTANTLY in control whether you like it or not? I’m sorry but there is no such thing as “their reality” in your awareness it’s a delusion. Your crush, your friends, your family, your neighbors, famous people are all just assumptions in your mind they literally hold no power over reality.

Back in late 2023 and part of 2024 I was obsessed with non duality Tumblr. I was convinced that things were just out of my control and I was an “ego” that had to shed my sense of self in order to gain control to become “one with God”. Oh wait… there’s no difference between the ego and God since God is everything. 🙄 Anyway I noticed that during this time whatever I “believed in” kept getting reflected back to me and then I was like “huh maybe I’m already manifesting and there’s nothing I have to become in order to manifest.”

Later in 2024 I began to experiment with the law of assumption (with more determination this time). I was taking an English class so I manifested straight A’s in that class and I was honestly shocked by my own power. I was the best writer in that entire class and improved significantly by the end of it. My next big manifestation was going to see one of my favorite bands even tho everyone was saying they wouldn’t take me. Now I had actually said last year I was going to go to that concert no matter what (idk why but I had such a strong resolve for this specific thing) but later my mom said I shouldn’t and couldn’t go for various reasons and I was so upset 😭 even my bday felt like a drag. (But she was just reflecting my own doubts.) I got fed up and I told myself I have no choice but to go to the concert which was the day after my bday (2/22 😉).

Whenever someone told me I wouldn’t be able to go I would internally say “yeah sure buddy 🙄”. My sibling was making up their mind on whether or not to take me (cuz they didn’t rly wanna go at first) and I just kept telling myself I had NO CHOICE but to go and guess what? 😏 They texted me saying they would take me and it felt surreal when I got there tbh. Now you may be thinking “Seraphic it’s just a concert” but it meant a lot to me bc one of the band members is very special to me.

There were also more general things I intentionally manifested but with those things I wasn’t really even trying bc it was kind of a “no brainer” assumption if you know what I mean. Moral of the story is trust yourself everything will work out because everything is already turning out the way you say it will you don’t even have to believe it.

No reason to stop living life

Y’all just because you discovered ND doesn’t mean you have to stop “living your life” and do nothing. Go follow your dreams, you can have a career or go to college or be a scuba diver idc, you don’t have to spend all day trying to figure your Self out (a mistake I made) because you’re always your Self regardless of what you do or don’t do. Don’t be afraid to take risks and do whatever you’ve always wanted to do. We’re here for a reason (at least I believe that), let’s live a little 🤪

I think it’s easy to get into the doomer/nihilist mindset when you take anything too seriously lol

Ngl I find ur pointers too simple and straight to point!! Thank yoy.

Ty I appreciate that. Non Dualism is not supposed to be complicated or vague at all

How to see through the illusion of memories? I can't seem to drop them

You don’t need to force them to go away, just don’t identify with them when you see them and they naturally fall away from your awareness. Identification is always a choice.

“Getting”Desires 🪐

Guys when you think about something and desire it you are creating 2 characters, one who is desiring and one who has something. The truth is one does not have to change to become the other even tho you make it seem like Character #1 wants to become Character #2 it’s just part of the play. You are always Character #2 because both the characters are in your mind. Don’t fall into the trap of becoming/getting. Only identify with Character #2 right now in your mind (the source of all creation) do not try to become them bc you are still being Character #1 by doing that.