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â ïčââ§they guys that fall for the silent type so when u start rambling on about something, weather it's something exciting or a shitty day at work/school, they pull away from whatever they're doing no matter how important bc hearing you talk is their most favorite thing in the universe.
â» bokuto, oikawa, kurro, yamaguchi, hinata, noya, makki, <3
I want to dye my hair blue so bad.
LIKE RAAAHGGG
sero with a sleeve tattoo of random asss things live in my head rent free
intimacy
ryomen sukuna x f!reader
**part of my best friends older brother fic
previous part linked here
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sukuna wakes up three hours later to the bright light of your phone, and more distinctively, your right hand in his hair, brushing his pink locks away from his forehead. he blinks the sleep out of his eyes properly to find you sitting criss crossed within the sheets, hunched over on your phone, with your face scrunched up in frustration.Â
he half considers not broaching why youâre awake at this hour just to ensure that your touch wouldnât cease. that youâd continue tangling your fingers with his hair.Â
âwhatâs your problem?â he asks.Â
you retreat your hand from his hair, wincing as you mumble out your apology. sukuna muses that you were almost getting too predictable.Â
âdid i wake you up?â you ask.Â
sukuna scoots closer to you on the bed, before lifting one of your legs to readjust himself. heâs settled himself right in between the softness of your thighs, before he reaches for your hand again and sets it back into his hair.Â
you swallow commenting on how needy he is as you comb through the tresses of his hair, noting how he seems to soften into your legs the more pressure you apply.Â
âwhatâs so important on your phone that youâre interrupting my sleep?â he mumbles.Â
âsorry. was just texting megumi. i was supposed to call yuuji when he got home but it kind of slipped my mind.â you respond, before setting your phone down into the sheets and placing your other hand into his hair too.Â
âsomething distracting you?âÂ
sukuna grins as he flips over, lifting his head to rest his chin against your stomach. he places a kiss to your clothed skin before giving you a sleepy smile.Â
âclearly.â you respond.Â
âheâs okay?âÂ
âyeah. iâll talk to him tomorrow.âÂ
ânothing i could help him with i suppose. no one understands shitty older siblings like the two of you.âÂ
you tense underneath him, enough for him to wish he minced his words. sukuna knew that broaching any part of that, of something almost sacred between yuuji was something he couldnât push you on. though it wasnât hard to deduce - your horrid attempts at whispering in the kitchen werenât lost to him.Â
âhey. he loves you. itâs not like that.âÂ
âwhat was it he said? sitting all high and mighty?âÂ
you sigh, and enough for sukuna to properly open his eyes and sit up.Â
âiâm joking.â he adds.Â
sukuna can tell his words arenât enough. it usually takes very little, a mix of sweet talking to settle you down, which makes him happier than he can admit. only because it indicates to him that his words can hold so much weight, especially to you.Â
âi mean it. you guys are well past that. have been since you came back.â you murmur.Â
sukuna knows that youâre right. that despite the fact that yuuji never talked to sukuna in the four years he was gone, despite his best efforts to reach out, their relationship was nearly repaired the second he made it back to tokyo. and it means more since the two of them getting along would mean something to you now.Â
sukuna left when he was sixteen and made his best efforts not to regret it now.Â
behind everyoneâs backs, he had taken an early exit out of his required schooling and applied to a four year boarding school in europe. he had only dropped the news to everyone five days before he left, in efforts to not let the crippling sense of servitude he felt towards his family hold him back.Â
âwere you mad i left?â he murmurs, pushing up on his elbows, his breath tickling your neck.Â
âno.âÂ
âdid you miss me?â he asks.Â
itâs a selfish question. sukuna knows that the answer should be no. that it is no. but heâll pretend your honey sweet answer, laced with a lie, is true for the night. that youâll tell him exactly what he wants to hear - that you thought of him constantly when you left. Â
âi was sad you left without saying goodbye. but i was too busy worrying about my own sister and all that.âÂ
sukuna can tell the answer is honest. and itâs satiating enough to know that you had noted it, that you were hurt that he hadnât given you more importance before he made his escape. that you wanted to be important to him.Â
âis that why you havenât told yuuji? that weâre dating? breaks some secret pact you both have?âÂ
you smile.Â
âare we dating?â you whisper.Â
sukuna lightly pushes you over, before leaning on top of you and nuzzling his face into your arms. his legs are tangled to the side, his pressure soothing on your chest.Â
âare you seeing other guys i donât know about?â he asks.Â
âof course.â you joke.Â
sukuna brings his hand down on your neck, his one hand sliding around the length of your neck. he squeezes slightly and you feign choking before he rolls his eyes.Â
âshut up, brat.âÂ
âwell. you never asked. you canât just decide weâre dating.â you state.
âi wonât ask.â he mumbles.Â
âask.â you prod.
âno.âÂ
âask me!âÂ
âi already decided we were dating a long time ago. catch up.âÂ
you figure that if sukuna can test you, push your buttons to get what he wants, so can you. and you imagine that itâll be infinitely easier, that itâll take less work from you when heâs barely awake. you bring your hands around his cheeks, before pressing a kiss to his forehead.Â
âplease?â you whisper.Â
sukuna groans.Â
âbe my girlfriend.â he states.Â
âthatâs not asking.âÂ
ây/n.âÂ
âcâmon.â you prod.Â
he glares at you.Â
âbe. my girlfriend.â he repeats, more sternly.Â
âcute. but no.â you respond.Â
sukuna glares for three seconds and you cave.Â
âsorry! iâm sorry. fine. i was just messing with you so iâd feel better.â you respond, to which he releases his gaze.Â
he pauses.Â
âdo you need to feel better?â
âhm?âÂ
if youâre upset, thatâs certainly one thing he can fix.Â
âdo you need me to make you feel good?â he asks.Â
itâs something thatâs been on your mind, more frequently than not. and it lingers for too long, that feeling that youâre denying him something, that thereâs something heâs waiting for that you havenât yet delivered.Â
yuuji talks. so does megumi. and the two years of highschool that you got with sukuna were enough.Â
sukuna was always an overachiever, as he so poignantly coined it. he was smart. smart enough to graduate early even, to get into an exchange program and get out of the suburbs. he was athletic, his attitude towards teachers was viewed as charming rather than plucky, and obviously he wasnât short of being attractive, of having girls interested in him.Â
you distinctly remember his first school dance when you were a eighth grader. or more importantly, that sukuna was dressed up in a tux, having his tie fixed by his mom while you and yuuji quietly watched him attend the senior prom. as a sophomore.Â
yuuji mentioned that sukuna always seemed to be sleeping around, something corroborated by the fact that he was almost always talking to a different girl almost every time you saw him. megumi thought he was trashy even.Â
but here he was, being patient, being painstakingly patient, that it only felt right. that you had to reward him for it.Â
âokay. sure.âÂ
sukunaâs fully awake now, his eyes meeting yours as you feel a shiver go down your spine.Â
âare you okay with this?âÂ
âyeah. yeah, i am.âÂ
âand youâll tell me to stop if you stop being okay with it?â he states.Â
you give him a nod, slightly embarrassed that it was something he had to confirm. like he knew you were going to chicken out of it.Â
âi need to hear you say it.â he whispers.Â
âi will.â you mumble.Â
youâre almost positive that sukuna doesnât do this with every other girl heâs been with - something confirmed in your mind by the fact that sukunaâs so gentle, his touch is so perfect, that you feel youâre never going to be able to let go of him. and canât imagine that other people have let him slip out of his grasp.Â
itâs not too different from the other times sukunaâs touched you - something he tends to always be doing. heâs more affectionate than you expected, for someone who was so reserved, so stern in almost every memory you have of him.Â
but he uses endearments, pet names almost every time he talks to you - currently whispering words that make your entire body heat up, almost more than his hands on you.Â
âmy pretty babyâs so wound up. let me fix that for you, hm?âÂ
his words were almost enough to make your entire body heat up more than his hands. key word, almost. but there was something about his touch, so soft, firm in different places that it made you nearly limp in his arms.Â
his hands were in your hair, on your legs just to pull you closer to him, resting on your cheeks when he kissed you. your predictions suggested to you that sukuna would have bored out, tired from just kissing you when you had given him full permission for the first time, but he wouldnât let up, making it a point to kiss every patch of skin he could. Â
itâs only then that it occurs to you that you havenât touched him. you lift your hands, before freezing them in the air, unable to do it. but the shifting is enough to make sukuna stop.Â
âyou still okay?âÂ
âyeah. yeah, i was just-â you respond, catching your breath as he smiles.Â
âyour hands were up. you can push me off if it gets to be too much.â he whispers, pulling back.Â
âno. no, i wasâŠi was going to touch you. just got shy for a secondâŠâÂ
sukuna grins at you, before leaning his forehead against yours. he tries his best to ground himself in the moment, realizing he was going too fast, getting too carried away too quickly.Â
he can smell the remnants of your shampoo in your hair, focusing in on it, before he settles both of his hands into the crooks of each of your elbows.Â
âyou can touch me.â he murmurs.Â
âokay. you-youâll stop me right? if you feel weird?â you ask.Â
sukuna laughs.Â
âi canât imagine iâd ever do that, but yes. i will stop you.âÂ
you give him a satisfied nod, as you reach forward and scoot into his lap. his hands instinctively reach for your waist, holding you steady, as you inspect his tattoos in the dim light of the dark.Â
you reach forward and trace your fingers all the way down. you had only seen them peeking out from the collar of his shirt here and there, but this was your chance to look at them properly.Â
âdid you get these all at the same time?â you ask.Â
âno. most of them are from when i was gone. this one right here-âÂ
he guides your hand to the left side of your chest, placing your palm flat against his beating heart before letting go.Â
â-was right when i came back.âÂ
âsâpretty. youâre pretty.â you mumble.Â
you instinctively squeeze, before the two of you quietly laugh.Â
âdid you just cop a feel?â sukuna asks.Â
âmaybe. seemed squishy.âÂ
âand was it?âÂ
âno. it was really underwhelming.â you respond, earning another laugh from him.Â
itâs almost too gratifying, the smaller things - making him laugh, seeing him smile. it was so rare to see it before and the fact that he does it for you, does it so freely, is enough to make your stomach fill with an embarrassing amount of warmth.Â
âyour turn?â he asks, voice so low you can barely hear it.Â
you nod, that biting wave of anxiety instantly hitting you when sukunaâs hands slither under your tank top. his lips find their way back to yours, his breath heavy on your face as you try to swallow it down and let him keep going.Â
sukuna makes every effort to drag this on for as long as he can, for multiple reasons. so that your standards were never lowered, so that youâd never settle for callous hands and shitty guys in bars - not that heâd ever think youâd talk to anyone but him ever again. that heâd let anyone else see you like this.Â
sukuna felt like he was slowly figuring you out like you were the back of his hand. you always seemed to be withholding something, almost like it was a wall right there with him in the room, but that let him in when he knocked. and right now, he had every intent to make you feel good. to reward you for trusting him. to savor you.Â
he notices the trembling when he brings his hands up to your chest, when he lets them linger for too long. itâs so slight, almost in par with your breathing, but he notices it and immediately pulls back.Â
âare you still okay?â he asks.Â
the hesitation in your response is enough of an answer for him. he swallows down the dry patch in his throat - nearly cursing himself for going too far, too fast with you exactly where he knew you were reserved - before he brings his hands up to your cheeks, trying to get you to meet his eyes.Â
âwhat can i do?â he whispers.Â
âiâm so sorry. i didnât mean to, it was-âÂ
âtell me how to make it better. what do you need right now?âÂ
itâs almost embarrassing to ask for it. to make him overextend, to attend to you when you were the one who ruined the moment. and it felt increasingly stupid for you to push your own boundaries too, that you were going to scare him off now.Â
âplease.â he whisper.Â
you look up to find his brown eyes, washed over in concern, as he cups the left side of your face. itâs enough to push you.Â
âdo you have a shirt i can wear? this just feels tooâŠâ
âyes. do you need a long sleeve or-âÂ
âshort is okay.âÂ
âdo you need me to wear one too?â he asks.Â
you sigh.Â
âcould you? i just feelâŠâÂ
before you can even finish your sentence, sukunaâs pushed himself off the bed and rummages quickly through his closet before he returns. he snags his own shirt over his neck before sitting back down on the bed in front of you, his voice soft.Â
âarms up, pretty girl.âÂ
you oblige, as sukuna pulls the shirt over you, his hands shaking as he dutifully attends to you. heâs pulling the sleeves down to your elbows, the fabric drowning every inch of your body as he readjusts it.Â
the two of you sit in silence, your hand curled into his as you try to muster out the best words to say. to selfishly, keep him around you.Â
âiâm not very good at this intimacy type of thing. i-iâm not sure if youâve noticed.âÂ
some part of your guard is down. the curious part of him wants to push, to crawl all the way in and never leave. but he makes his best efforts. to remain persistent in letting you make the calls here.Â
âexplain.âÂ
âi just mean. you always kiss me first. and-and you kiss me a lot. i really like it, but sometimes i think itâs weird if i initiate it first. like-like itâll keep going.âÂ
âiâll always kiss you back, if thatâs what you meanâŠâÂ
âno. no, itâsâŠitâs kind of embarrassing to admit. like logically, i know it wonât happen. but youâre a guy. youâŠyou have lots of experience and you obviously like to do things like this. a lot of people do. it-itâs normal. but sometimes i feel, in the moment, like iâm not ready to do all of that yet. to go fartherâŠâÂ
sukuna understands. he pulls his hand under your chin, using the knuckles of his pointer finger to guide your line of vision back to him.Â
âyou call the shots. always.âÂ
âi know.âÂ
âi donât expect anything from you. if you just want to kiss me, i am more than happy to just kiss you, y/n.â he whispers.Â
you can feel the tears in your eyes at sukunaâs tone. and the way his face falls at the sight of your tears is enough to make you fully cry.Â
âprincess. whoâs got you thinking like this?â he murmurs.Â
sukunaâs not one for words. though it seems he seems to always have the ones that fit just right. his thumbs are brushing away the wetness on your cheek, before he leans down and presses a kiss to your nose.Â
âyou know that iâm more experienced than you. so will you give weight to my words when i say them?âÂ
âokay.âÂ
âintimacy can mean lots of things. having sex is intimacy, sure. thatâs a no brainer. butâŠthereâs so much more to it. i can promise you, you arenât bad at being intimate with me.âÂ
âreally?âÂ
itâs the fact that it's three in the morning. thatâs what sukuna will pin it on tomorrow. why he feels the need, why it feels so easy to talk so freely with you. that and the fact that he feels the need to lick each and every one of your wounds, to smooth over the rough patches.Â
âi felt close to you at the dinner last night. when you were holding my hand under the table. you squeezed really hard when your mom was hurting your feelings, almost like you were trying to tell you that it made you upsetâŠthatâs intimacy to me.â
âare you trying to butter me up? donât make stuff up.â you jokingly respond, earning a wide smile from him.Â
âyou were relying on me. telling me something. thatâs intimate.âÂ
he reaches forward, pulling the hair out of the collar of the shirt before tucking it behind your ears.Â
âi know thatâs hard for you to do. i appreciate it when you can do that, when you trust me.âÂ
you swallow hard, before putting your hand back where it was resting before, over the beating of his heart.Â
âi trust you. justâŠgive me time to figure out the words?âÂ
âitâs not a race. iâm not planning on going anywhere.âÂ
"promise?" you ask, holding out your pinkie to him.
you watch his eye twitch.
"i'm not going to do a fucking pinkie promise."
the two of you laugh and it's enough to make your cheeks hurt.
itâs solidified one thing in your mind. that look in his eyes, the way he tucks you into him before his stupid teasing voice lulls you to sleep.Â
that you have to tell yuuji the first chance you get.
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an: right. well.
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IT'S BAKUGO KATSUKI'S DAY LETS FUCKING GOOOO
Thinking about sero hanta who brings you your coffee order whenever heâs on his way to see you.
Thinking about bakugou katsuki who makes his lunch for 2 so he can share with you.
Thinking about denki kaminari who will do anything to get you laughing at him.
Thinking about kirishima ejiro makes an effort to see you in the morning to tell you good morning.
Thinking about jiro kyoka who writes songs for you and preforms them during your study sessions, it doesnât tell you theyâre about you.
Thinking about mina ashido who loves to give you a self care makeover when youâre feeling tired or stressed.
something unfortunate happens to your phone while youâre out with your friends but you need to call your fave (youâre together in this scenario). you borrow your best friendâs phone to make the phone call and slip away from the group. your fave picks up on the second ring, and immediately says âhey, babyâ before you can even speak.
*reblogs and tags appreciated!
Hey! I love your writing and was hoping if you could do sero having a crush on a fem reader with a bakugou like personality? Like she shows she's not interested and couldn't care less about his flirtatious remarks, but he sees right through her and just keeps going, not caring about her attitude, eventually winning her over
â â sero x gf with bakugou like personality!!
sero hanta x fem! reader // headcanons
doesnât care about your attitude and hot headedness at all heâs still being annoying and flirting with u all he can
teases you just because he thinks youâre cute when mad, does he want to die? idk đ
yâall arenât even dating yet hello
yet heâs still acting like you are
âhi pretty ;)â
âshut up.â
winks at you if he catches you looking at him in class (this man is so fine đ)
always leaning on your shoulder or even head if youâre short. and your always pushing him off.
was way too nervous to straight up tell you he wanted you to be his gf so instead he kept hinting and flirting at u so youâd eventually WANT to date him đ
and you did đ€·ââïž
you asked him out at lunch and you were actually blushing and looked nervous which was such a surprise
wow!!! he finds out he prefers u flustered more than pissed off đ»
when you date heâs still the same of course
âooh you wanna kiss me so badâ bf n angry flustered gf !! ong fr đ„¶đđœ
tells people that youâre actually really nice but ppl donât believe him.
like you are.. but.. kinda only to him and some of youâre friends.
likes that no guys hit on you because youâll just end up cussing them out
now he wonât be jealous woo!!
calls you cute and pretty and you donât mind it anymore, i guess. (you love it.)
such a gentleman fr
LOVES dates with you, especially at night.
like please go to a arcade with him and beat him in a shooting game he loves it
then gloat about it afterwards đ€
gives you cute gifts and your always covering your face and giggling about it.
he doesnât mind his hot headed gf okay he loves u
YES ! YES ! OCHAKO CONTENT !!
Can you do something with Ochako and a fem!reader please?? And it being fluff??
(this is going to be pretty shortâ but then again, you said âsomethingâ so đ here it is)
you were ochakoâs awakening.
whichâ ochako feels bad about, occasionally. she doesnât really know why she feels bad, but she does.
maybe it was because she took a second longer in moving her hand, when she caught you as you were about to fall.
maybe it was because her stare lingered a little longer on you, when she caught a glimpse of you drinking water, and a droplet of water managed to escape the encases of your mouthâ trailing down to your neckline like a quick stream.
maybe it was because her heart twinged in green jealousy, when she saw you laugh with a girl that looked like a supermodel, when she saw denki wrap an arm around your shoulders like nothing.
she knew it wasnât because she thought you didnât belong to anyone else (which was strange to her, because you werenât dating herâ or anyone for that matter) but it was because she wanted you to do all of those things. make you laugh, wrap an arm around your shoulderâ the whole mile.
maybe it was because she was generous in her staresâ this time on your eyes. the way they looked so.. pretty, and were bedazzled in whatever emotion you were feeling at that moment. ochako now understood the true value of that saying that went âyour eyes are the windows to your soul.â
itâs just a sayingâ ochako knows that, and sheâs not exactly the most in touch with literature, and poetry. sheâs appreciative, but not poetic. yet ochako wishes she could lean in, and read every single thing your eyes say. ochako wishes she could lock those sayings into her heart.
maybe it was because she was a little too eager in asking you if youâve kissed anyone before, or it was because she was a little too eager in answering your questionâ which mirrored hers.
maybe it was because she was quick to smash her lips against yours, as soon as her feelings were fully acknowledgedâ way before the elephant was actually addressed.
ochako felt bad, knowing you were her awakening towards her attraction towards womenâ because she simply thirsted stared at you, and paid more attention to you, than she wouldâve to anyone else.
but can she really feel bad, knowing that her same exact feelings are reciprocated?
KEIRRRRR STOPPING BY AND SAYING HELLOOOOOOO <33333 also i luv ur writing so much mwah âčïžâčïžâčïž
AHHH HIIII AND literally says u đ„Č the legend themselves. & thank u paige đđ paige ? paidge ?? omg how do u spell page but the name form đ