shimohyo - Just an anxious nerd vibing
Just an anxious nerd vibing

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2 months ago
I Drew Him As A Boss Xd

I drew him as a boss xd

2 months ago
“The History Book On The Shelf, Is Always Repeating Itseeeellllfff—!”
“The History Book On The Shelf, Is Always Repeating Itseeeellllfff—!”

“The history book on the shelf, is always repeating itseeeellllfff—!”

Haha! In all seriousness, this is the first time I’ve ever done a drawing like this and I think it turned out pretty good! I hope you enjoy!!

2 months ago
Layer Breakdown For Pure Vanilla Cookie’s Outfit, Based On Watching Conclave Recently. I Enjoyed It
Layer Breakdown For Pure Vanilla Cookie’s Outfit, Based On Watching Conclave Recently. I Enjoyed It
Layer Breakdown For Pure Vanilla Cookie’s Outfit, Based On Watching Conclave Recently. I Enjoyed It

Layer breakdown for pure vanilla cookie’s outfit, based on watching Conclave recently. I enjoyed it a lot! The costume design in particular was stellar and very satisfying to watch.

Now that I’m looking more at it, maybe I should switch the 3rd and 4th layers. Unfortunately, I did this all in goodnotes so I can’t just move the layers around 🥲


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2 months ago

Spin this wheel and tell me if you got something you need/want.


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2 months ago

Fairy Yokai

There are definitely some better options that I’d like more, but they’re probably a lot worse.

I’m also fond of Yokai as a concept, so I kinda like it.

pokèmonize yourself!!!!

spin this wheel to see your pokemon type

spin this one to see how you'll look like


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2 months ago

Konfessions

I hate you

I hate you so so so so much.

Your actions make my very skin crawl, your cruel words are my nightmares every night. You make me sick just thinking about you.

I hate what you did,

I hate what you did to them.

You hurt those four, you killed two of them and those you left alive will never be the same.

You took away their pillars of safety, and now they are scrambling for an anchor to ground themselves with.

I hate hate hate how you acted. You acted like you didn’t even care! You didn’t care about the lives you had ruined!

So I hate you. I hate you with either fiber of my being, every bone in my body, every part of me hates you.

But I don’t hate you, do I? I love you. I love you so much that it hurts. It hurts that I love you. I hate the fact I love you because I should hate you. Because my brain tells me that I should hate you but my heart screams and scrambles for an explanation, reason, excuse, anything to justify your actions. To justify loving you.

You hurt so many people for something so so childish and stupid! You killed two people. You mutilated his body just to mess with and hurt his friend so so so much when he saw his best friend missing a head.

And you did that just for some convulsed plot to kill your ‘rival’! You killed her right in front of him. You drove him to stab you! You practically tortured him just to get at her. All for the sake of your stupid delusions!

Loving you feels like a sin. A horrible horrible horrible action. You hurt so many people. So many people I see everyday and talk to and I feel so wrong because I love you and they don’t and I’m in the wrong for loving you still!

….i wish i could just hate you….

….Maybe I don’t love you for you.

Maybe I love the idea of you. The you I thought I knew. The you that you showed to me to keep me on your side. The you that was a mask, just like the one you always wore, hiding your disgusting truth underneath it. 

I hate the True you. The true you you showed everyone except me until the end. The true you who would mutilate a corpse to mess with others. Cut off someone’s head and tongues and disembowel him and oh god I’m about to throw up just remembering it. 

I love your mask, but hate the real you. The you under your mask. The you that is bloodied underneath.

I don’t know if we’re going to be 

Foxes our next lives.

You have a lot of sin to pay for after all.

Maybe I’ll join you down there. 

For the sin of loving someone so terrible.


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2 months ago

sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

A colour wheel divided into sections with dialogue tags fitting the categories 'complains', 'agrees', 'cries', 'whines', 'shouts', and 'cheers'
A colour wheel divided into sections with dialogue tags fitting the categories 'asks', 'responds', 'states', 'whispers', 'argues', and 'thinks'
3 months ago

Okay guys there were a million and one "Saving Dogay" AUs now we need three million "Saving Doey" AUs, stat.

I want 3 10k fics on my desk by the end of the week.


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3 months ago

Okay guys there were a million and one "Saving Dogay" AUs now we need three million "Saving Doey" AUs, stat.

I want 3 10k fics on my desk by the end of the week.

3 months ago
Full DRTT Character Lineup
Full DRTT Character Lineup

Full DRTT character lineup

@a-blog-for-kat

3 months ago

generate a random power here

Don't forget to put the power you get in the tags!

(If you're reblogging from me, I got Mixed Martial Arts Mastery)


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3 months ago

I don’t own TikTok, but the ban is affecting me too.

I use CapCut, a video editing software for my YouTube channel and for school work. CapCut is owned by Brytewave, the same company that owns TikTok.

I can’t use CapCut anymore. I need to find an alternative solution. Anyone have any suggestions for mobile video editing apps that are free?


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3 months ago
Fear The Reaper

Fear the Reaper

3 months ago

A short analysis of the Chapter 3 culprit

I’m not going to fact check what I’m saying and this is mainly just speculation, but I noticed something’s that could make things more interesting.

spoilers for Chapter 3 of course

I think Dr. Yonekura was a neglectful mother towards her daughter Okazaki, and didn’t care about her and only worried about how Okazaki’s behavior reflected onto herself.

One thing that the video Regulation Review made clear about their relationship is that Yonekura doesn’t care about Okazaki. I think this is also shown in how Okazaki viewed her ‘rival’ Tsuno.

Okazaki stated that she wanted to kill Tsuno because Tsuno refused to acknowledge Okazaki and acted like she didn’t know her. She was dismissive and acted like she didn’t care about Okazaki until Okazaki started hurting Wada.

I think Okazaki was neglected by her mother, and now hates when people ignore her. Yonekura only cared about Okazaki when she said that Okazaki made a fool of herself.

Okazaki probably started to act out so her mother would acknowledge her and would give her attention, even if that attention was negative. When Tsuno, someone she thought she had a twisted connection with ignored Okazaki like how Yonekura did? Well Okazaki couldn’t just take this injustice.

I’m not saying this excuses Okazaki of all her actions. She’s a horrible person who doesn’t care about others unless it involves herself. But she is so interesting to me and I want to know why she acts like this. Or well, acted like that.

TLDR: Yonekura was a neglectful mother and ignored Okazaki. She would only give her daughter attention when Okazaki did something that made her look bad. Okazaki started doing bad stuff to get her mother’s attention, and then somehow got tangled up with Tsuno and got the idea that they were “rivals”. (Still don’t know about that). When Tsuno ignored Okazaki, she saw that as a personal attack and started acting out in a way that would get Tsuno’s attention, just like she did with her mother Yonekura.


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3 months ago

Spoilers for Chapter 3 culprit

I feel so fucking autistic about this. I was fully convinced that Tamba was the one who killed Tsuno, but this, this was so much better.

Okazaki. I love you so much. During your villain monologue, I was literally kicking my feet while listening to you. You are insane. You are objectively a horrible human being. But that’s why I love you.

You went on such a long super villain rant. I love you for it. I can’t think of a better end to your story. Your ‘rivalry’ with Tsuno was an excellent reveal. I love how cleverly it was foreshadowed by you both being from the same place.

What you did was awful. I will never forgive you for killing Kazutoshi. He was one of my other favorite characters besides you. But it was worth it just because you were so entertaining.

I’m glad I was wrong about it being Tamba, because then you wouldn’t have been so entertaining.


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3 months ago

*Sees cool headcannon* *Looks around for witnesses*

*Snatches it* *Rums off with it*

He Might've Lied But For Me It's Canon. He Has No Sense Of Taste
He Might've Lied But For Me It's Canon. He Has No Sense Of Taste
He Might've Lied But For Me It's Canon. He Has No Sense Of Taste

he might've lied but for me it's canon. he has no sense of taste


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4 months ago

Well, that escalated quickly..

(P:EG Chapter 1 spoiler warning for the unaware) If Tozu gave YOU the Traitor Perk, what would you do?

I don't think I'd ever be able to bring myself to hurt any of the others, let alone kill. Personally, I'd find the more friendly/caring students (Diana, Cassidy, Jean, Desmond, Ingrid), confide to them what happened, ask to stay with them at all times so I'd never be alone, and also desperately search for anything that could lead to an early escape from the academy. It's safe to say I would likely be a crying and shaking mess the whole time and would have to have heavy support from my peers. I'm not sure how they would react - they'd probably round up the others and inform them what's going on with me in order to ensure a team effort on my behalf, while also swearing to do whatever they could to keep me safe.

If all else failed, I might try to isolate myself from the others and await my end in a private place, so I could at least spare the others the sight of me dying in front of them. Tozu never specified a deadline or how Eva would have died, but I'd like to imagine it would have been a personal visit and execution from Mara. Okay, this one is actually really, really dark after presenting my own thoughts. The very idea of the Traitor Perk itself comes across as disgustingly unsettling, but there's a thrilling appeal as to what someone would do in such an event along with how the other students could come into play, which is what spurred me to ask this. Regardless, please feel free to skip this one if it's too grim.

Damn, that's... depressing. Your reaction sounds pretty reasonable, not gonna lie. The Traitor Perk is pretty awful, so I don't blame you for choosing to just accept it. Still, let's see what I think I would do!

Spoilers for EG CH1. CW: Murder, gun violence (Mara), fire and explosions

I'd say the first thing to consider is what context the Traitor Perk exists in. Because it's a thing that exists specifically to begin the killing game, it has to be given pretty early on. That means there isn't a lot of time for my mental health to deteriorate to the point I would genuinely consider mass murder (given I would also need to win the trial to survive), or so I would like to think. Like, I don't think it's impossible to push me to that eventually, but I'd say it'd take way more than the Traitor Perk and a few days in the Academy.

However, while I don't think I would kill, I don't think I'd tell anyone all the details about the Perk, either. See, if I tell someone about it, I risk that getting back to Tozu. And if Tozu finds out I told someone about the Perk, it becomes clear to him that I'm not planning to uphold "my part of the deal" (murdering someone), so he might just send Mara to kill me. That would be what we in the business call unideal.

So, what do? I would first check all the cameras and try to figure out if there's anything useful I can find out doing that. I highly doubt Tozu's gonna give me access to any genuinely useful cameras for escape, but it's worth a shot. I'd try to note down any blindspots for future reference, and try to figure out how the motion tracking works and if there's any way to exploit it. I'm hoping here that Tozu either doesn't notice, doesn't care, or thinks that I'm planning a murder with the cameras instead of trying to find ways to work around him :v

Once I've checked all the info I have, and presumably come to the realization that nothing in the cameras helps and I'm cooked, it would be time to make some sort of escape plan. As I sorta described in a similar ask I received a bit ago, I'd try to coordinate efforts with the rest of the cast by writing in notes away from the view of the camera (and I know what the view is hehe >:))

The main plan I'd suggest is attempting to get into Tozu's tunnels. Unlike other mascots, which may use different methods and copies of a robot to pull off the whole "magically appearing from thin air" party trick, Tozu has to, like, go somewhere. He's human, so whatever he does to move through the Academy, we can surely replicate.

With some luck, there may be few to none contingencies to account for students going there, we'd just need to be careful of Mara. Maybe we could even try to disable the generators to shut off any electronic contingencies, though I'd imagine whatever happens down there probably runs on separate generators so maybe it'd be best not to. Funnily enough, there's no rule against intruding in that space below the floorboards, so the only real rule we'd risk breaking is property damage if we need to break our way in.

Speaking of, how? Breaking our way in with regular tools would probably take too long, we'd get shot by Mara before we're done. Well, you might have guessed this based on the content warnings, but we have lithium batteries, and I doubt it's the only explosive thing around. I'm sure me and the cast can rig something up to blow a hole on the floor big enough for us to infiltrate. If possible, building the explosive in a camera blindspot would be ideal. Obviously, though, that's a lot of property damage, but I'm banking on the idea that whoever sets it off has the chance to get into the space below the floorboards before Mara shows up. Going out of bounds like that might make it harder for the game masters to properly administer punishment.

This is where we go back to the Traitor Perk, and I'm sorry that this post isn't very focused on it but my reactions took me in this direction :v See, this plan is awful. It sucks. There are a million ways this can go wrong, including but not limited to: proper contingencies for this possibility existing, there being nothing useful for escape down there, Mara just instantly shooting anyone who gets close disregarding the rules, a new rule about the tunnels appearing immediately as Tozu notices what's going on and Mara being ready to defend this space, among others. I would say that, in the real world, it'd be significantly safer to remain calm and await rescue, since someone's gonna figure out what's going on (obviously it wouldn't work in the EG universe, but we only know that because we know it's a fictional narrative. If it was happening for real, I'd think this course of action is reasonable). Even with a killing game going on, blowing up the floor of the school is not a great idea.

However, if I receive the Traitor Perk, I can't exactly wait for rescue now can I? If I'm already going to die anyways, might as well go down with a bang. I think I would offer to be the one to set off the explosive off, since I'm probably gonna end up dying no matter what. Yet, a low chance of survival is better than none, right?

Anyways, that's more or less what I would do I think. If Tozu gives me the Traitor Perk, I'm blowing up the school. Thanks for the ask, this was fun to think about! And thanks for sharing your own reaction, it was cool to read.

4 months ago

supernatural Project Eden’s garden au

this was inspired by @fabesblueberries drawing of Desmond, Eloise and Wolfgang with animal traits (please go check it out the art is very good) and the au began from there.

originally it was an au where the cast slowly started to transform into animal hybrids, but after reading to cover one’s eyes by wei_wei_wei on ao3, the au changed directions.

now it’s an au where some members of the cast have a supernatural affinity.

Damon is a snake hybrid.

Wolfgang is a werewolf.

Jett is a were coyote.

Ulysses is a warlock who was forced to make a pact with a demon named Stolas.

Toshiko is a yokai who doesn’t have a mouth.

Kai got abducted by the Fae as a kid and that left him weird.

Jean’s descended from a dragon.

And Eva is an omen bringer/banshee. (Whenever something bad is about to happen, she gets the urge to scream).

The whole plot kinda revolves around this ring that Damon has that makes him look like a regular human. Turns out it actually belongs to Jean’s family and was forged by Ingrid’s ancestors centuries ago, and Jean is actually looking for it.

Stolas, Ulysses’s patron once wanted the ring to study it, so Jean’s dragon ancestor handed it off to the fae for safe keeping.

However, because of Kai, (timey-wimey shenanigans), it ended up in the hands of a garden snake who got transformed into a human man when wearing the ring. This guy is Damon’s father and Damon’s mom ended up killing him for lying to her and stealing the ring so her son would grow up as a normal human.

And yeah that’s the au so far.


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4 months ago

making a whole au out of this real quick.

Making A Whole Au Out Of This Real Quick.
These Three But I Blast Them With The Animal Parts Beam

these three but i blast them with the animal parts beam


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4 months ago

Hey for those people who have Project Eden’s garden, could you please reblog this with a screenshot of the Laundromat from the game? I’m trying to make a short Project Eden’s garden sprite video, but I can’t find an image I could use for the background. I don’t have the game myself because I don’t have any devices able to play it, so I can’t get it myself.


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4 months ago

Canarystripe

Canarystripe

• Canarystripe was the daughter of a loner named Beam.

• One day, Beam abandoned Canary as a kit at the ValleyClan border, where she was taken in.

• She never felt welcomed in ValleyClan and had no friends or loved ones there.

• This led her to become troublesome and lash out at others.

• She was apprentice to a strict mentor in hopes he could curb her troublesome nature, but it only made things worse because the mentor was Xenophobic towards outsiders.

• Eventually she learned of FoxClan, a clan that was formed only a couple of years ago that her mentor criticized for being to welcoming to outsiders.

• On a patrol near FoxClan border, her mentor got in an argument with a FoxClan warrior named Topituft, a former kittypet, after her mentor insulted Topituft’s kits for originally being a loners.

• Canarypaw was in awe after Topituft vehemently defended his kits and declared that kits are welcome in FoxClan, regardless of their origin.

•The next moon, Canarypaw decided she had to join FoxClan, and waited at the border where she met the leader, Finchstar

• Finchstar allowed Canarypaw to join the clan, and even personally mentored her. • Canarypaw later earned her Warrior name, Canarystripe.

• Several other ValleyClan apprentices eventually joined FoxClan, Hollyhockpaw (she was abducted by Twolegs and wasnt allowed to rejoin ValleyClan) who became Hollyhockspots, and Sybilpaw (exiled after her father, a rogue, killed two apprentices and spared her) who become Sybil.

• Eventually Finchstar become a father figure to Canarystripe.

• One moon during a patrol, Finchstar, Canarystripe and some other cats stumbled across a dead loner and his newborn kits.

• Canarystripe recognized the liner as her father, but reasoned that she was probably mistaken, she barely remembers what her father looks like anyway.

•Finchstar and his mate, Tumblefreckle, adopted the kits, with Canarystripe attempting to look after them (she is skilled in kitsitting and isn’t just looking after her possible siblings.)

• She formed a connection with Whistlekit, who was interested in herbs and would make a great medicine cat/healer. • However, FoxClan already had 3 medicine cats, and Whistlepaw was made a warrior apprentice.

• Canarystripe didn’t let that stop her, so she came up with a plan. She knew that one of the medicine cats, Gato, was originally an elder who retired due to her failing eyesight.

• She knew Gato wanted to be helpful to FoxClan and wouldn’t be content in becoming an elder again, so Canarystripe suggested Gato become a mediator, a position Gato had expressed interest in before. • Gato agreed, and with Finchstar and Whistlepaw’s permission, Whistlepaw was made a med cat apprentice and Gato a mediator.

• However Whistlepaw soon became overwhelmed with her duties because one med cat died and the other was ill. • Canarystripe stepped up and became a temporary med cat, and helped look after a patient who needed more attention than the others. •Canarystripe would become a warrior after Whistlepaw became a full med cat, Whistlecrag, but by that time the Clan realized that Canarystripe and Whistlecrag and her siblings were likely related because Scratchfur, Whistlecrag’s brother, looked almost identical to Canarystripe.

• One moon Canarystripe was helping out in the medicine den when Whistlecrag got in a n argument with the deputy Lilacdapple.

• After leaving camp to settle the argument privately, Lilacdapple killed Whistlecrag.

• Everyone was distraught at the death of Whistlecrag, and Lilacdapple was exiled alongside another warrior who murdered a cat (story for another time)

• Canarystripe was forced to become a basically permanent Med cat, and was very overwhelmed at the prospect. Even though she had a much older and more experienced healer to help her with her duties, Canarystripe had mostly relied on Whistlecrag’s guidance to help around the medicine den.


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4 months ago
Second Kitty

Second kitty


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4 months ago

My brother: How do you feel about Kiri-girly’s and Nagito’s relationship?

me, emptying the dish and is caught of guard: What?

My brother: How do you feel about Kiri-girly and the main character’s relationship? You know, from Danganronpa?

me: do you mean KIRIGIRI and MAKOTO NAEGI?!?


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5 months ago

And let those who lived longer than they should’ve mourn.

Let Faruzan stare at Sumeru city, comparing it to the one she once knew. Faruzan should struggle dealing with how things have changed. She should search for records of her friends, her classmates, and even just acquaintances in order to learn what happened to them. Faruzan cries at night over the loved ones who died thinking they would never see them again. Let her blame herself for not solving that puzzle quick enough.

Let Olaf from Mondstaht confuse people for his friends from decades ago. Let all his jokes fall flat because they only made before anyone was born. Let him be awkward around Diona and Draff, the kin he lives with, who don’t really know him and only took him in out of pity and his connection to him through blood. Let him be terrified of the cold and ice and snow, because he doesn’t want to wake up in a different time again. Let him wake up in a Springvale that’s comfortably familiar yet terrifying foreign to him at the same time. Let him rely on the bottle to drown out his misery, ignoring the displeasure of his great great… Diona when he does so. Let him find comfort in a well dressed bard who gets his jokes, who understands his stories like he was there, who has wisdom well beyond his years, who feels like an dream when he wakes up the next morning, hangover hitting him hard.

Let those characters find each other one day, and share a drink as they can relate to each other’s struggles. Let them understand how they miss the world they had left behind, and are constantly reminded of every day. Let Faruzan and Olaf mourn together.

let immortal characters in genshin be horrifying. they're not human and people should recognize that!! it's way more interesting if they don't feel normal

venti forgets to breathe, sometimes. he doesn't need to - he is the air around them. his eyes are just a little too vivid if you look at him directly. he doesn't bleed when he should and he doesn't sleep, either.

xiao stays away from liyue harbor. he doesn't want to corrupt them with his karma, and he doesn't want to frighten them, either. he knows what he looks like: too-gold eyes with too-slitted pupils, ears too pointed and fangs too sharp to be human. if you look at him in the corner of your eye, black and green and red dance across his skin and reach out to you.

ei has never learned to be human. her eyes are blinding and electricity crackles over her skin. the puppet she inhabits has too-smooth skin, porcelain clear and cold to the touch. she moves too quickly, too sharply, like a bolt of lightning that cannot slow down.

zhongli forgets human customs. he speaks of events from thousands of years ago like they were yesterday and talks in long-dead languages. to be under his gaze while solidifying a contract is to feel the weight of millennia upon your back. he makes no sound when he walks and yet his steps can shake the ground.


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