Let's Lean With Mama

i had to use my aac yesterday after i got into a very minor car accident. my partner was driving the car. it was really shocking and scary. she screamed and yelled and that scared me. i verbally shut down and i still haven’t spoken since then. i think i will be okay though.

i hope i don’t lose followers or friends for this, but i don’t understand why people are so allergic to saying trans men. it’s always ‘trans mascs’ which i am not, i am a transsexual man. and it’s always next to ‘trans women’. why do trans women get to be full on women but i am just ‘masculine’? it makes me feel like i am not truly a man in their eyes.

It’s May, which means it’s Ehlers Danlos Syndrome Awareness Month!

Since it’s massively underdiagnosed, I figured this would be a great occasion to share some of my favorite infographics about this condition. (And for any of you who have been wondering why my personal posts here are basically all about medical mishaps and weird injuries: it’s because of hEDS and comorbidities.)

To any of my fellow zebras out there, we will make it through this!

my favorite colors are light sky blue and bright saturated purple !!

how it feels trying to talk yourself out of buying yet another plastic horse to add to your collection

i listen to a lot of true crime/psychology/crime stories because it’s been a long term interest of mine. something that always bothers me is when there is disabled victims specifically victimized by their parents/primary caregivers. when you have sex to get pregnant and have a child, you are signing up for a disabled child whether you like it or not! “it won’t happen to me” but it could! and you could also become disabled. it boggles my mind why some people who hate their disabled child then decide to keep and take care of a person who needs help or is dependent on them and then in turn decide to ABUSE THEM.

i was thinking about how the other day i didn’t know what “sybau” meant (it’s a new slang term that means ‘shut your bitch ass up’) so i asked my online friends and they said it means encouragement or something good. so i just went about my day until i asked what it meant to my gf bc she showed me a meme that said it in a different context that didn’t make sense as encouragement. and she explained the real meaning. i wish i wasn’t so gullible and stupid all the time! i just assume everyone is being truthful.

i am nooooot locked the fuck in. im locked the fuck out. call the locksmith

i am having a very overwhelming and stressful day today already and it’s only 7:40 am. and i had a very stressful day yesterday too. everyone wants me to do this big job but i wasn’t planning on it. it’s messing up my whole plan for the next 2 weeks and im very overwhelmed but no one seems to understand that i am overwhelmed. my supervisor said that she’s feeling overwhelmed about the other custodian quitting and my mom is stressed out but they don’t think or feel like i would be overwhelmed???