Crying

my head hurts from memories and junk, i journaled, head still hurt :(

i’m going to expand on this because i like mansplaining so i can show i’m not stupid :D

okay so obvi when you first meet someone with no pretense of them you should be respectful and what not, but if a bitch comes for me, imma come for that bitch ten fold

we (should) all know “treat others how you want to be treated”, i believe we should add “and treat others how they treat you.”

i’ve been influenced into the f1 fandom, oscar piastri my love <3333

when music doesn’t hit the way it used to, i listen to podfics in my drive

dude i think i’m evolving or something, i have been wanting to draw like 24/7

i crave art

me when i have to sit in the back seat but my mom won’t let me stretch out (she cares for my safety)

:(

giggling and kicking my feet at the fact astarion and karl heisenberg have the same VA

i love men

the tears are free falling.

this is so real

Sam: Okay, but what if we went to dinner not as friends this time?

Y/N: AS ENEMIES?!

Sam: …

i’m such a big fan of feeling different things, i think it’s a curiosity thing. like at one point i considered “what if right before i die i have my eyeballs removed so i could know what it’s like to not see at all. no dark. just nothing”

they’re not always so gruesome though, i really want to know what love feels like. and not really in a craving a relationship type of way, im just genuinely curious.