Dude I Think I’m Evolving Or Something, I Have Been Wanting To Draw Like 24/7

one of my favorite things about bein an artist is gawking at my own progress like brother what.

you’re telling me i used to draw circle heads with no necks or noses or anything at all and NOW i draw like…. semi-realistic anatomy???? you’re telling me i know how to do this shit

me trying to figure out if i’m about to have a psychotic break or if i just have a lot of pent up energy

i’m listening to someone review a creepy ass book and i’m just here like 😟😟😟😟

another day, another staying up til 3 listening to a podfic. let’s go gay people.

I NEED HIM 😭😭😭😭

do with this what you will

i have a wicked headache and the advil isn’t working

i’m such a big fan of feeling different things, i think it’s a curiosity thing. like at one point i considered “what if right before i die i have my eyeballs removed so i could know what it’s like to not see at all. no dark. just nothing”

they’re not always so gruesome though, i really want to know what love feels like. and not really in a craving a relationship type of way, im just genuinely curious.

growing up is calculating cost of living in the middle of the night despite being 19 and very much not independent financially… overthinking at its finest

i remember when i first watched centuarworld.

(spoilers)

it was such a goofy ass show with some hints of deep stuff but then horse basically committed sewerslide and i was flabbergasted. anyways it’s my comfort show 😋👍

AI art should not be compared to an actual artist who put years into mastering their craft and hours into making pieces. It should be seen for what it is, technology, there’s nothing creative about it, it is simply a bunch of images stuck together. It’s like google images but instead of each thing being laid out on its own it’s all bundled up into one.

I can admire the thought put into making AI but it is simply not the same as what an artist does to create their work. The way I see it is an AI can be recreated to a T (probably) but art can not be recreated one to one, it will always have its own flair no matter how minor because of the person making it.

Anyways here’s me expressing my opinions cuz I like sounding smart or whatever