I Hope They Both Die (again)

better yet, it's the same fucking universe (just 5000 years into the future)

Man i fucking knew the style in dai dark looked like dorohedoro, thats the same fucking artist

You all, fools: Kaiman keeping his face at the end of Dorohedoro is him accepting who he is!

Me, an intellectual: This is avoidance coping. This man has accepted nothing about himself, ever.

Zaha Sanko doodle, from Dai Dark. Good comic... Revisiting an old art style here, I hope you like it

All my nd peeps

Me, explaining disassociation to my neurotypical mother:

Her: what?? That’s a thing you do? Are you okay????

Two days later…

Me, explaining disassociation to an ADHD friend:

Her: Oh fuck, there’s a name for that??? Cool

you know?? That feeling like ah, so I’m not the only one, great lmao

it’s fun being a fic writer in a small fandom bc every time I get kudos and comments it’s like “Oh I know you! Hello again, thanks for coming back! :D”

Crosseyes (who matter) headcanons

Natsuki

- Lost one parent to the whole death mushroom incident and the other parent to the average bullshittery of life as a weak mage. Orphaned completely at age 11.

- Living in Mastema means you don’t have to pay rent

- If she’d been given time to practice her magic she would have been able to learn how to cover others with it as well

- The armor she wears under her big ass hoodie is weighted.

- Would love the chance to try devil training (would fail for not having a proper devil attitude)

- Gets crushes easily but they’re never serious

- She and Ton have mid to long range weapon user solidarity

- Could have easily survived the rain apocalypse with her defense magic

- Isn’t fully aware of it but as far as the elites are concerned she’s one of them in all but title. (She needed to hone her skills a bit more and have gone on more missions with them before they made it official)

- By sorcerer standards the elites quite literally adopted Natsuki as a little sister

- Becomes Partners with Ton because they gel very well. A good big brother/little sister team.

- Wants to be strong. Doesn’t slack on physical training even after her magic awakens. Makes it a goal to be strong enough able to bench press every one of the elites one day. Asks Nikaido to train her.

-Her eyes are darker than the void, all pupil all the way down. Likely needs glasses but doesn’t know it since she can see pretty ok. (She’d see even BETTER with glasses)

Fujita 👉👈

Enjoy my deranged Ass

you know theres something about being a kid and not having many friends and constantly feeling stuck. like you know you’re meant for so much more but you just can’t reach it. you don’t want to die but theres nothing to live for and your life doesn’t matter in the grand scheme of things and you just want something to change. 

and theres something about having a face and a name that belongs to you but isn’t yours. and you dont feel real most days even though you’re living the life you wanted. there’s violence in your veins that scares you and a hunger for something that you can taste but never quite see. and every day you’re drowning, drowning and praying for someone to throw you a rope you’re not even sure you’d take.

And then all of a sudden you’re surrounded by people who love you and know you and you can finally breathe. and on the bad days they bring you food and sing silly songs and remind you that you’re real and you matter. you get obsessed over stupid shit and you live day by day because you can’t survive any other way, but your friends listen to you ramble and support you. you’re everything you thought you could be and nothing like you imagined and you’re sense of self is still so fragile but thats okay. you have good food and good friends and  that’s enough to live for.

anyway, Dorohedoro is my favorite manga, can you tell?

Siblings