Nvm Life Is Awesome. My Screen Is Still Weird But I Finished My Essay Planning 😎

i should post more of the stuff in my drafts

I think people misunderstand "x fell first, y fell harder " trope because it's not about like the one who fell harder loves the other person harder. It's just that the one who fell first falls in a graceful way, one step at the time, maybe gradually over a span of time. The one who fell harder smashes trough the air, there's blood everywhere, everything is fine-

alternatively, has being in silverpelt warped your perception of time? you feel like you're same as you've always been, but suddenly you're back in the world of the living and the entire world context has changed. youre a living piece of their ancient history. they speak a different language. you feel like no time has passed at all but suddenly you're unable to ever be just a living cat again because you've been dead 500 years. forget being yourself again, can you even be a person (cat) again?

sometimes i feel really stuck on how to characterise characters like Night and other starclan cats who have been dead for so long because i cant really comprehend how exactly that would change you. fading isnt a thing in this universe. youve been dead for centuries. tiny little things in life havent been relevant for that long because youve forgotten what being alive was.

while i dont characterise my starclan as god-like figures the oldest of them certainly aren't just little cats. WHAT ARE THEY??

having an oc you havent drawn / written about publicly yet that only exist as a concept is so funny. i have special access to this limited edition guy from my brain

i wish i was a cishet guy so that i could start a podcast and go to the gym and allow that to fulfill me spiritually. but instead i have these visions

violence begets violence

u guys will now be getting my ocs + a small side of unrelated cool art on this blog, since im sick of having multiple tumblr blogs. including my mutuals' cool art you better follow them

trying to add another longer chapter to one of stardust’s parts is killlinggg meeee. I think actually I can’t write novel-style anymore im stuck with short tiny one-shots that I can pack with figurative language without anything actually happening

NVM I BOUGHT IT. EVERYTHING IS GOOD AGAIN

im very upset i found something i want and i CANT BUY IT (as USUAL UGH)

retribution..? :)