and not to keep going on about this but I had a mate give me a suggestion of something I could take to make it easier and calm my anxiety and of course I didn't say it to his face or deliberately be a dick or anything but how do I explain that it's not just anxiety, it's everything. it's the loud noises, it's constant hot then cold then hot then cold, it's the fact that carrying baggage just drains me, the fact I feel restricted by the multiple layers I have on to save bag space, the fact that I always feel scared something's gonna go wrong, it's the feeling in my head and body when actually getting up into the air and landing. it's everything. and I know a lot of this could be solved if I just took better precautions or whatever but it right now in this moment it makes me want to burst into tears and throw up and will continue like that until I'm home. I just hate flying.
I am once again reminded why I loathe flying with basically my entire being. it's such an awful experience and I struggle with it so so much. it doesn't help that the last time I flew, it was one of the most awful experiences flying I've had and has left me with lingering memories and flashes that always make me want to burst into tears every time I remember. there's no real point to this, just that I hate flying, it absolutely fucking sucks and I can't wait til I get home so I can burst into tears, hug my family, pet my cat, eat a homecooked meal and pass out for the following 72 hrs. fuck flying. :(((
Reblog to have something lgbt happen to you this summer
so the ghovie was amazing, I loved it as expected, I'm very glad I saw it :))
I need non autistic people to realise meltdowns are a real debilitating thing that has a serious effect on your mental and physical health NOWWWWW!!! The way its been trivialized and lessened pisses me the fuck off. It's not a tantrum and it doesn't come from "being too weak-willed" it's painful and it's embarrassing AND MOST OF ALL IT'S INVOLUNTARY!! Don't claim to be an ally to autistic or disabled people and then make fun of people who have meltdowns. Literally get the hell out of my sight
Following any tag on this accursed website nowadays is like
Because you follow #sea life
https:/malware.com
Edit: OP SUPPORTS SEX WORK AND KINK CULTURE. BY REBLOGGING THIS POST YOU AGREE THAT YOU SUPPORT SEX WORK AND KINK CULTURE
so a trans girl can't post a fully clothed pic much less a nude without fear of getting banned because the advertisers, but THIS
THIS AD WITH A DILDO AND A JERKOFF MACHINE IS WHATS SPONSORING TUMBLR?
so- let's really break this down.
You ban porn. You ban trans girls because they're not "good for advertisers"
But you advertise... sex toys...
I. Fucking.. WHAT
@staff @humans you have some fucking explaining to do.
Spread this shit like wildfire. People need to know what a fucking dumpster fire this hellsite is. And the ones in charge need to be reminded, we aren't going to keep getting pushed around.
being genderfluid is so fun. u cannot misgender me in a way that matters lol
reblog if you love women
this is really making me want someone (I would if I could, I'm not an artist lol) to create a version of The Desperate Man by Gustave Courbet with Armand. like I think it would just scratch a brain itch
do you find me boring?
he/they/she, auDHD, queer as fuck, "sleep all day, party all night, never grow old, never die, but you must feed" (20+!)
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