he/they/she, auDHD, queer as fuck, "sleep all day, party all night, never grow old, never die, but you must feed" (20+!)
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Uk peeps!! Let’s get this going! 🏳️⚧️🇬🇧
this might not make sense to anyone else but to me Strategy and Scientist are sisters
fuck, this song man 😭
just got back from a funeral and on the ride from the graveyard all that kept playing in my head over and over was
"it just feels inhumane to lose so much
cause when you leave you know
you take more than your love"
this is really making me want someone (I would if I could, I'm not an artist lol) to create a version of The Desperate Man by Gustave Courbet with Armand. like I think it would just scratch a brain itch
do you find me boring?
shout-out to humans for making cheese
so a trans girl can't post a fully clothed pic much less a nude without fear of getting banned because the advertisers, but THIS
THIS AD WITH A DILDO AND A JERKOFF MACHINE IS WHATS SPONSORING TUMBLR?
so- let's really break this down.
You ban porn. You ban trans girls because they're not "good for advertisers"
But you advertise... sex toys...
I. Fucking.. WHAT
@staff @humans you have some fucking explaining to do.
Spread this shit like wildfire. People need to know what a fucking dumpster fire this hellsite is. And the ones in charge need to be reminded, we aren't going to keep getting pushed around.
"everything that has a beginning, has to have an ending". FUCK ME. as someone who so very recently lost someone, that line made me cry BUT it did bring me some comfort for now. Thanks Tobias.
so the ghovie was amazing, I loved it as expected, I'm very glad I saw it :))
waiting to see the ghovie with my dad and sister! very excited!!!
consider this:
a hippie/60's psychedelic magical girl that yells out 'Flower Power' when using their special move
so embarrassing when i forget im checking someone's blog and i start scrolling through and liking and reblogging shit as if it's just my dash. it feels like wandering into someone else's apartment and not noticing and making myself lunch
(talking to a newborn baby) you should look into ‘movies’ at some point. they’ve got lots of shapes and colors, I think you’d really like them. oh, I know you’re not a huge fan of sounds yet but once you get used to them you should check out ‘music’ too. really good stuff.
everyone wants weird until weird is actually weird and they don’t know how to cope with that
btw if we're mutuals and we're both online at the same time, in my mind this is what we're doing
it’s so nutty watching urself develop like catching urself react differently than u previously would’ve and be like woah.. cunts maturing? go on then
There's a play I love called Pronoun by Evan Placey that my drama teacher assigned me back in school that I think so wonderfully captures this. I remember reading it for the first time and feeling so strongly understood and heartbroken at the same time, because it felt so real. it felt so much like I was watching a real person take those beginning steps away from miserable. it has stuck with me to this day. I will always remember how it felt reading it and how I felt so seen. I still have the copy my drama teacher gave me. it's one of my most cherished possessions (which is saying something cause I cherish everything that people I love and care about have given me lol). (and that drama teacher was a godsend too, he was fantastic)
I think that the real essence of a 'trans' story isn't actually about gender at all, so much as it's about going through a transition from one state where you're miserable and unhappy and wish for death or feel like you're already dead to another radically different state where...you're content. You're just content. You had something chronically wrong with you, like a painful screeching that just becomes the background noise of your existence and then...it's gone. You are, in some ineffable cosmic sense, where you belong.
Ok so I talked about S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W, but what about Disenchanted?
I find that when people talk about the Black Parade it's not often discussed, sadly. SO NOW I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT IT
But honestly the song is really, really good. Like how it starts off slowly and Gerard talking/singing quietly, and then picks up with the: "it was THE ROAR OF THE CROWD-" I really like that part.
The lyrics?? Excuse me??
You're just a sad song with nothing to say About a life long wait for a hospital stay And if you think that I'm wrong This never meant nothing to ya
this is one of the chiller MCR songs that you can cry yourself to sleep to, and I think that chill songs like this one, along with Cancer and Sleep, are necessary for a otherwise loud and booming album that is the Black Parade.
gotta thank Mikey for whispering "Disenchanted" in the members ears at 3am to convince them to put it on the album 🙏🏼
the monster high girl to creepypasta nico di angelo mcr teen to metalhead goth horror guy is so real guys 🙏
I have been reliably informed by everyone in my life that I am the furthest thing from scary and intimidating.
so I have made it my life's goal to go in completely the opposite direction and become an unnerving level of adorable where nobody suspects me but I AM secretly terrifying or so small and occult I become Chucky/Annabelle adjacent
the world is heartbreaking every day and the world is beautiful every day and we have to pay attention to both
and not to keep going on about this but I had a mate give me a suggestion of something I could take to make it easier and calm my anxiety and of course I didn't say it to his face or deliberately be a dick or anything but how do I explain that it's not just anxiety, it's everything. it's the loud noises, it's constant hot then cold then hot then cold, it's the fact that carrying baggage just drains me, the fact I feel restricted by the multiple layers I have on to save bag space, the fact that I always feel scared something's gonna go wrong, it's the feeling in my head and body when actually getting up into the air and landing. it's everything. and I know a lot of this could be solved if I just took better precautions or whatever but it right now in this moment it makes me want to burst into tears and throw up and will continue like that until I'm home. I just hate flying.
I am once again reminded why I loathe flying with basically my entire being. it's such an awful experience and I struggle with it so so much. it doesn't help that the last time I flew, it was one of the most awful experiences flying I've had and has left me with lingering memories and flashes that always make me want to burst into tears every time I remember. there's no real point to this, just that I hate flying, it absolutely fucking sucks and I can't wait til I get home so I can burst into tears, hug my family, pet my cat, eat a homecooked meal and pass out for the following 72 hrs. fuck flying. :(((
I am once again reminded why I loathe flying with basically my entire being. it's such an awful experience and I struggle with it so so much. it doesn't help that the last time I flew, it was one of the most awful experiences flying I've had and has left me with lingering memories and flashes that always make me want to burst into tears every time I remember. there's no real point to this, just that I hate flying, it absolutely fucking sucks and I can't wait til I get home so I can burst into tears, hug my family, pet my cat, eat a homecooked meal and pass out for the following 72 hrs. fuck flying. :(((
Reblog to have something lgbt happen to you this summer
i feel like its all about unmasking autism until said autistic is not bubbly and excitable when unmasked and actually kinda comes off as an asshole
those romans think they're minted 🤔 but they ain't rich like me 💵 you can't call yourself loaded till you can buy an army💰⚔️ ran rome with pompey and caesar 🤝 they're more famous than me 😭 but i'm the worlds richest geezer 👴 there's no-one richer than me 🤑
#this absolutely amazing #i also absolutely adore this film sm
My Annual rewatch of Labyrinth went fantastic :o)
“Those poor boys”
“She deserves to be punished too.”
“I’m not saying I support rape, but-”
“Sorry to say - she deserved it.”
“She put herself in harm’s way”
“But if she was fingered, then that’s not rape.”
“She ruined their lives.”