he/they/she, auDHD, queer as fuck, "sleep all day, party all night, never grow old, never die, but you must feed" (20+!)
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#love confessions #at least I might get a dramatic way out #maybe I can wear olden time clothing for it too and come back as a ghost
First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die
How you dying đ
it is rotten work. but i love you purposely and ardently, so iâll do it anyway. itâs rotten work because i donât like to see you hurt. so stain these hands, i can wash them clean. i will wash them clean so you can stain them again. tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow. because i chose to love you. rotten parts and all.
if i cant dance to life eternal at my wedding i will call the entire thing off
List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers â¤ď¸
1) spending time with people I love and care about
2) listening to music
3) acting/performing
4) watching my comfort shows and films
5) infodumping (to those who are willing to listen obviously lol)
<333
â Audrey Hepburn
they deserve to hang out more
likes do nothing!
I'm 99% I'm about to have a meltdown or am currently experiencing one because I want to scream and cry and hit something and hurt myself and everything is going wrong and feels wrong and I can't breathe and I'm scared I'm going to lash out at my friends even though I don't want to and they haven't done anything wrong and I feel so guilty for just feeling angry at them even though I haven't even said or done anything to them as of yet and I just feel so guilty for just being angry and for experiencing a meltdown and I'm so scared of being mean and angry and hurting them and I'm scared of them seeing me like this cause it's not pretty or easy and it's not fair on them having to deal with it and be around me while I'm like this but nothing is helping and I'm scared, so so scared and one of my friends (who is on the waiting list for an autism assessment and has an autistic sibling) told me they don't see autism as a disability but as a gift but it really doesn't feel like it, especially right now (and in fact this entire week) when i feel like this because omfg is it fucking agonising. I can't even put into words how much it physically hurts and aches and I hate it and I hate that because I'm lower support needs people think it doesn't affect me as much or that it isn't so difficult as to my detriment as if it doesn't affect and impair all parts of my fucking life.
âĄhair pulling
âĄhaving financial stability
âĄchoking
âĄrecycling
âĄbondage
âĄsaving the bees
âĄrole playing
âĄhaving a healthy sleep schedule
Every single person in your life will have a last day with you.
Since we don't know when that day will come, make all of your interactions beautiful.
fairly certain I'm interacting with some of my mutuals for the first time via boops. get WHACKED. I love you.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, to listen to doctors and get my flu vaccine and any shots i could because they remembered Before.
then they started fighting Covid precautions.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that the ozone was disappearing and the earth was dying and we needed to recycle and save the planet.
now my parents think climate change is a myth.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that racism was a plague, that we had to love and accept everyone, that we should never judge before walking a mile in their shoes.
then they told me that protesting for my Black siblings was wrong.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that we needed to give to the poor. working at soup kitchens. making quilts. collecting food and money and supplies. building houses. because it was the christian and just plain right thing to do.
now they look at me, on food stamps with their grandchildren, and lament the "welfare state".
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, that it was easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than a rich man to enter the Kingdom of Heaven and that any rich man, especially an immoral one, should never run our country.
you can guess who they voted for.
i remember adults telling me, as a kid, so very much.
when did they forget?
Day 221 of posting Good Omens memes Everyday until Season 3
are you ever just having a normal conversation when you realise that you're a mortal being and that every moment you don't say something weird is another lost opportunity and get overcome with a powerful urge to just do or say something absolutely shocking before it's too late
currently crying over how much I love my friends and how they'll never truly understand the depth of that because they'll never be able to transplant their consciousness into mine and know that sometimes I look at them and feel so much love it physically hurts and aches
Happiness Will Come To You.
go on get me, please #level 3
its that time again! reblog and iâll rate and roast your url đ
#josieroasts for your filters
read more to participate âŹď¸
couple of rules for yâall this time cause last time got out of hand:
you need clearly communicate consent to to do so
you must be 18 or older. if i catch u asking and youâre a minor, instant block no exceptions.
pick a level from 1-3, on a scale of gentle to hit me with your best shot.
rules for me:
if you want me to delete my response to you, i will do so with no questions asked
no transphobia, homophobia, racism, ableism, etc.
otherwise no rules đ
glhf đ
a normal and average sunday consists of lying on the ground thinking about how much I'd like to go back and do everything again because this time I'd do everything right
I am gender fluid, support the genderfluids and I make a mean Mac n cheese so I tick all the boxes :D
#this feels targeted (in a good way lol) #i am a fluid entity #and people love my Mac and cheese
my gender is shitty black nail polish and questionable morals, actually
saying "faggots like me shouldn't have to suffer like this" about any inconvenience
If sexual activity between same-gender people became illegal, the police would be the ones enforcing those laws.
That's why police are not welcome at Pride. Pride is for unconditional supporters, not for those who would become enemies as soon as they're ordered to.
eveeyones got it wrong your mid 20s arent for going to the club or partying or picking up new crafts. your 20s are for discovering how much more autistic you are than you thought you were in high school
This meme is inescapable on French insta so I'm posting it here for all to enjoy
The idea of the devil representing âevilâ as opposed to âgoodâ does not⌠it clashes with my idea of the devil. Because the devil for me represents rock and roll, film, freedom, humor - essentially, my life and my background because itâs so coloured with so many âblasphemousâ expressions. I think thatâs one of the most common misconceptions that makes it so hard for people to fathom - that thereâs obviously the biblical devil, and then you have the pop-cultural devil. The pop-cultural devil being very much a representative of freedom, intellectualism and liberation from the chains of handicapping worship of the three Abrahamic religions - because thatâs what [these religions] are about, theyâre about control. Satan represents, in the pop cultural sense, the opposite of that. In the Bible it represents evil, but I know very, very few things in the history of the world that have been perpetrated in the name of the devil that have been to the non-benefit of mankind, whereas⌠I mean, just look at the amount of abuse and human despair that has been caused in the name of âgood.â
â Tobias Forge on what Satan means to him