Recently Bought A Sketch Book And Have Been Drawing On My Work Breaks.

I had a dream last night

Where in the next BSD manga chapter

Atsushi sees like

Another flashback about Akutagawa

And it's when he's dying

And Akutagawa is thinking all gay n shit like

'To die for one I love, is to die happy'

And like idk what that means??????

Manifesting cannon sskk in my dreams ig

No cause like

Every time he does something wrong in front of Atsushi, he always play it off??

And finds someone else to blame??

Like he refuses to put any blame on himself

And it's not even with Atsushi alone

Even Chuuya and Akutagawa, he tries to claim he didn't mean it/did it out of kindness????

(Don't have any proof, but I'm sure if I went looking I could find some rlly easily)

It had to be the headmaster because Dazai would never willingly show Atsushi how he abused Akutagawa because he's too addicted to Atsushi looking at him like he was a good person

The average person cannot remember thr name of a song

I, whomst listens to 200 million songs a day and can't remember the name to any of them, am an outlier and should not be counted

(Edit: Who -> Whomst)

(My ELA teacher is prolly crying rn)

Soukoku 🖤🖤 text posts

I'm not autistic but younger me would relate to this a bit too much

Cause it was all that + not feeling like I belonged in my body, so it's nice just seeing someone bring it up

Shout out to all yall who were made fun of for no fuckin reason growing up <3

You're all doing better/going to do better than those dip shits who made fun of you

happy autism awareness day to all the girls who had “ friends” growing up who were actually bullying them . to the girls who always sat alone in the grass and wondered why nobody wanted to talk . to the girls who spoke to animals like they were listening . to the girls who created a little world in their room . to the girls who always felt ashamed for how deeply they love things and how passionately they enjoyed media . to the girls who covered their ears when they were overwhelmed by everything . to the girls who carrying a special thing around to feel safe . to the girls who never understood what they did wrong to feel so lonely . to the girls who were diagnosed later in life because they weren’t little boys who liked trains. you are so special and beautiful and you’re not worse for it, you love deeply and that is so wonderful please never try to push that down . I LOVE YOU !!!!!

Things I have said to myself whilst writing an essay:

I cant call him a faggot (DW I CAN SAY IT IM GAY) because he is a genius who is also my ancestor- *Went to check biography for info on his love life* FUCK and I should not disrespect the dead but BY GOD do I want to

Man I would not survive without google. I Couldnt imagine having to go through a dictionary- shit no wrong one. The one with synonyms... Th...... something Thochuary Thoturary. (It was a thesaurus)

Therios (Its that one word pronounces theer ees) (its fucking late) (ASnd I hate key

borafs)

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My ancestors watching me not having an allowance/not knowing proper etiquette: Peasent bitch

My flexing my head still being attached: Fuck you too lmao

Watching my parents try to figure out how to drive a fancy car is the best thing to ever happen to me

They're so dumb

It's hilarious

(Derogatoraly towards my mom, semi jokingly towards my dad)

(Can't have yall thinkin I like my mom)

(This is very important information)

"WhY aRe YoU tAkInG yOuR cHrOmEbOoK?"

You don't even wanna KNOW white boy