I Off Myself In My Head For At Least 567 Times In A Day.

How do I kill myself without making anyone sad?

The way I'd actually be okay with somebody having a full blog dedicated to just pictures of me? Spoiling me with gifts and stuff I like?? Stalking me but also being my friend so I feel like it's not wrong when you have pictures of me!! It's just friendly? The picture of me sleeping?? That's from a sleepover and it has a filter on it silly! Not creepy at all.

I'd adore that.

I'm so tired of being in this vicious cycle of hating myself and not feeling good enough

I want to be someone’s favourite PLEASE

Please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.

"Can mutuals DM you?" moots can kick me, punch me in the throat, spit on my face, saw me in half, kiss me, obsess over me, stalk me idgaf

Staying clean is lame i want to relapse every single day.

Not letting them pee because I like the way they squirm and cry while I fuck them with their bladder full. occasionally pushing down on it just to test their limits.

fuck it we ball (malnourished, heavy eve bags, dehydrated, and on the verge of insanity)