I'm So Tired Of Being In This Vicious Cycle Of Hating Myself And Not Feeling Good Enough

it is a very lonely existence when no one bothers to talk to me anymore

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

If soulmates exist at all, I pity mine because I'm definitely not worth waiting for.

People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

i don't even think they KNOW they're my fp at this point. ive told them before. so they either forgot or they don't give a fuck.

me when masturbating doesnt fix me

there is probably nothing good for you here.

• Adam/Adrian (i am indecisive call me fuckface if you want idc)

• 21

• he/they

a vent blog or something idk there are many trigger warnings

why the fuck are you all i think about it's been over a year since we've been together and were still best friends but god all i fucking want is you and i fucked it all up and it's all my fault that we're not even together anymore because i couldn't love you in the way you needed to be loved and it fills my heart so impossibly full to see you happy with him but fuck it makes me the most miserable ive ever felt because i know i'll always be alone i'll never have what i had with you again and i don't think im ever gonna forgive myself for giving you up but you deserved better than me for a lover goodnight tumblr