if the cage is open why am i still trapped.
i like clingy. i like double texts. i like random calls. i like paragraphs. I love being excited to talk <3
i will never be able to love someone without hating them.
do NOT develop a parasocial relationship with that internet person they WILL disappoint u. not me though. u can all be parasocial with me, i will never hurt u like that
sorry for oversharing on tumblr.com do you still love me
why do i have to be happy for you. im not.
well okay that's not entirely true. im happy that you're happy. i'll always be grateful for your happiness. but jesus fucking christ why why why WHY can't i have the same things you have and why can't you just be mine.
oh well. that's what drugs are for.
am letting tumblr decide, should i get high on klonopin tonight? 👀👀
“the ethics of vampirism” well i just really like it and think it’s cool. What about that
So often ableds expect me to act like a perfect little inspirational angel, when in reality I’m a human with emotions like the rest of y’all.
I don’t want to have to smile after you tell me you’d kill yourself if you were in my situation.
I don’t want to grin and nod while you treat me like a child and pet my hair.
I don’t want to laugh it off when you tell me about your friend who had my condition and died.
I don’t want to generously share my deeply personal medical history with a stranger I just met on the street.
I want to cuss and call you out on your BS, not sit compliantly in my wheelchair like a sweet little angel.