wow. i really haven't spoken to my fp in a whole week. after 3 years of talking every single day, all day.
they've sent me memes all week, i only actually opened our chat for the first time yesterday. all i did was like the posts they sent me. i didn't really know what else to do. i feel like this is so wrong. everything feels wrong and i feel numb.
they had made this big instagram post with their new besties during the week too, so I know exactly what they've been doing this whole time that they haven't been talking to me.
why is it impossible for me to be anyone's first choice.
why do i still bother lol
one must imagine sisyphus grinding his penis on the rock, moaning wantonly
P L E A S E stop sending me memes and actually talk to me please please please
too busy focusing on not killing myself to care whether i accomplish anything else
"summer is the worst" "no winter is!!!" actually both are. down with Big Temperature. spring and autumn for the win
do you guys also ruin every good thing in your life or is that just me
If soulmates exist at all, I pity mine because I'm definitely not worth waiting for.
i want new friends but i hate the small talk and the getting to know each other, it takes so loooonnnngggggg . . . (╥﹏╥)
if i die feel free to never move on and let it haunt you forever. it's what i would have wanted