Okay Graduated From ‘everything Is Embarrassing’ Actually Nothing Is. Actually Genuinely Nothing

Tootie was enjoying her milkshake on the outside patio of a nice-for-hell cafe. Then a demon decided it was a good idea to confront her.

if i finish even half of the stuff i'm meant to finish before the end of kinktober you guys are going to be so sick of me you'll be ready to cartoon strangle me. the good news is that i'm VERY bad at finishing things so probably i'm safe

Emperors Red and Purple. Finally took the time to finish this, now it's time for me to sleep for twelve hours straight and never open the psd files again

deathnote but it takes place in 2022 and Matt leaks all the details of the Kira case to his discord kittens

plot twist one of his kittens is just near in disguise spying on mello

Near and his friends :,)

"can you write?" I can certainly put words next to each other

Mello’s character intrigues me a lot, and so does his motivation, his strengths and weaknesses. I believe his personality to be affected by his mental illness, which I personally see being Narcissitic Personality Disorder. In this post I’d like to go over the latest revision of DSM-5 for the section for NPD to see how many of the official diagnostic criteria apply to Mello’s actions in the manga. 

I myself have NPD, so I naturally recognize a lot of patterns within his behaviors and behind his motivation. However, I have to make this disclaimer: This is about a fictional character’s motivations. Do not actually use lists you find online, no matter how official, for diagnosing. Only longterm evaluation of patterns in one’s behavior done by a medical professional can serve as a basis for diagnosing someone with NPD. It’s a serious disorder that heavily affects our life and relationships, don’t treat it easily. 

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As Gaz waited outside for Dib, she laments on how stupid he was.

I get that they think they are bringing me up by saying that, I do. But all I can feel is them dismissing the fact that I have ADHD and I cannot work the way I’m apparently supposed to. By saying this, they’re saying that I just have to keep pushing onwards the same way I always had to because I was able to do it before.

Going back to that car engine analogy thing…

My car engine is not working as is standard. It randomly shuts off. Trying to get it to turn back on is a pain. Sometimes, it manages to stay on for a while and I can get the car to move for a few miles, or kilometres or metres. But sometimes, it keeps shutting off as soon as I manage to turn it on. Or sometimes, it wouldn’t turn on at all, no matter what I try.

But I have to get to my destination. No matter what I have to get there. So I keep trying. I keep worrying about if I’m even going to make it there on time. Or at all.

Okay, I don’t know where I’m going with this but I feel like I have to write this for some reason

I remember when I was a teenager and kept insisting to my parents that there was something wrong with me because I couldn’t make myself study or do homework when I should and I was so stressed and anxious because I kept procrastinating, they kept telling me that I just need to train myself.

They compared it to a car engine for some reason, saying that when a car hasn’t been driven for a long time and you try to drive it, there are issues with the engine running, but if you drive it everyday then it runs smoothly. And that it was the same way with motivation and productivity, apparently.

Then I finally got diagnosed with ADHD

And somehow they have either forgotten or brushed aside all the times they’ve scolded me and argued with me, and now they are saying, “But you were able to do it! You should be proud!”