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Their homoerotic energy will not be forgotten ✌🏻😔

Luca Guadagnino was ignored by the Oscars and I won't let that slide >:-(

no i dont think i will stop thinking about benji from hfwu .. benji whos father his number 1 supporter was shot in front of him at the beginning of the book his blood splattered on his face buried under his nails forever ingrained into the ridges of his fingerprints benji who loved so fiercely it was dangerous so much so that he forgave the boy who hurt him so quickly and it cost him almost everything BEEENJIII who felt different for so long and who ended up associating that feeling with being monstrous after he was injected with seraph BENJI. who just wanted to be a boy that loved boys. who was only a teen when the world fell apart and chained him down, benji who had religion and trauma whispering in his ear bite your tongue and do as you are told for He will never forgive you if you follow your heart — benji who was never even sure who He was, if heaven and hell and everything his life revolved around for so long even existed ..

i love him

The stylized frames from my "The Mind Electric" Across the Spider-Verse animatic!

I do think Jayce and Viktor are a neurodivergent x neurodivergent relationship and Viktor definitely gives some media typical autism vibes but as someone with ADHD I don’t think Jayce has ADHD

I think Jayce has anxiety

And obviously this is all just good fun headcanoning but I kinda see that Jayce doesn’t know he has anxiety because he manages it by working in the forge. But it still manifest in his people-pleasing behavior

So sometimes when they’re under deadline and he can’t get away to go make stuff with his hammers to blow off his working dog levels of need for exercise to manage his anxiety Jayce gets very… jittery like “Haha I have no idea why I can’t stop shaking and I feel like the world is gonna end, better go hit things with hammers until that weird feeling goes away again!!1”

Which is why Viktor sometimes just orders Jayce to go do lapse around the Academy until he calms down on a bad day and Jayce is just grateful his partner is looking out for him before he has an actual “unexplained” meltdown

(With thanks to @linddzz for riffing on this with me)

vent I'm pretty sure no one asked or cared about

God, I just hate that talk of "oh, things will eventually get better" so fucking much. I have been to therapy for years, so did I keep on taking medication and tried physical exercise but NOTHING worked. And please, do not view this as a "but it doesn't matter doing those things and not changing your mindset" because, FUCK, i tried. I tried so hard to believe things would be better. That this crippling feeling of loneliness that genuinely make my bones ache would eventually dissipate, if not completely, then at least a little. That the little me as a kid wouldn't need to imagine a world he'd feel truly feel seen and understood because people would be like it in the future. I remember everytime I felt disconnected from others around me, even friends and family, I'd tell myself all would change one day and would lose track of time desperately desiring for simple moments that felt magical in my head, like having a true heartfelt conversation and being truly seen and understood by somebody. Now I understand that it doesn't get to happen, you just keep pushing on until you die and I don't want this existence. I feel like I, ironically, love life and it's possibilities too much to end up like this. I just...i don't know. I was diagnosed as autistic not long ago, and yeah, it surely was one of the big reasons why I felt so disconnected and different from others my age but even with that, it still feels like there's something wrong. Something that no doctor can point at or diagnose. Something rotten and wrong and deeply ingrained in me that makes people leave eventually. That make other people see me as "cool or whatever" to be around for a bit before moving on with their lives and finding actual people. So...yeah. It was depressing

"Jayce broke his promise to Viktor and took away his autonomy and free will"

1. He had no fuckin idea it was gonna do that. Up until this point he'd only seen it revive plants kinda badly

2. These guys have been Unethical Scientists since day one

3. Is it not, for scientists who have saved each other from total oblivion time and time again, the height of romance. To go against God and nature for just the chance of hearing their voice again. To risk everything in pure blind, manic devotion. To create a monster with the face of your partner and then stop at nothing to find him within the beast, pull him out with only your love to offer. It takes death and destruction first but it's over and he's here and he's holding your hand and you are forgiven and he is forgiven. And isn't that worth it?

4. I don't careeeeeeeeee oh my god I do not care. This is the War Criminal Show and these are my Favorite War Criminals.

Trauma produces weird stuff

okay okay I'm thinking about trans Dipper right? I'm thinking Stan probably wasn't the most accepting at first, not in a flat out misgendering way, but more of a not respecting him as a real guy and more like going along with someone pretending. if that makes sense.

But he slowly grew more accepting after maybe doing some research, or being convinced by Mabel. Dipper didn't really know this until in Dipper vs Manliness, when Grunkle Stan said:

"You were your own man and you stood up for yourself."

"Huh?"

"You did what was right even though no one agreed with you. Sounds pretty manly to me, but what do I know?"

and for Dipper, that was the first time Stan acknowledged him as, like, a "real man". Stan wouldn't admit to his face that he was being a jerk before, but just saying that and changing his ways meant a lot to Dipper :)

a comic about meeting your younger self :)

Thank you for reading :)

it is finally finished and I can rest! WLW version coming soon!

@0dde11eth @help-help-i-need-an-adult @catscraftsandcommentary @fandom-junk-drawer @random-apollo-child @thequeeninyellowlace @awitcheress

Idc what straight canon couple you give me I am still gonna ship the homos

Fiyero Tiggular did not sing the entirety of Dancing Through Life — fear infested depression disguised as nihilistic warts and all — for so many to just write him off as the handsome but shallow popular guy

When the council realises they have a duo of genius inventors at their hands theyre like "huh, so how can we market this to the public. Ew, one of them is from the undercity, lets fully forget about him. But the other one is good looking, built and has a last name, lets put this guy on our merch, i bet hes good with people" SIKE the first time jayce gets dragged to a gala he pouts the entire evening bc he wasnt allowed to bring his emotional support wet blanket (viktor), he mostly just stands next to cassandra kirraman or mel and only speaks when spoken to and then always manages to get way too technical about whatever hes working on, so they decide that maybe hes just gonna smile and look pretty from now on. He starts tugging on mels sleeve after 1 hour and asks if hes allowed to go back to the lab now.

Mel enrolls him in a public speaking course afterwards "baby, if you want funds to continue your tinkering you have to at least get out two sentences of smalltalk before telling people about how you and viktor crank it in the lab 24/7"

Under discussed topic: I don't think Jayce would have actually lasted long in the time of peace if he had not died with Viktor. This is such a huge shame cause Jayce used to be an unshakeable pacifist who could barely bring himself to harm people.

Like, if Arcane had ended in a way that Viktor died and Jayce was left alive...... That would not have lasted long. Not in the state his mind was left in. We have not forgotten that man was glitching in and out of conversations after getting out of the wild rune. He got personally affected by any form of magic he sensed vibrating near him.

Peace would not have been peace to pacifist Jayce, not after he'd had his whole psyche rewritten by trauma, and Jayce is generally a really soft guy. He'd have to deal with surviving that, and then the survivor's guilt from surviving the death of his partner? It would not have worked out. Therapy would not be enough. It's unfortunately for the best that things ended up the way they did. At least Viktor's three traumatising deaths help balance out the equation.

In a world without hexstrap

We would all have been happier...

Jayvik enjoying their interdimensional honeymoon

"There's beauty in imperfections"

I just want to be loved the way Jayce loves, c'mon universe

Oh, being a Viktor kinnie with no Jayce kinnies around is quite saddening...

Can't stop thinking about these tragic little gays

(although Jayce is anything but little...anyway)

Def not morbid poem

Can one tell I got depression? I don't think so...

oh, if it isn't good ol gender dysphoria? At least became drawing material

Based on me trying to use the bathroom in college (answer: I don't! Wish my bladder luck)

Bigotry agaisnt trans men is spreading so I want to send some love to the transmasc community.

I love you trans men.

Love you trans men who don't pass.

Love you trans men who will never pass.

Love you trans men who don't want to pass.

Love you poc trans men.

Love you gay trans men.

Love you lesbian trans men.

Love you straight trans men.

Love you bi trans men.

Love you ace trans men.

Love you Jewish trans men.

Love you atheist trans men.

Love you pagan trans men.

Love you trans men with breasts.

Love you trans men who aren't on T yet.

Love you trans men who'll never be on T.

Love you mentally in trans men.

Love you unmedicated mentally ill trans men.

Love you trans men who self harm.

Love you trans men who've thought about ending their lives.

Love you trans men with cringe interests.

Love you trans men who dress in ways people consider cringe.

Love you trans men who'll never have sex.

Love you trans men who have a lot of sex.

Love you trans men who are sex workers.

Love you trans men who've had abortions.

Love you feminine trans men.

Love you butch trans men.

Love you trans men who still consider themselves cute and pretty.

Love you trans men who aren't physically attractive.

Love you trans men who hate being called cute or pretty.

I love you. I love you. I love you. You are valid. You are a man. You deserve to be seen as a man. You deserve to be loved and cherished as a man. You deserve to be happy. You aren't made worse by your transition, you aren't a burden on the community, we're happy you're here, we're happy you're men, we love you.

Reblog this to send love to your transmasc followers.

Owen from I saw the tv glow (trans icon)

"There is still time"

If this movie doesn't break your heart, you are either cis or dead inside

so rom-com coded 💘

DEADPOOL & WOLVERINE!!! ❤️⚔️💛

I hope you guys love it I had a great time drawing this one!! Especially with the Canadian and Chris Evans easter eggs 🤣

#Pedro Pascal is really the cutest with Fink 🥹 (fun fact, Fink is called Escobar (yes like Pablo) in french!)

#Going to be sick, Agatha cares so much for him but she doesn't understand her own feelings because she doesn't know what maternal love looks like

Good omens but make it pride and prejudice

Love them (not Neil Gaiman though)

12th doctor and clara

One of my first digital drawings ever and the best ship in doctor who (don't accept other answers. Yup. This is a dictatorship, my friend)