I Have A Lot Of Theriotypes But This Is Probably The Most Threatening When Angry And The One I Use To

I think im a cat

I drew an older dib in class. No consistent design or anything just something I made cause I was bored

Keep in mind I didn't have an eraser so there are some mistakes and stuff,.,.,.,. Tried to do a kind of jhonen ish art style because i have no consistency really and i like how he turned out, might make a few changes if i ever decide to make him digital

Violent thoughts/desires (not in a sexual way) under the cut

please just let me have a consistent way of existing I don't want to constantly switch between wanting to rip someone's intestines out, bite down on their neck so they can't breathe, feed on them after the life has faded from their eyes etc and just wanting to never have been born, being tired all the time thus trying to sleep for as long as possible whenever i can, escape reality via indulging in the most useless rabbit holes on the internet etc

What if they dressed alternative (updated bc i fixed some nitpicks of mine)

tw violent thought under the cut

GOD I WANT TO WAKE UP AS ANY OF MY PREDATOR THERIOTYPES SO FUCKING BAD

I WANT TO BARE MY TEETH

SNARL

CHASE PREY ON MY FOUR LEGS

HAVE DIGITIGRADE LEGS, LONG CANINES, BIG FURRY EARS AND A LONG TAIL

KILL SOMETHING AND EAT IT

AND CHEW ON A CHEW TOY

4-7 year old me: no guys! I'm part cat! My parents adopted me from a cat and I have night vision and I walk on all fours!

8-11 year old me: oh my god that was such an embarrassing phase of my life what the fuck? Well its probably because of the autism anyway yeah it's normal other ppl had that phase too I'm normal this isn't a weird occurrence

*proceeds to use art as my personal therapy and sketch out all the things I long for (any of my at that moment unknown theriotypes cause i still wanted to be an animal or creatures eating raw meat etc)*

13 year old me: yeah uh I am not human mentally

12-15 year old me: I'm a werewolf! Grrrr!🐺

Post middle school me: well my parents are really pissed about me being a werewolf so I guess I can't be a werewolf. It's probably just a cringey phase anyway.

18-20 year old me: my werewolf phase was likely born from the consistent and inescapable child abuse I suffered, and my desire to protect myself from it. It was also a way for me to connect with my friends at the time and express my love for nature. Yeah it was cringey, but it made those difficult years worthwhile.

21 year old me: ok, so you know what would be really funny...

This is my Splatoon oc her name is maple :)

She has a disability that refrains her body from growing more than 12 years old physically but in reality she's probably 27. I've been working on her design and lore for a few days or weeks I forgot which one but I think she's pretty cool compared to my other attempts at Splatoon ocs so I'm posting her here

I see pim as some sort of maybe kinda sticky slimy frog salamander amphibian creature (so I draw him with a tail), Charlie as a humanish creature (since he used to be a homunculus) that still has smaller features of other mammals maybe possibly, alan is a cryptid lizard creature and glep is glep I have no idea what he could be maybe a kind of amphibian too cause a bird he definitely is not

sketches

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