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When This All Goes Away (pt. 2)

Hearing your devastating story of the years missing between us made it clear, made me understand you on a deeper level, and I loved every moment of you sharing – how does one love during a moment of hearing a heartbreaking story? 

In my whining and pining and imagining you rejecting me in the future, it reminded me to remember that it’s not all about me. Indeed, as you said, you need time for you to just be.

And as someone who has many times lost herself, been hidden by others from herself, submitted to pressure to give up myself, and as someone who then has had many years to be exactly who I want to be without interference let alone repression and the suffocation you suffered, I get it, and it is my biggest wish for you.

I want you so much to heal, recover, repair. Please don’t ever let me get in the way.

Of course, now I think I love you even more, now.

😍🤤

my tol baby

Star Wars has my heart, always. My latest collection of words on my favorite soul candies.

Your Feelings for Them are Strong ❤️

My go-to attitude is that Valentine’s Day is a crock, a farce, a Hallmark holiday. I am an anti-sentimental, cynical hater of love, except when I fantasize about Kylo Ren. I am a fierce defender of my singlehood, but I like romantic relationships, but, even if I were to have a cherished love in real life, I have a bad reaction to conventional notions of romance, expelling it from my imagination as projectile thought vomit.

So not unusual that I am much opposed to Kylo Ren and Rey becoming romantically involved because I consider Kylo Ren MY delicious cupcake, my favorite flavor of tragedy, for me alone. The only reason I could maybe (slim chance) accept any relationship between them is if she turns to the dark side, and they don’t get married (because I don’t like that institution from our civilization imposed on the Star Wars galaxy) but even then, they just aren’t right for each other because he’s MINE, so if they allied, it better be platonic! 

Besides, one of my evidence-less theories is that Rey is Leia’s daughter, from a relationship after Han and she broke up. I also have a baseless theory that Anakin had a twin and Rey is Anakin’s grand niece. So if Rey and Ren don’t remain enemies, they certainly cannot have a romantic relationship because they are related, and I say that is how it should be for the sake of my fanatical insertion in my favorite fictional galaxy far far away.

On social media there is a ton of Reylo feeds perpetuating this glob-awful relationship, and I often smirk roll my eyes when I come across them, although many have indulged their wish for this relationship with fun, charming, beautiful, comical and haunting representations inspired by this relationship. 

Keep reading

i love Sonic Youth and i love Kylo x Rey so here you go!

‘Goo’ - Sonic Youth (x)

https://www.facebook.com/geeksaresexy/posts/10154948145148194

By Chris Rathbone

Rey, Kylo Ren, Luke, Finn, Phasma and Snoke from freshly leaked The Last Jedi promotional images. These are such a total delight, and they take my already obscene hype for this movie to new heights.

Made Vader waffles (that were actually more like pancakes) with my new gift. Master Ren (my delicious cupcake) loved them!

sweetness

Kylo Ren + contemplating his lightsaber

When you realize that by the end of TLJ, this guy is the most powerful man in the Galaxy

Kylo Ren is effectively ruling the Galaxy by the end of The Last Jedi when he killed and took over Snoke’s position as De-Facto Leader of The First Order

By extension, he took over Snoke’s position as Leader of High Command, making him Commander-in-Chief of the FO Military Council 

KYLO NOW HOLDS THE TITLE SUPREME LEADER OF THE FIRST ORDER

AKA THE FORMER GALACTIC EMPIRE, aka, THE PROGENY OF EMPEROR PALPATINE’S REGIME. THIS IS A FEAT HIS GRANDFATHER NEVER MANAGED TO ACCOMPLISH BUT CRAVED TO SO BADLY.

THIS 30-YEAR-OLD

HAND-HOLDING

GLISTENING 8-PACK WEARING

SLIPPITY-SLIDING

SLEEPY-ANGEL LOOKIN

PUPPY-EYE-POUTING

TEARY-EYED BABY BOY