Not Me, But I Wish It Was

I’m at a point where I don’t even know how to eat normally, I either binge or ⭐️ve. My mind is so broken.

Whilst your stuffing your face, someone else is in a 100 hour fast, just wanted to remind you.

I am stepping into this new week with a clear mind and a determined heart. I refuse to let last week’s struggles hold me back. Every challenge is just a stepping stone to my success. I am focused, I am strong, and I am capable of handling anything that comes my way. I choose discipline over doubt, action over excuses, and progress over perfection.

food is not for you

you dont have a hard time controlling yourself around the food you havent bought yet in stores, because you know you’re not allowed to have it

just stop allowing yourself food

it’s for other people, not you

i hate food

when i eat, everything goes wrong. i constantly prove to myself that when i eat, i fail, both in being skinny and in something else. everything always goes wrong when i eat. so i need to stop eating.

6 things mentally strong people do ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ :

1. they move on. they don’t waste time on feeling sorry for themselves or others. they know that life goes on regardless of what it looks like and have faith in what’s to come.

2. they embrace change. they welcome challenges, knowing that challenges build strength which builds character.

3. they stay happy. they don’t let the misery of others rub off on them, it’s no point in wasting energy on things they can’t control.

4. they are kind, fair and unafraid to speak up for what is right.

5. they are willing to take risks, knowing that risks lead them to new discoveries & experiences.

6. they celebrate other people’s success & they don’t resent that success. you reap what you sow, it’s not healthy to be a hater.

how to feel better

watch the sunrise. go outside. be always well dressed. connect with people who lights up your energy. laugh. meditate. raise the value of what you consume. read move. move your body. drink water. have a break from work. help someone. plant flowers. forgive yourself. do something fun. learn. get creative. create. challenge your comfort zone. be less judgmental & more compassionate. be grateful for what you have today. realize you’re far greater than you think. trust yourself. feel the love that surrounds everything. have your shit together. dance your favorite song. tell your friends & family you love them. pet a cat/dog.

I just realized I’ve survived everything I’ve ever encountered in life. I have a 100% survival rate. I’m fucking nailing it.

READ THIS EVERYTIME U FEEL DOWN ─ㅤ۫ㅤ✒️ ㅤ۪⊹ㅤ𓈒

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✒️..BLOOM JOURNAL 2024