I Hate Food

I’m at a point where I don’t even know how to eat normally, I either binge or ⭐️ve. My mind is so broken.

the feminine urge to walk off the calories I watched other people eat

Your hungry?

Now take of all ur clothes and get infront of a mirror

Still hungry?

Nope, I didn’t think so

Stay strong,stay disciplined it WILL pay off

Sylvia Plath

i think about this very often to but to be alive is such a privilege. you can smell flowers, eat freshly baked cookies, lose yourself in the pages of a new book, listen to heartwarming music and read soul crushing poetry, meet kind and funny people, learn something new. i think the miracle is in waking up every day

I am stepping into this new week with a clear mind and a determined heart. I refuse to let last week’s struggles hold me back. Every challenge is just a stepping stone to my success. I am focused, I am strong, and I am capable of handling anything that comes my way. I choose discipline over doubt, action over excuses, and progress over perfection.

put the fork down, and look at your thighs. Look at how large they are, how big they look when you sit down. Look at your stomach, pay attention to the rolls. Every bite you take is covering that beautiful waist of yours. That’s disgusting, you really wanna live like that? because personally, i enjoy being skinny, i enjoy looking at my collarbones.

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my biggest toxic trait is binging and calling it a metab day