I Need To Get Part Of My Hair Dyed Purple !!!!!

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as an autistic shifter it’s always been so hard for me to hear certain shifting advice. i’m a person who very much relies on explanations and instructions for most things in my life. to constantly be told that i don’t have to do anything to shift, to “just do it”… it doesn’t make sense to me i fear :(

and i totally understand why people say that!! bc that is how shifting works!! that’s how people have shifted!! but it’s still hard to hear bc i can’t comprehend how to “just shift”

idk just a little rant i’ve had in my head this week lol if anyone has any advice that would help me get out of this mindset it would be very much appreciated ty 🫶🫶

I'm tired so I'm gonna do a rant on my DR self and random aspects of myself that I remember

(because yall oughta know by now that what you put down is what ya are and were and (if you did intend it) what you will be which means that you remember and continue to remember that you already shifted.. anyways moving on..)

Erm so since I'm sleepy there's no actual structure as to what I'm gonna explain about myself except that it's in a very incoherent elaborate manner.

Also this is when I first shift and nothing much has happened with the skittles squad yet🪄💫

Blue = "CR" self inserting notes

My name's Ryuusei Hoshiko and I'm from the US of A (MERICA RAAAHH/j)! My dad is a famous writer and my mom is a psychologist :9

(My name was chosen by my dad primarily and he's like what Japanese while my mom is Mexican? Yeah. Crazy.)

I have an older brother named [idk I'm thinking abt changing the name it felt weird]. He's like around 17 so he's four years older than me :]

I have 3 beautiful gorgeous cute adorable loving lovable divine amazing crazy cats [I think I end up getting a fourth but shhh] named ... [redacted], Milo, and Somni! (I do NOT wanna say his name, it's not bad just... yes.)

Some of my hobbies include skateboarding (this is sk8 the infinity... what did you expect from me💔), roller skating, playing the keytar, and drawing...☆

My family moved from the US to Okinawa because my dad is nostalgic or sum... I'm not really sure, that's what I was told, but I was excited nonetheless because I love traveling 🛫

My brother was... pretty annoyed about it, but each time I look at him I feel that he's been more happy here than I've ever seen, weirdly enough.

The day after we moved in, I got to see a younger relative of my mom Jupiter who I've known for most of my life since she keeps herself in contact with my mom.

Jupiter, knowing I'm a skateboarder, introduced me to some abandoned mine where people skate in races... Apparently it's called "S" or something. Creative much..? But I think I'll be visiting the place more often, it seemed fun, honestly.

She told me that she and her friends had been the founding members of this place... but she seemed somewhat sour when she was telling me about one of them. I didn't pry, though. Maybe they've drifted apart-? <:/???

In either case, I'll probably be going to be disguising myself when I go, I don't really want to be recognized in an illegal racing circuit... Jupiter told me she'd help me with that, but I don't really know what she means.

Anyhow, it's nice to meet ya! Sorry about the long rant.. I wanna hear about you, now. :]

Annnnndddd that's it! Sorry if it sucks but yk I did give a warning anyways😞

My name was originally Ruru but since I'm a guy I thought like mmm nah I don't resonate with that name (for this dr) so I went name hunting and I loved this one🪄💫

I'll be making one for Jupiter next >:9

Alr so I've been in this shifting stuff for like… 4 years now off and on?

and i'm still not conscious of/remember a shift.

however, I will say that I've recently found out about something called the gateway tapes, which aren't necessarily for shifting but I'm pretty sure you can use it to help you shift.

I believe I still have it in my drive, so if you want that I can send that over to you ☆

It's okay hon, you're already there, whether you realize it or not (ik this is easier said than accepted but idk how else to say it) <3

I HAVE TO SHİFT TONIGHT

I really can’t with this reality anymore 😭

Drop all of your shifting tips please please please

Because it’s been 2 years and nothing has changed in my shifting journey and I really have to shift tonight. I don’t have enough power to stay here anymore. I attempt to shift EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and even if I want to take a break, I cant. I have to shift so bad. I’m not good. I don’t feel good at all. I’m so tired. Please someone help. Please. Please. Please. I beg you

I know you all will tell me no one can help me because shifting is something that only I can figure out what works for me. But I can’t anymore. Idk maybe something will click and I will shift.

Click method (100% method to change mindset for anything)

I need to get something off.

Guys, do one thing, please, oh my god If you're reading this? Do this NOW.

Sit somewhere, like sit, just sit, and simply let your mind wander PLEASE TRUST ME AND DO IT, don't push it aside saying it's just a silly little other shit hell no I'm serious.

Let your thoughts take over, look at your past, reflect it, and let that one small realization snap in your mind hardcore.

You.

Literally.

Know.

The.

Secret.

To.

Your.

Life.

Oh my god isn't this what people think of? CAN'T YOU SEE? you got it, it's in Your hands so much, you're one minute away from it, one second, REALIZE you're actually getting whatever you want.

Just. Be. Goddamn. Persistent.

I swear this random ass method came up to me back in March where everything changed me for the best, I wanna call it the Click method, I don't know if there's anything similar, but god knows how it can help you.

Summary:

Sit somewhere

Let your mind wander

Look at yourself, your life, reflect your past your present, your future, every small detail on yourself, just everything

Now just sit there and wait for that realization to click and sit in being FULLY emerged deep and engraved in your mind, that after everything, "you are chosen."

Feel that? That bliss, that shock? That feeling that "what the fuck have I been doing so far? What the hell did I waste so much time for?"

This guys? This helped me snap my mindset, you don't need days to change the mindset, it's just the click of the realization, try it, seriously try it, and to actually trick your mind you've done it, I suggest tricking yourself (not necessary, but some people like to be logical and back it up with actions), simply tap a part of your body when you realize it, when that thought flows in your mind just as moments ago the thought of "I like the color xyz" had gone by.

It clicks.

Use it as any method, void, manifesting, revising, whatever the fuck you want, this just conjured up in my dream and I already feel how it can help people.

instead of imagining your dr REMEMBER IT.

it’s your life after all. it’s still you. it’s your memories. sit with yourself and remember your life there. BRING YOUR MEMORIES BACK. ITS YOUR LIFE BABE. REMEMBER IT💗💗💗💗💗

PAC: What do people admire and envy about your DR self? ♡๑

general tarot reading disclaimers apply here. dividers were made by me, the pictures are from pinterest but edited by me. this is a reality shifting themed tarot reading and requested anonimously. for more tarot readings, check out my masterlist. now, think about your dr self, choose a picture from above and read your pile below :)

[ from pile one on the left to pile three on the right ]

pile one 🐶

What people in your DR admire and/or envy about you:

you're alluring but distant

even simple conversations seem fraught with unspoken complexities

you appear aloof and emotionally detached -> difficult to get close to

your like a calm sea that is sometimes plagued by storms

an unpredictable mystery -> mesmerizing but confusing

lots of tension, misunderstandings and rumors about you

an ideal type for many but so out of reach

peak social skills -> socially intelligence and grace

your presence can elevate the mood of any social gathering

radiant presence and contagious laugh

regardless of your emotional turmoil, you keep being strong and reliable, no one can tear you down

people naturally notice you

your voice commands attention but is never overbearing and you use your voice wisely

people think they need to level up to be acknowledged by you

some feel intimidated by your intense and magnetic energy

many wanna be the one to receive your kindness, smile and genuine affection

your eyes exude warmth and comfort -> you can even draw in the most reserved/closed person

many are jealous of your confidence, your intelligence, your skills, your ability to attract followers as a natural leader

your ability to thrive in chaos and challenges and you seemingly would never give up or back down from a fight as if you draw energy from the struggles

you walk through life with strategic thinking and agility -> many questions what your real intentions are

you're always a step ahead and only few can keep up with you

mostly positive reaction from people from the opposite gender but often jealousy and envy (but often hidden) from people of the same gender

your chest area, your knowing and teasing gaze, your legs and your cheekbones - jawline - neck area is very attractive

-> if you liked this reading and want to request another topic pls click here !! xoxo daisy ♡

pile two 💍

What people in your DR admire and/or envy about you:

you're highly skilled

your ability to bring people together

you overall seem very approachable and engaged/involved in many things (know many people and things and many people know you etc.)

your energy is accessible yet memorable

your confident and people naturally respect you but your intense presence can be intermediating, creating tension or discomfort in some

your firm belief that anyone has something valuable to contribute

you always encourage openness

your reputation or fame is something many admire or are jealous of

your ability to work hard and to endure anything, your resilience and dedication and your strong sense of duty is very impressive

you value quality time alone and are often focused on personal growth in solitude -> you especially trigger people pleaser and copycats

your voice is soft but profound

your touch is invigorating yet calming and reassuring -dissipating all stress and worries

your eyes hold a fascinating depth

you possesses an ancient kind of wisdom that many seek but few truly understand

even you aptitude for communication on deeper, more esoteric topics is intriguing

you often leave a lasting impression long after you have spoken

the type of person who changes the atmosphere in a room instantly whether by saying something provocative or simply by your overwhelming energy

you can be both refreshing and a bit dangerous, like nature reclaiming its territory

your rebellious streak and braveness to challenge norms and questions authority

your ability to sense other people emotional needs and to provide support guidance accordingly

you're very original and inspiring to many

your strong sense of self and/or purpose

many feel like they can't reach your expectations which makes them feel uneasy around you

your stubbornness combined with your authoritative tendencies can be quite intimidating at times

your thighs, your feet, your hands/wrist, your face and your shoulders are very attractive

-> if you liked this reading and want to request another topic pls click here !! xoxo daisy ♡

pile three 💐

What people in your DR admire and/or envy about you:

your disconnection from your family and your burdensome past (?) is impressive -> i think you had to create your own foundation yourself, teach yourself values as you might had no one to rely on when you where younger

for some of you only: many are envious of your wealth or your inheritance

your unconventionality

your willingness to never stop pushing forward and never giving up

your ability to survive the high expectations and burdens put on you

your creativity, your thoughtfulness and openness are very admired and greatly appreciated

your lively demeanor and your positive and proactive approach to life

your ability to act and think quickly

you always seem composed and courageous - demonstrating inner strength, patience and empathy towards those around you

your grace, your serene confidence and your deep self-awareness and control

your emotional insight allows you to connect with people on a deep level

you have this air of dignity and pride around you

you're compassionate and emotionally strong and generous

your ability to cut through confusions and lies, to understand complex topics and your intellectual sharpness is impressive

you might have a penetrating gaze when lost in thoughts which might be a bit intimidating

your presence can be invigorating and inspiring - pushing people to think more critically

your ability to get away with things without having to make plans or without making a clear choice … like avoiding certain responsibilities which makes other envious

your tired looking eyes, your curves (esp. your lower body), your facial bone structure (ex. forhead) and hands are quite attractive

-> if you liked this reading and want to request another topic pls click here !! xoxo daisy ♡

list of random things I always script that you may not already have scripted 🍰

pinterest has a “gift” button that I can manifest whatever’s in the pictures. (clothes, makeup,, accessories, skincare,food)

I always know something interesting/funny to say in any situation, im never awkward and dry and I can keep convos going .

audio doesn’t leak through headphones, even if you have it to MAX volume.

chipotle workers ARENT stingy and actually load up ur bowl 😭

you look stunning in absolutely photo, even if ur doing a silly face, your face card is so powerful.

my baking taste better than crumbl cookie (HELP)

your s/o isn’t attracted to anyone romantically or sexually , except for you.

the “spark”/ “honeymoon phase” of ur relationship never dies out, it lasts for the whole relationship.

ur buttcrack never shows…EVER.

you can learn and perfect anything in under 5 mins. (Instruments, sports, hobbies)

your partner shows you all 5 love languages

(physical touch, words of affirmation, acts of service, gift giving, quality time)

you and your s/o’s love is more intense than noah and allies from the notebook

animals LOVE you, they never bite you/are aggressive with you.

my phone only goes down 1% per hour

all my favorite ships in tv shows become canon (NEED THIS)

never accidentally post something you didn’t mean to…

you are the BEST gift gifter becsuse you always know exactly what the person wants/would like.

Makeup/hair always comes out perfect first try

Shifting is essentially a conscious transition between mental states—akin to deep meditation, lucid dreaming, or self-induced dissociation. Your brain is already capable of generating fully immersive, hyper realistic experiences without external input. Just think of vivid dreams or hallucinations. All of that? Your brain. Not a simulation. Not magic. Just neuroplasticity and brainwave manipulation.

Here’s what happens when you “shift”

• You enter a deep theta or delta state (linked to sleep and subconscious access).

•You detach from the sensory input of your current reality.

•Your imagination becomes your dominant reality and your brain treats imagined scenarios as real, neurologically speaking.

•Repetition and belief rewire neural pathways, making this process easier over time.

Now go shift

yesss ofc ofc!! it's nothing :3 <333

I HAVE TO SHİFT TONIGHT

I really can’t with this reality anymore 😭

Drop all of your shifting tips please please please

Because it’s been 2 years and nothing has changed in my shifting journey and I really have to shift tonight. I don’t have enough power to stay here anymore. I attempt to shift EVERY SINGLE NIGHT and even if I want to take a break, I cant. I have to shift so bad. I’m not good. I don’t feel good at all. I’m so tired. Please someone help. Please. Please. Please. I beg you

I know you all will tell me no one can help me because shifting is something that only I can figure out what works for me. But I can’t anymore. Idk maybe something will click and I will shift.