as an autistic shifter it’s always been so hard for me to hear certain shifting advice. i’m a person who very much relies on explanations and instructions for most things in my life. to constantly be told that i don’t have to do anything to shift, to “just do it”… it doesn’t make sense to me i fear :(
and i totally understand why people say that!! bc that is how shifting works!! that’s how people have shifted!! but it’s still hard to hear bc i can’t comprehend how to “just shift”
idk just a little rant i’ve had in my head this week lol if anyone has any advice that would help me get out of this mindset it would be very much appreciated ty 🫶🫶
PREMIUMBITCH DEACTIVATED? MY BABY NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OHMYGOD SAVE ME FROM THIS TORMENT
good thing i reblogged like 99% of her acc </3333 i still can script in stuff but still ☹️☹️☹️
✧ To love and be loved
Lowk today was a good day in Earth 19 :DDD
I'm so excited for Valentine's in all my realities now
I need you to understand that when I say "comments are appreciated!" I mean that I will reply to every one of them. I mean that an email with an ao3 notification has a higher priority than a message from my mother. I mean that I will have entire discussions in the comment section if you're up for it. Message me on tumblr and I will have the same discussions on an even more unhinged level. I will dissect entire personalities and ships and fictional political structures and worldbuilding with you. I will become your new best friend. You already ARE my new best friend. At the last battle, I would raise Anduril and say "For my ao3 readers" while a single tears rolls down my cheek, and dive into the fray. I would upload from beyond the grave if someone asked about the next chapter
Duolingo owl died
I KNOW💔
I keep hearing about it...😮💨 vro just wanted me to do my Spanish lessons😞 (I'm fluent in Spanish but I have like several languages on the app..)
Let us have a moment of silence for our dearly (or not... depending on your relationship with) beloved owl🤧
I tried a guided meditation yesterday but my device shut off halfway through so I just went to sleep. This, in turn, delayed my uhhh... contemplation of giving up and so I did wake up today (clearly). And throughout today I got a new hope and I decided that I would use an unused little hello kitty notebook to my advantage and use it to persist in my wicca practices, mainfestations, and my permashift ofc. (and overall not give up just yet)
So long story short, I'm still on thin ice but at least I'm gonna keep persisting because shifting is literally saving my life, and I've gone on for this long with it. So why not continue? I'm tired, but I want it really bad. I do.
So uh....before anyone gets disappointed,very probably this blog will be deactivated,so no storytime bc I'm not planning on coming back there.
Just to to warn y'all
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the unholy trinity of piss-poor caretakers, tag yourself:
tomboy, meaning "this child is clearly queer but let's hope it goes away"
sensitive, meaning "clearly neurodivergent and often distressed but let's keep going until they grow numb"
mature, meaning "traumatized but let's ignore that"
^^ Your ask box isn't available but 🧇 for this game :3
BAKED GOODS ASK GAME
ꪆৎ shifting ask game focused on mood board prompts to visualize your desired realities . . .
reblog for asks.
🥐 : CROISSANT . . . create a mood board of you in the beginning years of your desired reality vs years after you’ve experienced it. you could include your face claim, favorite color, clothing style, etc.
🥯 : BAGEL . . . create a mood board of your significant other(s) in your desired reality. you could include their face claim, favorite color, clothing style, what your relationship with them looks like, etc.
🍞 : BREAD . . . create a mood board of some of your closest friendships in your desired reality. you could include their face claim, favorite color, clothing style, what your friendship with them all looks like, etc.
🥖 : BAGUETTE . . . create a mood board of your favorite holiday(s) in your desired reality. does your family celebrate christmas in a big way? or do you & your significant other(s) make sure to celebrate valentine’s day every year?
🥨 : PRETZEL . . . create a mood board of your home in your desired reality. your favorite rooms, the exterior, the interior, the vibe, etc.
🥞 : PANCAKE . . . create a mood board of your familial relationships in your desired reality. who are the most important people in your family? what does your relationship look like, visually?
🧇 : WAFFLE . . . create a mood board of your hobbies in your desired reality. do you draw, paint, bake, cook, sculpt, game, etc?
+ any other mood boards you can come up with!!
ꪆৎ : have fun w these
DT : emi 💞
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